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Chapter Sixteen
Emily Collins.
I was slowly starting to lose it.
I was going to crack soon, too, I just knew it.
It was a waiting game on my part now.
Waiting to crack.
And unleash my beast.
It was all because of those eyes, that smile and that. . . Oh my god, I can't believe I'm about to say that but it's all that thin, slutty, bitches fault. . . Kacie fucking Blackwell! That nice side that she tried to flaunt at me, ohh, I knew it all, too, well. I knew that that was her game, her plan. I didn't even want to know why her and Connor were so goody goody all of a sudden. I had thought he hated her and she felt mutually to him.
Oh, how wrong was I?
They way she shoved her diamond rings at me, she always loved the bigger things in life, always wanted everything she couldn't have and she had it now— for a
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