LOGINTHALIA
Across the city, my new apartment still smelled faintly of fresh paint.
Freedom had a strange scent.
I stood in the middle of the living room, staring at the half-opened boxes scattered everywhere. The place wasn’t nearly as large as the Langford estate, but it felt lighter somehow. The silence didn’t feel heavy here. It felt… peaceful.
A knock sounded at the door.
“Come in!”
The door swung open, and Knox, my good friend and lawyer, walked in like he owned the place, a bottle of champagne balanced in one hand.
“Wow,” he said, glancing around the apartment. “Minimalist chaos. I like it.”
“It’s called moving,” I said.
He set the bottle down on the counter and looked around again.
“Not bad,” he said. “Small, but nice. Also significantly less terrifying than the Langford mansion.”
I rolled my eyes. “You’ve been to the Langford estate once.”
“And once was enough,” he said. “That house felt like it was judging me.”
“It probably was.”
Knox grinned and lifted the champagne bottle.
“You’re celebrating tonight.”
“I’m unpacking tonight.”
“No,” he corrected. “You’re celebrating.”
He popped the cork before I could stop him. Foam spilled over the rim as he grabbed two glasses from the kitchen counter.
“To Thalia Wentworth,” he said dramatically.
“Formerly Langford,” I corrected.
Knox handed me a glass. “Exactly. To being single again.”
I hesitated for a second, then clinked my glass against his.
“To being single.”
We drank.
Knox leaned against the counter, studying me over the rim of his glass.
“You know what?” he said.
“What?”
“You look depressed.”
I frowned. “I am not depressed.”
“You’re wearing a beige sweater and gray pants.”
“So?”
“So the Thalia I knew in college would rather swallow broken glass than wear beige.”
“That was years ago.”
“Exactly,” Knox said. “What happened to you?”
“Life happened.”
He tilted his head.
“Correction. Brandon happened.”
I didn’t respond.
Knox watched me quietly for a moment, then sighed.
“You used to be the loudest person in the room,” he said. “Remember sophomore year? You dragged half your department to that horrible karaoke bar at midnight.”
I laughed despite myself. “That place was fun.”
“You sang on top of a table.”
“I was encouraged.”
“You were drunk.”
“Details.”
Knox smirked.
“That girl vanished the second you married Brandon.”
“That girl grew up.”
“No,” Knox said calmly. “That girl got buried under someone else’s expectations.”
I looked away.
He pointed at my clothes.
“And this,” he continued, “is evidence.”
I glanced down at my sweater.
“What’s wrong with it?”
“It’s beige.”
“It’s comfortable.”
“It’s tragic.”
I laughed.
“You’re being dramatic.”
“You used to wear red leather jackets,” he continued. “And those glitter boots.”
“They were not glitter boots.”
“They were absolutely glitter boots.”
“They were stylish.”
“They were blinding.”
I shook my head, smiling despite myself.
“Did Brandon hate colorful clothes too?” Knox asked suddenly.
I hesitated.
His eyes widened.
“You’re kidding.”
“He preferred… neutral colors.”
He set his glass down and crossed his arms.
“You stopped going out.”
“So?”
“You stopped dressing like yourself.”
“It’s just clothes.”
“You stopped being you,” Knox said flatly.
I sighed.
“You’re exaggerating.”
Knox pushed away from the counter.
“Get up.”
“What?”
“Get up.”
“Why?”
“Because we’re fixing this.”
“I’m not going anywhere.”
“Yes, you are.”
“I just moved in!”
“And now you’re going out.”
“I haven’t been to a bar in years.”
“Exactly,” Knox said.
He grabbed my wrist.
“Come on.”
“Knox—”
“No excuses.”
“Where are we even going?”
“To fix your wardrobe first.”
“That sounds expensive.”
“Good thing it’s not your money.”
“Knox!”
“Relax,” he said. “I owe you after that statistics project you saved me from in college.”
“That was eight years ago.”
“I hold grudges.”
***
An hour later, I was sitting in a salon chair while two stylists worked on my hair.
“This is insane,” I muttered.
Knox sat across the room, scrolling through his phone like this was the most normal thing in the world.
“You’re welcome,” he said.
“You kidnapped me.”
“I rescued you.”
“I didn’t need rescuing.”
“You absolutely did.”
One of the stylists laughed quietly.
“He’s very invested in this makeover,” she said.
“Too invested,” I replied.
Knox looked up.
“I heard that.”
“Good.”
Another stylist walked over holding a dress.
“Your friend picked this.”
I stared at the dress.
It was black, elegant, and definitely not something I had worn in years.
“That’s not subtle,” I said.
“Exactly,” Knox replied.
Twenty minutes later, the stylist spun my chair toward the mirror.
“Done.”
I blinked at my reflection.
My hair fell in soft waves around my shoulders. My makeup was light but sharp enough to highlight my eyes. The dress fit perfectly, the slit showing just enough leg to feel bold without being ridiculous.
I barely recognized myself.
Knox stood and looked me over.
“There she is.”
“Who?”
“The real Thalia.”
***
Fowler's nightclub exploded with music and light the moment we stepped inside.
The bass vibrated through the floor while colored lights flashed across the packed dance floor.
Knox spread his arms.
“Now this,” he said, “is therapy.”
“You think loud music is therapy?”
“Absolutely.”
We walked toward the bar.
Almost immediately, people started staring.
“Wow,” someone whispered behind us.
“Who is that?”
“Isn’t that Knox Carter?”
I glanced at him.
“You’re famous here?”
“I think so,” he said casually.
He was definitely famous here. Back in college, Knox was popular among the girls, the school’s golden boy. As much as he loved having fun, he was extremely serious when it came to work.
Before we reached the bar, a blonde woman approached him.
“Knox,” she said with a smile, touching his arm. “Where have you been hiding?”
“Working,” he replied.
“You disappeared on us.”
“I had cases.”
“You always have cases.”
She tilted her head.
“Dance with me tonight?”
Knox gestured toward me.
“I already came with someone.”
She glanced at me, surprised.
“Oh.”
“Another night,” Knox said politely.
She laughed. Then she walked away.
I looked at him.
“You know everyone here.”
“Occupational hazard of being charming.”
I laughed, shaking my head. Damn! I’ve missed my friend.
At the bar, he ordered two drinks.
While we waited, he leaned closer.
“Someone’s been asking about you.”
“About me?”
“Yeah.”
“Who?”
He nodded toward the corner.
A woman stood there watching us.
My breath caught.
“Olivia?”
She walked toward us slowly.
“You look alive again,” she said.
“Olivia…”
“We can argue later,” she said quickly. “Right now, I’m just glad you’re out of that marriage.” She looked towards Knox and said, “he told me.”
I laughed awkwardly.
“You always were brutally honest.”
“You always needed someone to be.”
Knox raised his glass.
“Well,” he said. “Reunion accomplished.”
Olivia smiled. We used to be close, but after I got married, Olivia noticed I was changing and kept telling me not to lose myself, that I was not happy. But I broke contact with her, thinking she just hated that I was married.
“Thank you for dragging her here,” Olivia said
Knox shrugged.
“Someone had to.”
“You two are terrible,” I said.
“Correct,” Olivia replied.
Twenty minutes later, Knox grabbed my hand.
“Dance floor.”
“What? No.”
“Yes.”
“I’m not dancing.”
“You absolutely are.”
Before I could protest, he pulled me into the crowd.
Music blasted around us as lights flashed across the room.
“You remember how to dance?” he asked.
“Of course.”
“Good.”
Someone nearby laughed.
“Look at them.”
“They look perfect together.”
“Are they a couple?”
I rolled my eyes.
Knox spun me once dramatically.
“See?” he said. “Still got it.”
“You’re attracting attention.”
“That’s normal.”
“For you maybe.”
A group of girls nearby whispered loudly.
“That’s Knox Carter.”
“He’s ridiculously handsome.”
“Who’s the girl with him?”
“I don’t know.”
Then suddenly—
A hand grabbed Knox’s arm.
Hard.
“Take your hands off my wife.”
The music seemed to fade for a second.
I froze.
Slowly, I turned.
Brandon stood behind us.
His eyes burning with fury.
CHAPTER 206THALIA“Understood,” Brandon said at last.That was all. He swallowed the tablets one by one, set the glass down with great care, and walked out of the kitchen. I listened to his steps on the stairs, steady and unhurried, and a door closing at the top.I had said exactly what I meant, in exactly the voice I had planned. There was no reason for my hands to be shaking.He kept to my terms with a precision I found, by the next morning, almost unbearable.“Shall I look at the window, or at the wall?” he asked, in the study, as I peeled back the edge of his dressing with the door wide open.“At whatever you like.”“Then the window. You said I was not to look at you the way I did yesterday, and I am not certain how else I look at you, so I have decided to look at nothing.”“That’s very mature.”“I thought so.”I dabbed the cut, and the skin at its edge was warm under my fingers, warmer than it should have been. “This feels hot.”“The heater is on.”“The heater is across the room
CHAPTER 205THALIANobody moved.The rain ticked against the glass. Catherine stood with the spoon still lifted over the pot, and a drop of soup fell from it and landed on the stove with a tiny hiss that sounded enormous. Brandon had not picked up his crayon. He sat with his hand open on the table, looking at his nephew, and I could not read a single thing in his face.“Leo,” Catherine said at last, very gently. “Sweetheart, what made you say that?”“Because it’s true.” Leo looked from one adult to the next, puzzled that no one was nodding. “Uncle Brandon laughs when Thalia’s here. He doesn’t laugh at home. And Mommy makes him do the quiet face.”“The quiet face,” Catherine repeated faintly.“The one he does when he’s not happy.” Leo picked up a purple crayon and went back to his stegosaurus, as if the matter were settled. “I’m only saying.”I wanted the floor to open. I stared at the teapot, and I felt Brandon’s eyes come to me, slowly, and stay. I did not look up. If I looked up, I
CHAPTER 204THALIAIt rang twice, bright and cheerful, and I jumped. Brandon went rigid. He pushed back his chair and walked down the hall with a stiffness in his shoulders I had never seen for anyone else at the door, and I followed, tugging my cardigan closed, my face burning.Catherine stood on the step under a black umbrella, a bag of groceries on one arm. Beside her, in a yellow raincoat two sizes too big, Leo hopped from foot to foot with the stegosaurus blanket in both fists.“Uncle Brandon! Thalia!”He shot past his uncle’s legs and hit me at the waist, and I caught him, grateful for something to do with my arms.“Leo.” Brandon’s voice was level and a shade colder than I liked. “Why are you not in school?”I glanced up. He never sounded like that with Leo, and I found it oddly unsettling.“It’s the weekend,” Leo informed him, with the weary patience of a child explaining the obvious. “There’s no school. Grandma brought me.”“And soup,” Catherine said, lifting the bag. She look
CHAPTER 203THALIA“What is going on?” he asked.I stared at him, heart going like something trying to get out, and the only thing I could think to say was:“You were quick.”That was not very smart of me.“It was a very short visit.” He had stepped out of the bathroom at the far end of the dressing room, drying his hands on a towel, his hair damp, his sleeves rolled to the elbow and his gray shirt only half buttoned. His eyes went to the wardrobe behind me, and his jaw tightened for half a second before it smoothed. “You, on the other hand, are standing in my dressing room in a robe.”“I came for a sweater.”“Then take one.”“I will.”“Then why haven’t you?”I pushed myself off the wardrobe door and started for the exit, and he crossed the room in three slow steps and stopped in front of it with one hand on the frame, so that the doorway was suddenly full of him.“If you want to pass, you may ask me to step aside.”“Step aside.”“Say please.”“Brandon.”“You have been giving the orde
CHAPTER 202THALIAI woke to the sound of water running through the wall, the old, deep rattle of pipes that meant someone was in the shower, and I lay there for a full minute staring at the ceiling of a guest room that smelled of lavender and cold linen.Dr. Evans had been very clear that the head wound was to stay dry for another three days. I had written it on a card, in capital letters, and propped it against the bathroom mirror, and I did not need to wonder whether a man who had spent his whole life disregarding instructions had read it.I pulled on my robe and went down the landing with my hair still tangled from sleep, and knocked on the bathroom door twice."Brandon?""Yes?" His voice came through the wood, perfectly level, with the steam in it."The dressing is meant to stay dry.""I used a towel to cover it.""A towel does not cover a dressing. That is not what covering means.""Then I will be out in a moment, and you may tell me what it means."The water stopped. I stood th
CHAPTER 201THALIAThey discharged Brandon on Saturday afternoon, with a bag of dressings, a sheet of instructions that Dr. Evans read aloud twice, and a look at me that said the rest of the responsibility was mine.The car pulled up outside our house just as the light was going, the tall, quiet townhouse behind black iron railings, with every window dark. I had not stood on this pavement since the morning I walked out with one suitcase, and the black door was the same, and so was the brass knocker I had once polished out of sheer loneliness.The driver came around to open the door, and Brandon, who had insisted the whole way home that he could manage perfectly well, swung one leg out onto the pavement and stopped."Don't," I said."I haven't said anything.""You were about to say you can do it yourself." I came around the car and took his arm above the elbow. "Lean on me.""Thalia, I have a cane.""And you have a cut that reopened on a courthouse step. Lean."He gave me a long, level
THALIABy the time the car rolled through the iron gates of the estate, the tightness in my chest had already become hard to ignore.Thomas stopped in front of the entrance and stepped out to open my door.“Welcome home, ma’am.”I nodded faintly and walked inside.The house was quiet. Too quiet.Wi
THALIAShopping for sexy nightwear alone should have felt embarrassing.Instead, I found myself smiling.My fingers drifted over rows of silk and lace as I moved slowly through the boutique. Black lace sets, satin slips, delicate babydolls—each piece more daring than the last.Tonight was special.J
THALIAI had just placed the cardboard box in the passenger seat and was about to start the engine when someone called my name.“Thalia!”The voice came from behind me.I froze for a second before turning around.Brandon was walking out of the company building, his expression already dark with ange
THALIAThe meeting dragged on for nearly forty minutes.Charts flashed across the screen as Dr. Harlan talked about revised timelines for Project Elara. Clara stood beside him, explaining sections of the presentation as if she had always been part of the team.I stayed quiet.My pen tapped against







