Chapter 105

After renting a hotel room, I spent the rest of the weekend waiting, thinking of Alyssa. I knew what I wanted to say to her, but had no idea how I was going to say it. A million things ran through my mind, wondering what she had been doing all these years, and if she was married. Rage filled me as I thought of her leaving me and marrying some other guy. Somehow, since I saw her at the party and found out she was alive, the thought of her marrying someone else had never crossed my mind. What if she was married to the guy she was with at the party?

I shook my head to clear the images.

I thought of going by my old apartment with the guys, but I knew that they probably had moved and I had no desire to see them. After all, they didn’t even try to contact me over the years. And other than them, there was really no one in Nashville that I would consider a friend, and all of the offices everywhere were closed for the weekend. It was too cold to swim and I thought of goin