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090. DESMOND'S POV

I manage to put a tough smirk on my face as I step into the DS building, but I'm spiralling inside. The receptionist and few staffs coming in early greet me. I nod and stop to glance around for that blonde hair and blue eyes but I can't spot I anywhere that's when I remember that she's gone. No, I made her leave and now she's not coming back. Oh, I'm just a fool. I keep driving good women out of my life. Why was I so stupid? Why did I do those awful things to Monique?

I sigh and fix my hands into my pocket. She's all I've been thinking about. I can't get my mind off her, but what does it matter if she comes back now would I treat her any better? I can't even place the point Monique became someone so important in my life...was it when she helped me bag Moore's campaign? Or, the time I talked about my family and she listened? Or the time we traveled for my mom's spring festival, or... How didn't I realize this sooner?

This is the damn feeling I've tried to avoid this
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