Alessia's POV"Merlin, I'll do anything for my son. So tell me what are those ways for me to save him." I stop myself from crying. I did not expect all this.Just thinking that my son will have a hard time in the future seems to be squeezing my heart with pain. I don't want him to suffer anything. I want him to live a comfortable life. I want him to be happy.Merlin looked at me with pity in his eyes. Somehow, he felt my despair."If you love your child and you don't want him to suffer. Kill him while he's still in your womb." He told me that it was like cold water poured over my body. It seems that my hearing does not want to remove it."What?" I feel like I was deafened by what he said, I'm not sure if I heard it right. Did he just say that I need to kill my child? "Are you saying that I need to kill my child?" My deep dislike for Merlin was starting to rise. How can he say that to my face?! Who is the mother who wants to kill her child? I have my principles! Even though my child is
Alessia's POVA few months passed and the month of September arrived. I am slowly accepting my son's fate in the future. I will not be able to see him grow up and turn into a man. But I have to accept everything because this is my only choice for him to suffer less.I also hear a lot about the kingdom. The kingdom is in a bit of a mess right now because there is a lot of corruption and untrustworthy immortals. I don't know what's going on to make them mess up but I'm not interested in finding out. The important thing is that it has nothing to do with me. I already gave up on Elijah. It's been months since he stopped the search. He never appeared in front of me. He wasn't there when I needed him the most. So I decided to let go of these feelings. I still love him, but I've stopped hoping.It was not easy for me to forgive him no matter how sinful he was. I forgave him countless times before he could apologize. I didn't regret it. Maybe, it is. If you truly love someone, you can forgive
Third Person's POVSicario hurries home after such a funeral in the Palace. He had to perform the ritual before the end of the day. Because if he doesn't do it, Elena will never be born again.Only Elena's body died, but her soul did not. Her soul is now locked in a crystal ball. Sicario has to hide it because he believes there is another mage who wants to kill Elena. He just preceded it and was saved from the brink of death. He didn't know what the other mage was up to, because he was the only one assigned to kill the target.He returned to Caracass and immediately looked at the crystal there that was now covered in tiny lights, Elena's soul. It moves inside like smoke that wants to escape.Sicario immediately sprinkled sulfur in the surroundings so as not to feel the ritual he was doing. He will remove Elena from this place because it is the only way to live again. Its stay in Wysteria brings danger and doom. Elena needs to be born in a place of mortals, away from immortals, away fr
Alessia's POVThe blessing of the moon ended peacefully and there was no trouble. I wanted to go and join in the fun but Elijah wouldn't let me. I know it's just worrying because too many citizens are enjoying themselves and something might happen in the middle of it.We went home to the palace where everyone was asleep. It was early morning when we got back and I could feel the tiredness. After the sealing, we flew to another part of Valeria to check out the event. We didn't see anything out of the ordinary so we went back right away."Sweetheart, I would like to ask you something." Elijah followed me in the middle of our walk up the stairs to the second floor.I turned to him. "What's that?" I politely asked him. I didn't know what he was going to say to me, or whether it was about our departure later for Mythion. We've talked so much that I can't even guess what he's going to ask.Elijah pulled me closer. "Can you..." he said first, not knowing how to say it. "...sleep with me from
Alessia's POV"Lady Alessia, your food is ready," Estrebelle promised me. "The dear king will have breakfast with you," Estrebelle promised me while I was on the side of the ship and I was holding onto the baluster.We'll eat together. I whispered in my mind. The number of times that Elijah and I ate together can only be counted on the hands. But I can't do anything because that's what blue blood is used to. The dining area is only for big bounty. The occupants often eat in the room and do not share the table. Being of royal blood is somehow lonely."Alright," I responded. It's almost lunchtime and Elijah hasn't eaten yet. Is it on purpose that he didn't have breakfast so I could keep up? But that's not something I need to worry about. His sleeping habits are way more important than eating. He won't die if he eats breakfast late. Forget it, he's an immortal, and starving himself won't even kill him.I went to the cabin and saw a small table with food on it. Elijah is already there and
Alessia's POVJust what Stefano and I talked about. But I was more interested in Mythion. He told me about the trades in Mythion. Even in winter, their life is not difficult in Mythion because it is still abundant with food and crops that only grow in the snow.This is not the same as in the normal world where it is necessary to store food if it is rainy or winter because the crops are not abundant. Suffering for a long time, such is the winter. This world is different, far away from what I expected.We finally arrived at Sennone. The city of Mythion where Natalia's palace is also located. I can already see the airships of Mythion. Also waiting below are strange horses and carriages.The first thing I noticed was the sky-blue horses. Their hair looked like sparkling crystals. I couldn't take my eyes off the horses I had just seen in my entire life. They are even more beautiful than unicorns!"They are winter stallions," Elijah said suddenly and I didn't realize he was right behind me.
Alessia's POVWe went to the dining room for dinner. There are prepared foods there that are just right for the cold weather especially since we are from outside and traveling."I hope the temperature in here is fine for you," Natalia said happily as she walked with Elijah and me. I could feel the warm temperature but it wasn't enough for us to sweat."You have a lot of fireplaces, so it would be fine," Elijah replied that the surroundings seemed normal to him. While I was constantly looking around because of looking around.Natalia's palace is luxurious, but the theme of her palace is pink and white. It's too feminine and I think others get used to it over time. These colors are a brand of a soft girl. Just thinking about Natalia as a soft girl makes me shake. She may look soft, but not her behavior and attitude.I just focused my attention on the table. There are hot soups there, chocolate and whatnot. But I prefer to drink hot milk now and eat sweet desserts. I saw something there,
Alessia's POV"This will be your room, King Elijah." Natalia smiled and promised that she delivered it to the room to be. We are now opposite the bedroom door and neither of us is talking.I just focused my attention on the design of the door and pretended not to notice. Everyone knows that Natalia likes Elijah so it's not surprising anymore. I'd be even more surprised if Natalia didn't do that personally.I also don't feel jealous because Elijah doesn't do anything to be jealous. Even if I don't ask anymore, I know that Elijah doesn't like Natalia even if it is said that Elijah wanted to marry Natalia.I can say that it is a political marriage and not a marriage because of love. In the long time that Elijah lived in the world, it was difficult for him to like a woman. Because if he fell in love, he probably already has a wife—wait, how can I be sure that he never had a wife, if he was alive even before Christ?!Is it possible that he had a wife? But he has a harem...and that is consi