Slowly I entered through the open door of the house. And I am more surprised to find out it is the wake of a person, that is why there are people outside the house. I see a coffin in one side of the wall of the living room. And there are white flowers to both the right and left side of the coffin.
A little girl, maybe three or four year old, plays with her orange ball beside the coffin. She wears a white knee length dress without sleeves. She has a shoulder length light brown hair and fair skin. I watched her open a pack of M&M’s chocolate. She takes out a blue small rounded chocolate and puts it in her small pinkish mouth. As she chews she takes another one, red this time and tries to reach the coffin. ‘Wake up,’ she said. ‘Mama is crying again.’
The little girl stood up and climbed to a white mono-block chair, which made her possible to reach the coffin.
I watched how she repeatedly strike the top glass of the coffinA Promise I Won’t Keep6:00 PM, the sun is setting, soon it will be dark and Mallory will be home. Maybe I should clean the bedroom before she gets home. I slowly climbed the wooden stairs with my bare feet.‘Come it’s almost 9 o'clock you should be sleeping, you still have school tomorrow.’ I said and took Mallory by hand as we climbed upstairs to the bedroom.‘My feet hurt, carry me Mama.’‘Okay here you go.’‘Strong Mama,’ she said. ‘I love you, Mama.’‘I love you too, baby.’I open the door to the bedroom. There is a dark brown framed window at one corner where the light comes from. The yellow and orange light freely pushes through the open window. The yellow orange light hits the wooden floor. I see Eric stand right there
The Girl in Yellow DressUse SomebodyKings Of LeonI've been roaming around,Always looking down and all I seePainted faces fill the places I can't reachYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like youAnd all you know and how you speakCountless loversUndercover of the streetYou know that I could use somebodyYou know that I could use somebodySomeone like youOff in the night while you live it up,I'm off to sleepWaging wars to shake the poet and the beatI hope it's gonna make you noticeI hope it's gonna make you noticeSomeone like meSomeone like meSomeone like me, somebodyGo and let it outSomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodySomeone like you, somebodyI've been roaming around,Always look
The RainMay 2021, Manila - The Philippines reported its first two cases of the Indian Covid variant on Tuesday. The variant was identified in two overseas Filipino workers who returned from UAE and Oman, said the news anchor.I turned off the television as there is really not much good news in the world today. Sadly the pandemic is not getting any better. And honestly I think it won't be better anytime soon. It appears to me like the pandemic is here to stay, for longer. Some people say the pandemic could last for three to five years or more. Sadly, people are already suffering, and suffering more because of the pandemic. Some people are losing jobs andlivelihoodand some are losing afamilymember or a loved one. While the pandemic is here to stay, wepainfullylearn to live and bend.I looked at the clock and it said 4:20 PM. I am prepa
I passed by one or two salons, they resumed operations but with very limited numbers of customers only are allowed inside the shop. Only 30% only capacity of the store is allowed, and you will see only one or two customers inside the salon. And to me it’s like a sad picture of an economy falling apart, although it’s one of the harsh reality of the pandemic.And yes I come across few people on the street all wearing face masks. Tuesday afternoon the town looks dead and very quiet.5:00 PM, I reached my destination, the exact pedestrian line where Eric was hit by a car. I stood at one safe corner of the road and waited for 20 minutes. A group of people crossed the pedestrian line as the traffic light turned to green. And you will not see a child or senior citizen among these group of people.Children and senior citizens are not allowed to go outdoor, since they are the most vulnerable ones, and most cases of death comes from senior citizens
Yellow and Orange SkySaturday 5:20 PM, I stand beside the Saturday 5:20 PM, I stand beside the open window of the bedroom. At one moment I was hypnotizedby how aesthetically the sunset paints the skyyellow and orange. The sky is covered with yellow and orange color, and there are some patches of grayish dark blue color across the sky. Orange and dark gray cloudsenormously scatteronto the sky. And from where the sun sets, the yellow sunlight is like a massive fire burning andstrongly sprawlingonto the clouds. It is beautiful, the sunset is always beautiful.I remember the old days when I would have a joy ride with a motorcycle alone. I enjoy the path I traveled, the scenery I passed by, the wind brushing against my jacket and the time I spent alone with myself. I love how a simple ride helps me clear my mind from worries of life that formed a dark rainy cloud above my
I Cannot Save YouI walked to the town and passed by the only MC Donald's in town. Our conversation came flashing into my mind like an old film.‘I think you should know that I am dead.’I kept on walking as fast as I could.‘You are still alive,’he said.‘How do you travel through time?’My legs already hurt but all I know is I have to get to the pedestrian line at 4:30 PM where Eric was hit by a car.‘Now you know that I am dead,’he said.‘You also should realize we can never happen.’I could almost feel how my ankle hurts with my sneakers. I should have worn thick foot socks.‘’What if you weren’t able to save me?’He said.‘You only waste your time then, and you might get tired.’ I swa
2 months later…A Dream HouseI opened the door to the master’sbedroom. I observed my surroundings, the walls and the ceilings are all painted white, and the floor is covered with large sized glossy and plain beigecoloredtiles.On the left side of the room situated the two dark brown wardrobes and a full bodied mirror. And on the right side, beside a window there is a medium brown painted wooden table near the bed. The queen sized bed is covered with clean white sheet. And few steps after the bed there is another window.I stand beside the open window. The frame of the window is made of black colored metal. And there are chocolate brown curtains,which are made out of thick fabric hang on both sides of the window.I was looking at the yellow and orange light,which comes from view outsidethe window. The sun is about to
A Dream House(Continuation)I sat on the beige colored tiled floor of the living room. And I looked around me, the ceilings are neatly painted white, while the walls are covered with medium toned brown wallpapers.I opened another box. From the box I pulled out lots of books, maybe fifty to seventy of them. The books come in different forms, big and small, thin and thick. Our book collection includes about twenty five of Mallory’s bedtime story books, a New King James bible version, a children’s bible, and there is one of my favorite books; Ikigai: The Japanese Secret to a Long and Happy Life, also my favorite novels from Mitch Albom; Tuesday with Morrie and Five People You Meet in Heaven, and of course some of Nicholas Sparks books like; A Walk to Remember, The Notebook, The Lucky One and The Last Song. And there are dozens of novel books I purchased from book sales which I mus