I woke up to the sound of birds singing and warmth. I truly had a weird dream about the twins, but right now laing in this soft bed I feel complete. I haven't slept this good in years and I haven't felt this safe and warmth in so long. I don't know how late it is, but I don't care, just for the next few seconds I want to appreciate the feeling. Just until it last. I turn on my right side and snuggle further into the soft silk pillow.
Wait, silk? I jump up as I remember what happened with the twins. It wasn't a dream! I immediately want to run, but my vision blurs and my head is pounding. I move to sit on my knees as I rub my eyes. In a few seconds my vision is clear and I soon realise that I'm not in my room, but in another massive room that I don't recognize at all. I look around and see I'm completely alone. The room is so gorgeous. In front of the bed was a small little living room with a large white couch facing the fire place and above the fireplace,a TV . The right of the bed had a beutiful view of the woods outside with a small patio. Their was also a door next to the bed side table on the right. Their were two other doors , one on the left of the other bed side table and on the left side of the far corner besides the fireplace.After I stop drooling over the room , i walked to the door closes to me. I opened it and saw a master bathroom. Even the bathroom was bigger then our old wooden house. I badly wanted to take my old black dress and lace shirt off and just stand under the water, but I had to find out were I was and how to get back to Bilbo.I walked to the door in the far corner and I slightly open it. It opened to a hallway. 'Okay this is my way out' I think to myself. Before I leave the room, I quickly grabbed the poker from the fireplace toolset and walk as quietly down the long hallway. I reach a staircase that has many, many ,many steps. 'Hell, on what floor am I, 20?' I sigh internally. I walk down the stairs, trying my best to stay as close to the wall as I could. When I finally reach the end I bend down and look around. In front of the staircase is a big kitchen and left of it is a lounge and on the right were two big double doors- 'the exit' I tell myself. Nobody was in the kitchen and only one person was in the lounge and he had headphones on. I lightly start to run to the double doors and quietly slip out of them. I run down the steps and see that I'm in the middle of the forest. I started to walk to the grovel road, but then I heard someone scream.No not someone. BILBO. I know it is him screaming, I have heard it enough times, to know exactly how it sounds. I run to the edge of the building and turn around I didn't see anything so I move down the wall, until I'm at the back of the massive place. Then I saw it, bilbo! He was running, running from a wolf! In milliseconds, I took of running towards him. The poker of the fireplace, ready in my hands."NOAH! RUN!" I tell and sprint to him. My dress making ever movement uncomfortable. The wolf's ears jump at the sound of my voice and immediately turns it's head to me. Before it can do anything, I swing the metal and hit it straight across its face. I take Noah hand and place him behind me. Lifting the metal on front of me, ready to fight. The wolf is clearly pissed and starts to growl at me. I move back and keep one hand at the back to make sure that Noah is near me. The wolf steps forward again and I strike it across the face again. Okay it's really mad now. I move to strike it again, but it grabs the metal with its teeth and ripes it out of my hands. Its eyes are full of rage and the ash colored wolf lunges towards me. I turn my back on it and try to cover Noah as much as I can. It's claws ripest the skin of my left arm and I yell out in pain. I turn around to face it again and see that it is still fuming. I push Noah away from me as it runs up to me , its fangs fully out. I cover myself , best I can and wait for the impact, but, just as the wolf was about to reach me it was tackled to the side by a huge black wolf. Another huge black wolf runs up towards the ashes colored wolf and the black wolf. The black wolves snarl at the ashes colored one, and the other wolf finally submits to them.I take this time to run to Noah, who is curled into a ball on the ground."Hi, Bilbo you okay?" I ask as I lightly put my hand on his head. He starts to move out of his position and looks at me with scared and sad eyes."I'm sorry, we were just playing. I didn't know you would get hurt. I'm sorry." He says in a shaky voice. I hug him with my right arm, since my left on is still hurt and whisper sweet- nothings to him. After he calm down I look to were the wolves were. They are still their but they are not doing anything other then starring at me. Why are their 3 wolves here. Why is their a massive mansion in the middle of the woods. Why are the wolves... and at that moment a light bulb goes of in my head. I finally realise what is going on and I stand up from the ground and hide Noah behind me again."Shift" I say in a flat and steady voice. The wolves look at each other before I hear bones cracking. I look away and close Bilbo's eyes as well. I hear scoffing and ask if they are done. I melodies voice, answers and I turn back to the place were the three wolves were, but now their were three men.The one guy had orange hair and hazel eyes, he was very built, and then of course the other two guys were the twins.They nod to the orange hair man, who is only wearing a blue basket ball short, and he turns around and leaves. The twins eyes fall back on me and a silence falls upon us. The boys only have basketball shorts on and I can't help but look at their stunning bodies. Their six pack fully on the display and the their v-lines are just begging me to run my fingers over them. No, focus. I tear my eyes from their bodies and look straight into their eyes. They had big grins on, clearly seeing how I checked them out. I felt heat rise to my cheeks and decided to speak before I get side tracked."Did you bring me hear." I asked in a steady voice. They just nodded and I rolled my eyes at them. A low growl come out of their chest."Why did you bring me here and why in hell's name did you bring my brother as well?" I asked getting a bit frustrated with their 'not caring' attitude. They both just lifted their shoulders and ignored my question. I scoff in frustration."Fine, don't answer me. Since I'm fine , Noah and I will be leaving." I announced and turned around with Noah's small hand in mine. In seconds the twins were in front of us."You are not leaving!" Growled Grayson, his chest rising and falling with each word."Yes I am, you are not the boss of me." I snap at them and William steps closer."You will either stay here willingly, or not willingly! Your choose. " He says as his eyes turn a shade darker. My body is boiling with anger. How dare they talk to me as if ,I'm a child.I step closer to William" I don't have to lis.." I fail to finish my sentence as a pain shots through my arm. I feel my knees giving in. Suddenly my hands grab onto a warm, firm surface. Grayson's chest. He hooks his on arm behind my knees and his other arm around my back. He lifts me up and I fall into his chest. Light sparks jump between our skins."I'm fine." I mutter, feeling a bit out of breath."You're loosing a lot of blood, we need to get you to the pack hospital." William says. I whispers Noah's name. Not wanting him to be alone in this new place."I'll call Layla to come and look after him, nothing.... "I don't hear the last part, since I faint....AGAIN!Tomorrow I give birth to my sweet baby boy and I am so overjoyed but I can't help but have a little sorrow in my heart because I know this means my time is up. Tomorrow I bring my boy into the world and I take myself out. Right now I am sitting at the boys desk, finishing the book I wrote for the twins and for Nolan. It's a reminder for them that even though I won't be there I still love them. And it also has notes to tell Nolan how much I love him and how I wish he has a long and happy live. I asked Kendra if she wanted to write anything but I haven't been able to get in contact with her for a couple of days. I feel her but I just can't reach her for some unknown reason. Time skip...I can't help but laugh as the boys struggle to pack the baby bag that they have to take to the hospital. They can kill a entire army but can't fit diapers and baby clothes into a bag. After they finally finish with the bag they come sit next to me on the bed. Right now I'm listening to the bab
It's been two weeks since I woke up and it has been the best twee weeks of my life. The boys and I are living together again and we have even decorated Nolan's new room. We were back to our old selves, we were always laughing and doing something fun and ever now and then something more the fun (if you get what I mean ). Right now I was laying naked on Grayson desk as he was pumping into me and William was next to me kissing and sucking on my swollen breast. I moan as Grayson pumps harder into me and William tugs at my harden nipple. I struggle to sit up but when I finally do I push Jackson to sit on his chair and I move ontop of him I feel warmth against my back and I know it's William. The both place their hard cocks at my enters and push inside me. I move up and down slowly before I still as Grayson and William starts to quicken their past. Soon their pounding into me and I can't help and scream as pleasure washes over me. I grab Grayson shoulder as they keep pounding into me and
My eyelids are heavy and I struggle to open them. Every bone in my body pains as well as every muscle. I feel so tired and I try to remember what happend and that is when I do.... my baby!!!Oh god please.My eyes shoot open and I move my hands to my belly and I feel him or her. I felt the baby's heartbeat! A sigh leaves my mouth and relief fills me. I had never felt so happy then to feel a heart beat. "He will be fine. Kendra protected him." William says in a whisper. My eyes move to the hospital room. Jenny, layla, Sam, Noah and the twins are here"It's a he?" I ask and happy tears start to fill my tear line. A happy sob leaves my mouth. 'Thank you so much Kendra. ' "Sophia?" I look up into Grayon eyes. Their filled with fear. "What happend?" I ask still feeling greatfull that my babe is okay."You had to much stress the doctor said. So your body wanted to sleep." Noah says and claims onto my bed. I laugh and kiss his head. "Sounds right bilbo." I say to him. "
Our fight was 3 weeks ago. The girls and I left the vacation house the day after the fight. I stayed in Noah's room the first two days and then I was told the boys arrange a house for me to live in. So the day after me and Noah moved into the big wooden house. It was still on the pack lands but at least 15 minutes away from the pack house. I guess this was their way of getting rid of me. Layla and Jenny came almost everyday. Sam cames twice a week. The first we times we would talk about my mates but we don't anymore. Noah is like my superhero because always ask me what I need and helps me with everything. He has even used a cystoscopeto to listen to the baby's heart. I have also made some baby clothes.I want to call the babe : Nolan if it's a boy and Natalie if it's a girl. That's if the twins don't end up choosing another name after I am gone. I have made Jenny the babe's guardian and Bilbo as well. I wanted to make sure that someone was taking care of them after I was gone and I d
I wake up feeling very nauseous. I run to the bathroom and empty my stomach contents in the toilet. The morning sickness was get a lot worse and happening more frequently. After finally having nothing left to throw up I stand up and wash my face. I felt drained and tired. My muscles were tight and sore. I throw my hair in a messy bun and went back into my room to get dressed for the day. I look in the mirror seeing that my baby pump has grown. I smile a sad smile and look away. I'm happy that the baby is well, but it is also a reminder of what trouble lays ahead. I have always wanted to be a mother but I fear I'm just to damaged tk be a good mom. What if my baby growns up to think that I didn't love him or her. I dress in n black strapless bikini and cover myself in a black lace cardigan.I go downstairs to see layla, Jenny and Bilbo out by the pool. I grab a water and an apple and join them. We spent an hour outside just relaxing and laying down on the beach chair, and just having
It has been a month since Kendra and I spoke to the moon goddess and I still did not understandanything. How could this happen? Why am I being punished? I still didn't know what the two of them spoke about when Kendra took control, but that was the least of my worries. Kendra and I have been hiding the baby's heart beat. Wolves can hear better so we were scared that the twins will be able to hear it and I could not tell them yet. The babe has grown much faster the a normal babe would have, but I suspected that he or she would grow faster since she/he has wolf blood, not only wolf blood but lucan blood aswell. My stomach has also started to form a small baby bump, which I have been hiding with way to big clothes. I still was not ready to tell the twins, so jenny and I had made plans to leave for a week or so to just go somewhere and relax. This way Kendra would also not have to hide the heart beat of the baby for a while. The twins were not so happy about this, but after jenny gave t