Chapter Six — Julian
Julian knew he should stand up. He should thank Jamie for the walkthrough, walk him to the door, and end the night like a professional. But he didn’t move. Jamie sat across from him, laptop now closed, shoulders tight, eyes flicking between Julian’s and the desk like he was trying to decide whether to run or stay. The air between them had thickened. Too quiet. Too full. Julian’s hands curled slowly into fists in his lap, just to keep them still. “You said it wouldn’t happen again,” Jamie said. His voice was soft. Not accusing. Just… reminding. Julian met his eyes. “I meant it.” Jamie’s lips parted, like he wanted to say something else—but he didn’t. Julian stood then. Slowly. Deliberately. He rounded the desk. Jamie’s breath caught as Julian stopped beside his chair. Too close. Close enough to see the rapid rise and fall of Jamie’s chest. The flicker in his eyes. The pulse ticking just under his skin. Julian shouldn’t. He knew he shouldn’t. But his hand moved anyway. Lightly—barely there—he reached down and brushed his fingers along the side of Jamie’s throat. Just once. A whisper of contact. Skin against skin. Too brief to be anything. Too charged to be nothing. Jamie didn’t flinch. He moved into it. That was the problem. He tilted his head into Julian’s hand, just slightly, like it was the most natural thing in the world. Like he’d missed it. Julian’s mouth went dry. He could feel every breath in his body. Could hear the soft hum of the overhead lights. Could count each heartbeat like a gunshot in his throat. “Julian…” Jamie’s voice was a breath. And God help him, Julian leaned down. Their faces were inches apart now. Jamie looked up at him with eyes that held too much—want, caution, something else underneath that made Julian’s chest ache. It would be so easy to kiss him. So fucking easy. One inch closer and his mouth would be on Jamie’s again, and he wouldn’t stop this time. He couldn’t. But he didn’t move. He just stood there. Watching Jamie. Waiting. Needing. And then Jamie whispered, “You’re going to hate yourself in the morning.” Julian closed his eyes. His hand dropped. He stepped back. The space between them filled with all the things he didn’t say. “You’re right,” he said quietly. Jamie stood slowly, grabbing his laptop. “So am I going, or are you going to kiss me and deal with it later?” Julian looked at him. Really looked. And for one second—just one second—he almost said fuck it. Almost. But he didn’t. Instead, he stepped aside. Cleared his throat. Reached for the doorknob. Jamie didn’t speak again. He just walked out, leaving behind a silence that felt like the aftermath of something that never got to happen. Julian stood there for a long time, alone in his office, trying to pretend he hadn’t just let something he wanted more than anything walk out the door.Chapter 27: Breaking PointPOV: JamieJamie hadn’t slept.Not after Levi’s words. Not after the slam of that office door. Not after Julian’s kiss that felt like both an ending and a beginning.His phone buzzed with texts he couldn’t answer. Avery’s frantic: WTF happened?? People are saying HR is calling an emergency session?? Then another from his mother: Your brother sounds upset. Call me.He couldn’t. Not yet.Because the truth was bigger now. He’d said it out loud—I choose him. There was no undoing that. No taking it back.And part of him felt weightless. Free.The other part was drowning.The boardroom smelled like coffee and paper when Julian walked in the next morning. Sharp suit, sharp jaw, sharper silence. Jamie sat two seats down, not supposed to be here, but he was—because apparently, he was the problem.HR. Legal. Two senior partners. The regional VP. Even Marlene, her face pinched in self-satisfaction, like she’d finally caught the scandal she’d been waiting for.“This mee
Chapter 26: Brothers and BetrayalPOV: JulianJulian had faced plenty of boardroom wars, but nothing in his life compared to the battlefield of Levi’s stare.His best friend. His anchor. His brother in everything but blood.Now—his executioner.“You love him?” Levi repeated, voice sharp enough to cut bone. “You say it like it fixes something. Like it makes any of this less disgusting.”Julian’s stomach twisted. “I didn’t mean for it to happen.”“You didn’t mean—” Levi’s laugh was hollow, dangerous. “You mean you didn’t mean for me to find out. That’s what you didn’t mean.”Julian braced against the edge of his desk, fingers gripping the wood hard enough to splinter. “I fought it, Levi. For months. For years. I told myself he was off-limits. That it was a line I’d never cross. But he’s not a kid anymore. He’s not yours to protect—”“He’s my brother!” Levi roared.The words crashed against Julian’s ribs.“He’s my responsibility,” Levi seethed. “You think I don’t know what kind of men ar
Chapter 25: No More SecretsPOV: JulianJulian had survived plenty of scandals.Clients storming out of boardrooms. Campaigns collapsing in flames. Lawsuits. Competitors gunning for his throat.But nothing—nothing—had prepared him for waking up with Jamie Reyes in his arms, the imprint of his body warm against his chest, his curls tickling Julian’s chin, his soft breaths reminding him of everything he’d sworn he couldn’t have.The problem wasn’t the sex. Or even the intimacy.The problem was that Julian didn’t want to let go.And when the world found out—as it inevitably would—he’d lose everything.The retreat ended with a town hall.Everyone packed into the ballroom, cheap coffee in hand, clapping politely while executives made speeches about “collaboration” and “synergy.”Julian sat near the front, jaw tight, pretending he was listening. His skin still buzzed from the night before, from the way Jamie had whispered ruin me like a prayer, from the way his body had answered without hes
Chapter 24: Temptation ReignsPOV: JamieJamie had avoided Julian for three days.Three days of silence. Three days of cold professionalism. Three days of convincing himself that he could breathe without that man’s orbit pulling him in.He hadn’t died. He hadn’t quit. He hadn’t even cried (much).But God—it hurt.Every time he passed Julian in the hall and caught a whiff of cedar cologne, every time he saw him at the head of a meeting in those perfectly pressed shirtsleeves, every time their eyes met for half a second too long before one of them looked away—Jamie’s heart bruised itself against his ribs.He was surviving. Not living.And then came the Chicago retreat.It was mandatory. Company-wide. A “strategic offsite” to boost morale, deepen cross-departmental collaboration, and remind employees that Black + Lane was a family.Jamie wanted to puke.Especially when Avery texted him a screenshot of the logistics email:> Room assignments are double occupancy.Jamie groaned so loudly h
Chapter 23: Lines in the SandPOV: JamieJamie’s heart was still racing when he stormed out of the conference room. His lips tingled, his shirt collar was crooked, and his skin still hummed where Julian had touched him.Every nerve screamed at him to turn back. To grab Julian again. To finish what they started on that table.But he didn’t.Because he was done.Done being the one who carried the weight, while Julian wore his mask of restraint and control. Done being the one to ache alone, while Julian pretended their fire was a passing spark.Jamie ducked into the bathroom, splashed water on his face, and stared at himself in the mirror. His reflection was wild-eyed, flushed, trembling.“Get a grip,” he muttered.Except—why should he?Why should he keep shrinking himself to fit the narrative Julian had written? The one where Jamie was temptation, a mistake, something to hide?Fuck that.The rest of the day dragged like molasses. Every time Jamie caught sight of Julian in the halls—comp
Chapter 22: Pressure PointsPOV: JulianJulian had convinced himself he could manage it.He’d survived worse temptations in his life—old habits, bad vices, toxic people. He’d learned the art of control so thoroughly that it had become his armor, his identity.But Jamie Reyes was not a temptation. He was a slow collapse. Every time Julian told himself to keep distance, Jamie smiled at someone in the office, or left coffee rings on his desk, or laughed too loudly at something Avery said—and Julian’s resolve cracked another inch.By Wednesday, it was dust.It started with the conference room.The Franklin team had left notes scattered across the table, mockups pinned to corkboards, the remnants of a late-night brainstorm. Julian came in early to review the boards. Jamie slipped in a few minutes later, laptop tucked under one arm, coffee in the other, and froze when he realized the room wasn’t empty.“Sorry,” Jamie muttered, hovering at the door. “Didn’t know you were in here.”Julian’s t