The sound of chirping birds woke me up, the cold weather last night was replaced by heat due to the early sunrise. I could feel the weight of my eyelid, almost at dawn I fell asleep wondering what exactly was the right word to say to William, later when we met and if I really have the courage to confess all to him my feelings and secret.I stumble as I got out in my bed, I feel so dizzy due to short sleep I had.When I go out in my room, I already smell the fresh brewed coffee that Knight always drink; there he is, facing his laptop again with glasses, I can see how twitching and frowning his eye brows that I can’t help but to smirks.“Good morning,” I greet him but he just ignore me but that more good for me. He is busy with his work and he has no time to annoy me.I search some recipe from the internet to cook for breakfast; I’m so hungry I think I forgot to eat last night.Last night….My eyes can’t help but to glace at the kitchen table where we do something naughty last night, whe
“Hey, Amanda!” As I walk down to the road, I hear his sweet voice calling me. He was standing under the big mahogany tree; suddenly a wind come to blow and the leaves started to fall slowly around him. What a beautiful view to see but my heart never felt the same way like before.If only I did not meet that Alpha, will my feeling remain with this man in front of me?Or my feeling changes only because of the mark?I was afraid when the times come, will I regret all the things I did and will I do now.I wave my hands and immediately walk where he is, I see how he flinched when I finally near him. Why?“Why are you looking at me like that, I take shower before going here.” I said.He laughed at what I said, his dimples become visible to my eyes; I can’t help but to touch it. We both shocked to what I did. I withdrew my finger that poking his cheek, I can feel my cheeks burning not because I still like him but because of the shame I am feeling right now.“Ehem, you said you have something
“The marked… The marked is only temporary.” I whispered.We both fell into silent.“The marked is temporary? You mean, it’s only for a short time. So, there is no problem for me to like you right?” For the first time, since when we were together for how many years, I see the desperation in his eyes.Love can really make something unusual, it makes the person crazy, change for better or even make someone desperate for something.“I… I don’t know, I am not sure about my feelings for him.” I said.“How about me? Do you have no any feelings for me?” He asked.I was stunned to his question, why he has to ask me something about that? What answer should I say now, that I had feelings for him too since we were teens but afraid to lose him by my side?“Please, Amanda answer my question.” He said and hold my hands.I cleared my throat, yes, I should tell him about my feeling for him because that is my plan in the first place. I look at him seriously, but I don’t know how should I tell him and wh
“W-what are you doing now, Warren! Hey, you don’t need to go to him. We will talk after the marked vanish and… and I will tell you immediately what my answer of your confession when that day comes.” I said but he ignores my words and start the engine.“Tell me the address of his house now,” he said, he looks pissed to know I am living with random Alpha I accidentally marked. “Don’t think to lie at me, Amanda I can’t forgive you if you do it again.” He added.“But Warren, I can’t leave the house now because I am the one who cause the trouble to him and we also met his personal doctor and his suggestion is we need to leave together so we can both stabilized our pheromones.” I explained.“What kind of doctor is that? You can meet once or twice a week to stabilized your pheromones why do you have to leave with him? The first time I see him in my café I hate him already so please Amanda, don’t live with that b*stard on the same roofs.”Again, the atmosphere inside the car is suffocating for
The Alpha in front of us glaring at me, from the distance between the two of us I can say how he was annoyed that I leave the house without his knowing. If ever I ask for permission, I know he will never let me go alone.Finally, Warren stop the car and went outside. He opens the door for me reason for Knight to frown because of the irritation.He walks toward me and pulled me to his side.“Where did you go?” He said. I can feel the tightness in his grips on my wrist, it’s hurt but I can’t say a word to him. My body are being submissive in front of the Alpha I marked.“We meet,” Warren answered his question. “There is some important thing we talk so you don’t need to be angry, you are hurting her.” Warren pointed the hands of Knight in my wrist.“Did I ask you? Please go, you are not part of this conversation. As an Alpha, where is your manners?” The baritone voice of Knight gives me chills down to my spines.Warren just smirks and hold my other wrist, what did this two doing?!“What d
Knight’s POV “I am sorry, Alpha but the omega is not here.” My personal driver said on the other line when I asked him what is that omega doing. So, she sneaks out again without my knowing. If I know she will leave early in this day, I should stay at home. That omega really doesn’t know how to stay to one place. “It’s alright, I will be back this afternoon and wait for her. Do not worry.” I said and ended the call. Did she still not afraid to go out after what my dad did? She really wants to make trouble! Luckily that day, my dad was the one who did it but what if someone from enemy did it. She’s idiot that doesn’t know anything! “Knight, is there something wrong?” The old man from Killen’s pack approach me. They want us to help them to protect his people from their enemy, but the thing is we can’t afford to be part of their war. “Nothing, we can back to what we were discussing.” I said and sat down on the chair in front of them. I don’t know why this old man still trying to ask
Knight’s POV Since that day, we never talk or eat together. Whenever she sees me, she immediately leaves and go to her room. I awkwardness between the two of us become more and more visible. So, she chooses to distant herself to me because of the words I said that day or she really have relationship with that man already? She can’t do this to me, it’s only been month since we signed the contract and she acted like high for a mare omega. I can’t let her do what she wants, I give her money so she should not ignore me like this! Yes, I need to do something with this awkwardness. I stood up and went in front of her door and knock. “Open the door, let’s talk.” I said but no respond at all, this omega really trying my patience. “If you not going to open this, I have no choice but to open it by myself.” I added, not only a second the door immediately open. “What is it? Do I have no private space now too or you have something important to say? Make it fast.” The disgusting look she was
Amanda’s POV Every word I uttered to him are all lies, I did not mean every each of them but what can I do? I know I am mare omega and nothing but to imitate as his mate but I can let him to insult every inch of my dignity and feelings. I need to stop myself and these feelings to grow that even when the marked are vanish, I still can stand without him. I can feel dizzy again, this past few days my body become different. I want to sleep more and have no appetite at all, maybe this is the effect of the drugs I always take just to make sure I will not go to heat again in front of that Alpha. I yawned again for the nth time, even the sun is already up; the weather is still cold and all the leaves of the tree are already fall. Like the tree and the sun, things in my life is repeatedly itself. Once my first problem solves another one problem will arrive like how the sun will set and the moon will show up and another sun rise for another day and once my love faded another unrequited love