Bert took Vangie to the side of Maricel’s house, where the guests' cars were parked.
“I’ll just take a tricycle,” Vangie said. She had been feeling embarrassed ever since her friend’s earlier comment. She trusted Bert not to do anything inappropriate, but she still felt uncomfortable. It was as if her friend had stripped her down in front of him and served her up like a delicious meal.
Bert shook his head. “I’ll take you home—”
Vangie shot him a glare, making him stop mid-sentence. He laughed.
“You’re so fun to tease. You look even prettier when you’re annoyed.”
Vangie rolled her eyes. “I already told you, didn’t I? I’ll just take a tricycle,” she said, frustrated, and turned away. She couldn’t believe her friend had betrayed her like that. But before she could leave, Bert grabbed her arm.
“You’re in a bad mood. Come on, I know exactly where to take you,” Bert said. “It’ll help you cool off.”
Vangie was about to refuse, but Bert pulled her toward his motorcycle and put a helmet on her. She sighed and let him.
“Where are you taking me?” Vangie asked. “I better be able to get home after this.”
Bert chuckled. “Why? Do you want to go to my house instead?”
Vangie pinched his side. “You really know too much!”
Bert laughed as he dodged her. “Just saying. I wouldn’t mind.”
Vangie glared at him again. Even though she acted annoyed, she couldn’t understand why her heart was beating so fast. She couldn’t deny that Bert’s little flirty remarks were getting to her. And for some reason, he looked even more handsome tonight. She didn’t say anything and just watched him hop on the motorcycle. She followed, placing her hands lightly on his shoulders and leaning away slightly, feeling a bit shy. But Bert took her hands and wrapped them around his waist. She didn’t resist.
Calm down, Evangeline, she told herself. Her heart was pounding even faster when she caught a whiff of his scent. It was masculine and strangely comforting. Maybe it was the alcohol. She’d only had two bottles of beer, but she was already feeling a little dizzy. At least she could still handle it—unlike Sheila, who was already causing a scene. Without realizing it, she leaned against Bert’s back and tightened her hold on his waist. This was exactly why she didn’t like drinking.
It had been so long since she last felt this way—safe because of a man. She missed it, in a way. She had been trying to ignore whatever she was feeling for Bert, but he kept getting closer to her.
She also realized something strange—when they talked about her breakup with Fredo earlier, it didn’t hurt as much as it used to. Before, she would have avoided the topic altogether. She wasn’t sure why.
“Vangie?”
“Hmm?” she murmured. Her eyes were already closed, and her face was resting against Bert’s back. Sleep was slowly pulling her in.
“I’d let you stay like that, but we’re about to enter the forest. I can’t hold you properly.”
Vangie’s eyes snapped open. She felt like she had just woken up from a deep sleep. That’s when she noticed that Bert had one arm wrapped around her waist from behind. She lifted her head and loosened her grip on his waist a little. She hadn’t even realized she was dozing off.
“S-Sorry. I had two bottles earlier,” she admitted.
“You okay now?” Bert asked, glancing back at her to make sure she was awake.
“Yeah.”
“Alright. Hold on tight, and don’t fall asleep yet.” He let go of her and focused on driving. “Too bad.”
Vangie frowned. “What?” She heard him say something, but his voice was too soft.
“Nothing,” Bert replied with a smile. He was secretly thrilled that Vangie was holding onto him. If the road weren’t so bumpy, he wouldn’t have woken her up.
Vangie gave him a curious look but didn’t ask further. She glanced around at the road ahead. They were far from the houses now but still within town. They passed by vast rice fields. Their area was like this—mostly forests or farmland.
After a while, they turned onto an unpaved road. So that’s why he woke me up, she thought. Now she realized he really would have had trouble holding her up. Too bad. She shook her head at her own thought. She couldn’t let herself get carried away like this.
Bert drove for about five more kilometers before stopping at a large farm.
“Can you open the gate, Vangie?” he asked.
“Huh? Okay,” she replied. She got off the motorcycle and walked toward the gate. She was amazed by how big the farm was, filled with different fruit trees. “Whose farm is this?” she asked. The gate wasn’t locked, so she easily opened it. Bert rode inside.
“Ours.”
Wow. Vangie was surprised. She had no idea Bert’s family owned a farm. She thought they only had a grocery store.
“Close it and hop back on,” Bert said.
Vangie nodded and did as he asked. As they drove inside, she saw rows of durian trees on one side and ponkan (tangerine) trees on the other. She smiled, amazed to see these fruits growing in their town. The farm stretched far beyond what she could see. More trees lined the distance, but she couldn’t tell what they were.
They drove further until they reached a two-story house with a flat roof, which looked like it had a rooftop.
Bert parked the motorcycle in front of the door. Vangie got off and looked around, taking in the view.
“This place is beautiful,” she said, admiring the scenery. The province had lots of trees and farms, but this one was bigger than the ones in her barangay. She loved seeing all the neatly planted crops and fruit trees.
Then she noticed a tree near the house and frowned.
“Wait… is that an apple tree?” she asked in shock.
“He’s gone?” Sheila asked. She stepped out of the house and peeked outside. When she no longer saw Bert, she turned back in. “Come on, Macy. Let’s go check on your mom.” She signaled Macy, and the two of them climbed the stairs together. They found Vangie sitting in the room just next to the staircase, clutching Joseph tightly in her arms while sobbing.“Ma,” Macy called out softly, feeling nothing but sympathy for her mother. She went to her immediately and wrapped her in a hug. “It’s okay, Mom.”Sheila sat beside her friend and gently rubbed her back. When Vangie finally calmed down, they headed to Sheila’s house for lunch. After they ate, Vangie took a shower to freshen up. They decided not to return to Vangie’s house just yet, so she could rest properly. People had already begun coming over with welcome gifts, and it was too much.“Oh.” Sheila set down a bottle of alcohol in front of Vangie and took a seat next to her.It was already evening, and Macy had gone up to the second flo
Vangie clasped her hand over her mouth the moment she saw Bert. He was staring back at her, tears pooling in his eyes. He had changed so much. His cheeks were sunken, his arms thinner. She recognized the shirt he was wearing—before, it fit him perfectly. Now, it looked like it was hanging on a hanger from how loose it had become. He hadn’t shaved in days, his beard had grown thick, and his hair was now tied at the back of his head.“B-Bert…” she whispered. What had happened to him?“Vangie…” Bert smiled weakly. He took a step toward her, as if he were about to embrace her, but Vangie raised her arms and took a step back.“W-What are you doing here?” she asked, her voice trembling. She tried to hold back her tears. Was this why it felt like someone had been living in the house? She wanted to ask, but the words wouldn't leave her throat.Bert’s brows furrowed. He looked away briefly and took a deep breath. A few seconds later, tears began to stream down his cheeks.“I waited for you, Va
Three Years Later“Agh! I am so back!” Macy said excitedly as they stepped into the airport lobby in Borongan.Vangie smiled. She stood beside her daughter Macy, moving with the flow of passengers exiting the airport.“My baby’s getting heavy,” Vangie murmured, adjusting her hold on her youngest, Joseph. He was turning two next month, but even after the long flight, he was still fast asleep in her arms.When she had arrived in Canada three years ago, she found out she was already two months pregnant. The news shocked her at first—she never thought she’d still get pregnant at forty-two. She had chosen not to tell Bert about Joseph. But in truth, the child looked so much like him. It was as if Bert had never truly left her.They returned to the Philippines to settle some property matters. They had decided to permanently stay in Canada, but before that, Vangie wanted to return one last time. They planned to sell off all their land—except for her house.Tacloban had changed a lot since Va
Vangie walked away from Bert’s farm, completely out of it. Her eyes had turned into broken faucets—her tears wouldn’t stop. She still couldn’t believe Bert had actually lied to her. She wanted to believe him. She really did. But the fact that he hadn’t told her they were together during the town festival meant he was hiding something. She wasn’t stupid not to realize that.“How could you be so stupid, Vangie? Why did you fall for it so easily? Just because he’s kind? My God! You’re a grown woman and you still got played!” she muttered to herself. She must’ve looked crazy, talking to no one, but she didn’t care. Her chest felt unbearably heavy, and she didn’t know how to lighten it.“Vangie!”She stopped in her tracks when she heard someone call her name. She looked back and saw Bert carrying Shane on his motorcycle. Her gaze quickly shifted away, and she continued walking. Her sobs grew louder from what she had just seen—Shane’s arms were wrapped around Bert’s neck.Damn it. Go ahead.
“What happened, Bert?” Lucia asked her son. They had decided to go back home first because June couldn’t be calmed down. It was better to keep Bert away from the three for now.Bert sat silently on the sofa, his head in his hands, staring blankly at the floor. He could hear his mother’s voice, but the words barely registered. His body might have been here, but his mind was with Vangie. Across from him, his parents watched him with deep concern written all over their faces.Boyong sighed. “Did you hurt Shane?”Bert quickly looked up and shook his head. “You know I’d never do that, Pa. I’ve never seen you do that to Mama—not once.”“Then what happened? Why did Shane end up in the hospital again?” Lucia asked.Bert exhaled heavily. “Vangie came to the farm. Shane happened to be there too,” he replied softly.“Did they argue?”“No, Ma. Vangie’s not like that. Shane just can’t accept that I love Vangie now.”Lucia closed her eyes tightly and took a long breath before opening them again.“D
Bert stood there, frozen, with tears streaming down his face. He couldn’t move. His feet felt like they were stuck to the ground as he watched Vangie slowly disappear from sight. He no longer knew what to do. Ever since she left, he had been waiting for her every single day, hoping—praying—that she would forgive him again. But now it was clear. Vangie hated him. Completely.He wiped away his tears and turned to Shane, who was also staring in the direction Vangie had gone. But unlike him, Shane was smiling. She looked satisfied, even pleased, that Vangie had walked away. That lit a fire inside Bert.He stormed over to her and roughly grabbed her by the arm, dragging her back into the house.“Ahh! Easy, Bert!