Se connecterMy mother asked me to step aside and let my twin sister have Ronan, my mate-to-be. She held my hand gently, her eyes full of pleading. "Mara, your sister has given in to you for twenty years. Just this once, let her have him, all right?" She was not wrong. I had been fighting and grabbing since I was a child. Whatever my twin sister, Aurelia, had, I had to have too. Even when she took medicine, I would insist on stealing a sip. Mom always said I had been competitive before I was even born, that I had taken too much from Aurelia in the womb, and that was why she had come into the world so weak. So dad would wade through freezing river water and go deep into the forest to pick moonfruit for her. Mom learned to weave so she could make every dress Aurelia wore from childhood to adulthood with her own hands. And I had nothing. All I could do was charge forward like a little thief, snatching whatever scraps I could reach. Because I knew that if I did not fight for anything, nothing would ever be mine. This time, Aurelia fell in love with Ronan at first sight. And I, who had never given up so much as an inch, obeyed without a fight. "Fine." After all, I had been poisoned by wolfsbane while saving her and mom, and I was already living on borrowed time. After I died, regret drove them all mad.
Voir plusLooking at Mom's back, I suddenly remembered a winter from many years ago.Aurelia had caught a cold.Mom made her hot soup and sat by her bed, feeding her one spoonful at a time.She tested the temperature with her lips first, afraid it would burn her.I stood behind the doorframe and watched, not daring to go in.I had a fever too.My nose was so blocked I could barely breathe, and my throat hurt like fire.But I did not dare say anything.I was afraid that if I opened my mouth, Mom's patience would run out.She would scold me and think I was trying to compete again.Later, Mom finally turned around and saw me.She paused, then waved me over.I was so happy that I ran to the bedside and waited for her to feed me a spoonful of soup too.But she handed me the empty bowl instead."Mara, mom can't leave right now. Take this to the kitchen and wash it. Fill the kettle on the stove while you're there."I held the bowl and stood there.There was still a little of Aurelia's leftover soup at
Ronan brought me home.Aurelia told him to lay me on the bed in my room.She brought a warm towel and wiped the blood from my face.As she fixed my hair, her tears started falling again."Mara, your hands are so cold."Her voice was barely audible."Her hands used to be so warm. Like a little stove."Tears fell onto the back of my hand and slid between my fingers."Mara, do you remember when we were little?""Once, I had a fever. You secretly climbed into my bed and curled up beside me.""I scolded you, and you just smiled and said, Aurelia, I'll help keep you warm.""How old were you then? You were always getting sick yourself, and you still came to warm me."She pressed my hand to her face, her hot tears soaking my fingers."Later, when you grew up, you started fighting me for everything. After you took something, you would hide.""Sometimes I was angry with you.""But sometimes I also thought, if you ever stopped fighting me for things, would that mean you didn't want me as your sis
Ronan remembered all those nights from before.I would curl up beside him while reading pack documents, then fall asleep against his shoulder halfway through.Whenever he looked down at me like that, he thought I looked like a small creature guarding its food.Even when I was already too tired to keep my eyes open, I would still clutch the last piece of roasted meat in my hand.He had only found it funny then.Now that hand had opened.I was no longer holding on to anything.Ronan's voice sank lower and lower."Mara, you should have told me.""If you had told me, I wouldn't have given you away. I wouldn't have let you walk this far alone.""I regret it.""This is all my fault."He did not dare think any further.He did not dare imagine how I had gone to the clinic alone, how I had taken the diagnosis, how I had listened as the Healer told me I had at most seven days left.He did not dare think about when I had started swallowing those pills every day.He did not dare think about those
Mom covered her face, tears spilling through her fingers.Her whole body was trembling, and she could not say a single word.Aurelia turned to Ronan.Ronan looked away and wiped at the corner of his eyes.The color drained from Aurelia's face inch by inch. She looked around and did not see me.When she spoke again, her voice was careful."Mom, where's Mara?"Mom's body jolted. She cried even harder.The bad feeling rising inside Aurelia swelled like a flood. Her face went completely white as she stumbled forward and pushed through the crowd.I tried to stop her. I reached out and stood in front of her."Don't look.""Aurelia, don't look."My hand passed through her body. She felt nothing.Aurelia finally reached the front. She saw that the person lying on the floor, the person the Healer was trying to save, was me.My face was gray-white, and there was still blood at the corner of my mouth.She stood there and swayed."Mara?"Her tears fell at once."Mara, what happened to you?""Didn'


















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