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Volume 2: Ch. 9
-Guess who’s back? -
Mondays, a lot of students are listless at the start of the week. After all it was another week of listening to boring teachers and tons of activities that serves no value to the betterment of life. Like how does solve complicated math formula would help this student? Unless they are planning to for math degree. Most of this student, especially the grade 10 are deciding about what they wanted in life. Sadly, it is all jotted down to the basics, teachers, doctor, police, engineers. The passion has no room for flourishing. The listless girl with bubbly eyes sighed as she looked through her phone. She watched a young boy with charming eyes play a piano in one their school competition.
“He’s really cute.” She
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Meet Jill “What day is it?” The girl in black hair wondered. She woke up from her bed which is a mini mat on the floor. The girl removed the mosquito net to fold it along with her sheets and mat. She placed it on a brown box and hid it under the table. She looked at the clock, it was 8 am exactly, the cold air sent a chill on her arms. The girl grabbed her overused jacket to warm self. She heads to the bathroom to urinate, she looked sleepy with down cast eyes. She fondles her breast as a regular daily basis, she glance to the mirror and examine herself. “It gone quite bigger.” Her name is Jillian Magadalo, but you all know her as Jill. The young black hair girl who’s an inch tall as Wayne. She had half sullen and half charming look, blended like caramel and black coffee. She had strong eyes but wasn't made to be bitter. It was an open book when
IF ONLY Volume 2: Ch. 10.5
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IF ONLY Volume 2: Ch. 12
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IF ONLY Volume 2: Ch. 13
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IF ONLY Volume 2: Ch. 15
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