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I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart
I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart
작가: Quinn Loves Cilantro

Chapter 1

작가: Quinn Loves Cilantro
Chase's POV

By the time I got back from purchasing the condoms, Harry Anderson and Cecilia Stone were already finished. She was curled up in his arms, pouting childishly.

He gently rested a hand on her stomach and teased, "What if you get pregnant? We didn't use any protection."

She chuckled, clearly insinuating something. "That'd be even better. At least I'll know there won't be a second useless man in this house."

As she spoke, she shot me a pointed glance. I instantly understood those words were meant for me.

It had only been three days since my private part was injured. Cecilia wasn't afraid of hurting my feelings or breaking my heart. In her eyes, I was no different from a worthless stray dog.

When I didn't react the way she wanted, she looked somewhat surprised.

She parted her lips as if to say something, but Harry suddenly looked out the window and exclaimed, "It's snowing! Cece, let's build a snowman!"

Cecilia smiled and nodded, only to turn around and call out to me just as I was about to head back to my room. "Chase, you're good with your hands. Go build us a snowman."

My brows furrowed without thinking. I had just gone out to buy things in sub-zero weather, and the cold still ached deep in my body.

My pained expression, which I couldn't conceal even if I tried, made her cluck her tongue in impatience. She grabbed my arm roughly and dragged me toward the door.

"Stop pretending. You're a lot tougher than Harry."

The front door slammed shut behind me. It was obvious they weren't letting me back inside unless I finished my task. The biting wind cut straight through me.

Dressed in nothing but a thin shirt, I shivered uncontrollably in the freezing air.

Three days ago, Harry had complained that it was too chilly to walk his vicious Mastiff, so he had shoved the leash into my hands instead.

Terrified of dogs, I had begged Cecilia not to make me go, but she shoved me out the front door without a second thought or mercy.

In the end, the dog went berserk. It yanked me to the ground, then lunged at me, savagely tearing into my groin.

Just before I lost consciousness, I heard Cecilia comforting Harry instead. "It's not your fault. Stop blaming yourself. He's the idiot here. Who else can he blame?"

A long, heavy breath slipped out of me. Forcing my numb body to keep moving, I hurriedly packed snow into a snowman.

Not far away, Cecilia complained about the cold and slipped into Harry's coat, snuggling close against him.

By the time I finished the snowman, I was on the verge of freezing solid. Shivering from head to toe, I staggered toward the house, only for Cecilia to block me.

Seeing my flushed face and unfocused eyes, she instinctively reached out to touch my forehead. I felt disgusted by her action and turned my face away coldly.

Her expression darkened instantly. With a cold snort, she shoved a camera into my arms. "Take some pictures of Harry and me."

The cold seemed to seep from the ground straight into my skull. My fingers were so numb they barely obeyed me as I mechanically pressed the shutter.

Then, all of a sudden, Harry pointed at my bottoms and screamed, "Oh, my gosh! Blood!"

I looked down blankly, only then realizing that blood was pouring down my pant leg. The next second, my vision darkened. My body, pushed far beyond its limit, finally gave out and collapsed into the snow.

Cecilia's eyes widened. She sprinted toward me, but after only a few steps, Harry's panicked voice stopped her. "Cece, I think I twisted my ankle."

Without hesitation, she turned around and hurried back to support Harry. Her voice was full of concern. "What happened? Does it hurt a lot?"

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  • I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart   Chapter 9

    Chase's POV"You think you were clueless all this time?" I asked Cecilia, then answered my own question, "You saw everything happening to me. You even helped them torment me, letting them humiliate me relentlessly."I scoffed. "This year, I started having nightmares. I lost nearly 20 pounds. Every time I fell asleep, I saw your huge, monstrous face up close. I'd wake up screaming, my whole body—"Before I could finish, Cecilia rushed over and wrapped her arms around me. "Please, stop talking! It's all my fault! You can hit me, curse at me, and even stab me if you want. Do whatever you want to me!"I frowned, not even having time to respond before a sudden wave of nausea hit me. Without warning, I vomited all over her. She froze, staring at me in disbelief.I calmly wiped my mouth. "I've thrown up countless times because of things like this in the past. Just looking at you repulses me. I can't control it."Cecilia's chest heaved violently. The feeling of being hurt by me made her

  • I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart   Chapter 8

    Chase's POVFor the sake of my family, I was willing to make that sacrifice.Besides, it wasn't as though I had no feelings toward Cecilia. All the happy times we shared in the beginning were real. Except that later on, I realized the happy times she shared with others were just as real.Everything she had done for me, every attention-to-detail effort she had shown me, could easily be recreated with another man. Every time I saw the smiling faces of the men around her, it felt like I was looking at my past self.That was when my faith in her gradually crumbled.Later, when the Stones made things difficult for me, Cecilia never once stepped in to defend me. That was the last straw.I closed myself off and started treating her like an employer instead of a partner. Slowly, magically, my heart stopped hurting. Even when she was being intimate with other men in front of me, I felt nothing.So, what right did Cecilia have to condemn me now? She was selfish, unfaithful, and cruel. Jus

  • I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart   Chapter 7

    Chase's POVI curled my lips into a mocking smile. The fact that Cecilia didn't want to marry anyone else had zero correlation to her love and loyalty to me.After all, what other man would tolerate his wife fooling around with other men and simply look the other way?Over the years, my reputation in her circle had been pathetic, to say the least. Still, we each got what we needed. With the Stones' help, my family had managed to turn things around at last.From now on, neither of us owed the other anything.Once I had made up my mind, I shook my head. "I won't change my mind.""I don't believe you!" Cecilia exclaimed. "You're just angry right now. I'll give you a few days to cool off."She was so eager to argue back, like a child who had been denied a piece of candy and stubbornly refused to back down."I don't need to cool off. And you don't need to come back here again."Cecilia was confused. The finality in my words felt like a mystery to her.When she saw that my expressi

  • I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart   Chapter 6

    Third-Person POVA startled cry rang through the room, breaking the silence. Harry hurried over, his face full of concern. "Cece, what's going on?"Cecilia's hand landed on the needle. She snapped back to reality and picked it up, staring at the bloodstained tip. "Why did you stab him?"Harry froze momentarily before putting on an innocent expression. "Did Chase tell you that? But I never did anything like that. How am I supposed to admit something I didn't do?"He lowered his head and started sobbing softly. Usually, a few tears were all it took for Cecilia to comfort him immediately. This time, however, he nearly cried himself dry and still hadn't gathered any reaction from her.Uneasy, Harry cautiously looked up at Cecilia. The sight nearly made him scream.Cecilia had one hand clamped around his throat, her expression vicious. Her voice dropped to a low, dangerous whisper. "How dare you lie to me, still? You think I was nice to you for a few days, and you can do whatever th

  • I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart   Chapter 5

    Third-Person POVAfter Cecilia took Harry to the hospital, the doctor could barely hide his exasperation. He simply cleaned the tiny scrape with some iodine and sent Harry on his way.Harry's eyes were red, and he clutched Cecilia's hand as if he had gone through trauma.Cecilia, on the other hand, was noticeably distracted. Her attention stayed fixed on her phone. She kept wondering when Chase would call her.In the past, he always gave in fast. More often than not, the moment she walked out the door, her phone would ring. If she didn't answer, she would then receive a 500-word apology right after.Chase was an excellent writer. His messages were always heartfelt.Cecilia might act indifferent every time, but deep down, she felt a genuine sense of satisfaction. She liked seeing him beg for her attention.However, something changed over the past two weeks. First, he gradually stopped talking to her. Then, he stopped even looking at her, to the point of ignoring her presence.Th

  • I Sold My Dignity, Not My Heart   Chapter 4

    Chase's POVCecilia had laughed with effortless charm. "I'll make it official after I divorce that idiot at home."Before the video finished playing, Cecilia suddenly shot to her feet. Her face turned ashen. She glanced at me, then frantically started fumbling with the remote control.Then, with one wrong press, the screen switched to another video. It was footage from the night I got drunk. I was sprawled there with my clothes undone, my face flushed, while several filthy hands groped me without my consent.My mind went blank. It felt as if something had nailed my feet to the floor. It wasn't until Cecilia grabbed a glass and hurled it at the screen, shattering the display, that I came back to myself.She stroked my back and murmured, "It's okay. It was only a few seconds."I coldly shrugged her hand off. There was none of the breakdown she expected to see in my eyes. "I'm leaving. You guys keep having fun."Cecilia's face immediately darkened. At that, Lola quickly stepped in

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