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57| Her Broken Heart Knows No End
Emily's POV:
I sat on the side of the bed, leaning my head against it, my eyes filled with tears and my heart beating wildly at the thought of not being able to see Edward again.
I didn't even get the chance to run my hands along his face for the last time, to remember each and every corner of it, to memorize his smile for as long as I live in this world.
I wonder what Edward would say once he finds I am not there?
He would definitely go ballistic after learning that it was all my fault that my mom found the divorce papers!?
Would he go search for me?
No, he would probably be very angry at me, he wouldn't even call me after my huge clumsy mistake!
After all, I am the reason our fake marriage got discovered in such an unexpected circumstances!
Edward would never forgive me for that!
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