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CHAPTER 42: Questions
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2026-05-29 19:00:28She brought a notebook.
This was not a surprise — she brought notebooks to things that required them, and she had determined that this required one. What surprised me was the tabs. Three of them, the adhesive kind, colour-coded in a way I had not asked about and would not have understood the system of if I had. She had been preparing for this appointment the way she prepared for things that mattered: thoroughly, without making it anyone else's business until she was ready.
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