Harlow - 1 Year Later
The fear in my heart is real, Erik gives me a tender kiss of reassurance. He thinks I am scared to go to the King’s palace because of the dangers that lie there. In a way he is correct but the danger is him finding out his precious Lia is still alive, the danger is me loosing his love that I have so cherished for the past year, the danger is his heart closing to me once more. I’m fully aware of the vampire court, the opulence, the parties, the plotting and that does not phase me. A beautiful, selfless, strong woman with amber eyes does. She has haunted my dreams for the last year, the gift she unknowingly gave me at her own expense has made me the happiest vampire alive. In the middle of the night I often wake up though wracked with guilt. It feels like it crushes me at times, she is living a lie, a life of danger so that I can curl up in bed next to her true love. There have been times that I have almost told him the truth, especially when he has holed himself up in the lab lost at how he managed to survive the bio weapon. I see the guilt in Nicholas too. I am sadly not that good a person, too selfish to loose him. A constant battle between the angel and the devil on my shoulder. My devil always winning when it comes to Erik. And now it has lead us here, a summons by the King himself to the Vampire Court, news has reached him of Erik’s miraculous recovery, of his research and work with the bio weapon and he wants Erik to join forces with his lab to see if they can eradicate the threat for good. It is the only summons he would have answered, an alliance for the greater good of all vampires. I’m not a fool we are about to come face to face with his lost love, how will he react? I know when he finds out what she has done for him his heart will once more belong to her. I will be left on the sidelines with my unrequited love once more. Taking a deep breath I prepare myself for the worst “Let’s go in shall we” I whisper back and he takes my hand squeezing tight as we exit the car and walk up the huge imposing steps into the gothic mansion that is the King’s main residence. We are shown to the court’s meeting room and I am in awe of the opulence. Classic gothic colours and styling, huge ceilings with ornate carved woodwork, an intimidating room for an intimidating man. He sits at the head of the impossibly long table surrounded by chairs, most empty today. His seat like a throne with a smaller empty one beside him, my eyes search the room for her and thankfully she is not there, only an impossibly handsome vampire who sits at the right hand of the King. He glares at us with a distaste that I don’t quite understand. “Please come and join me cousin” the King drawls indicating the seats across from the glaring man. “And who is this unexpected delight you have brought to us?” His eyes make me uncomfortable as he roams my body. I look at him properly and he is very similar to Erik, unsurprising being cousins but he is lesser somehow, in every way. A low snarl emanates inside Erik and I stroke his arm to calm him, a face off here and now will not end well for us. “I am Erik’s wife Harlow” I speak before he can, to try and calm the situation. The glaring vampire suddenly smiles at us and relaxes, a sly smile spreads over the King’s face “Oh marvellous! A new member to our family. It shall make finally introducing Erik to my own wife that much sweeter! It has been far too long cousin” I feel Erik relax beside me and my breath sticks in my throat, only I know the true malicious undertone to the King’s seemingly friendly words. My worst fears confirmed we will come face to face with the Queen on this visit. My bubble of happiness burst. We take the offered seats and a server pours us two glasses of blood red liquid. Erik eyes it suspiciously and his cousin gives a robust laugh “It’s only wine relax Erik!” And then he turns to the server “Do get someone to fetch my darling wife she has family to meet!” We all sit in an awkward silence awaiting her arrival. Each painful tick of the clock starting to tear my heart apart. Loud heels reverberate on the marble floor and everyone’s head spins in their direction. My breath catches, she has on red stilettos, her full lips painted a matching colour. A tight black body hugging dress that ends mid calf making her look sexy and dangerous, her amber eyes accentuated by a smokey eyeshadow and her long hair in luscious waves down her back. Even I want to take her to bed. I don’t want to but I have to look at Erik, it’s like he is frozen in time, he just stares at her approach like there is nothing else in the world. As she reaches her chair beside her husband she can finally see who her visitors are and she also freezes for just a millisecond. I see fear and pain flash through her eyes but then she recovers herself and puts on a mask of calm before anyone else can notice. God she is good. “Erik how lovely to see you again it has been so long” her voice is calm, polite, everything you would expect from a Queen. He pushes out of his seat wordlessly and I see it in his face. I have lost him, every bit of love he’s ever felt for her glowing in his eyes. He belongs to her once more. The other two men are deadly silent watching every movement with malevolent intent. Erik stops right before her and lifts his hand to touch her face a look of awe on his own. She grabs his hand before he can touch her and breaks the spell. “Erik I know you hate me for betraying you and leaving you. I understand that you will never forgive me for what I have done.” She glances at me and once again I owe her everything, she has just given him back to me with her compulsion. “I know you are happy with your wife and what we had could never compare. I hope we can be civil but I understand if you hate me too much” His eyes glaze and the love in them changes to anger and he roughly yanks his hand away from her touch like he has been burned. I feel like shit and joyous in equal measure. I see the cruel satisfied looks on the others men’s faces. I fucking hate this place already. “Marvellous!” The King claps his hands together “This new understanding will make it much easier for you both to work together” My brows nearly hit the impossibly high ceilings and so does Amelia’s as she turns to her own husband “Pardon?” His smile is cold and calculating “I’ve brought Erik in to help you in the lab, it seems only his mind is as capable as yours, will that be a problem?” There’s an undertone of threat in his words. She pulls her mask on once more “Not at all darling” With that she takes her seat and we endure the most awkward meal of my life. What have we gotten into.Clara I allow my hands to roam over his hard muscular chest, sliding them up around his neck and into his dark hair, I feel myself tug at it with need as his tongue becomes more and more insistent. My mind whirls with the incredible feel of every flick of his tongue, lost to my need for him. Suddenly his weight shifts, those strong hands grip my hips and I’m pulled on top of him as he shifts back, never breaking our kiss. This new position puts me right over his rock hard need and oh my, it is impressive. I can’t help the moan that escapes me as he grips my hips pulling me closer to him. Feeling bereft as his lips leave mine but only for a second as he leaves a blazing trail of kisses from my lips to the base of my neck, where he buries his face into the nape of my neck and then begins to gently, teasingly suck a spot, I feel the graze of his teeth and then the most delicious shiver of pleasure runs through me as he bites into me, slowly sensually drinking from me. It has n
Clara The cool night air bites at my cheeks as we step out onto the street, the feeling of his hand in mine electric. The hotel looms before us and we both take a step in that direction and then pause with an awkward laugh. “You’re staying there too?” He chuckles in that deep hypnotic tone. I nod suddenly shy, even if we are the same, how do I tell him about the tragedy of my life, explain what I am doing here and then another thought hits me, what if he is from one of the houses loyal to Damien? Knowing my luck he will be, which leads me to another even more terrifying thought, what if he was actually sent by Damien? Could it really be a coincidence that he is here so close to the mansion by accident. I feel my whole body tense as the pessimistic thoughts flood through me. A gentle tug on my hand snaps me back into the moment, his beautiful face filled with concern as he studies my features. Surely someone who looks like a literal angel can’t be evil? Yet I know how stupid
Clara Sitting alone at a bar has to be a new low for me but I don’t know what else to do with myself. The bar itself is decent, in the bustling town not far from the mansion, I had to leave, to breathe, I’ve been a vampire for exactly eighteen years and those years have been miserable. I couldn’t leave Amelia, she protected me before she even knew me and I had to do the same but the last few weeks have been emotionally exhausting. Erik was gone for an especially long time this last trip, Miranda and Papa no longer speak even to each other it’s like they’re dead inside and everyone else has long ago departed the sinking ship like the rats they are. There’s only so much flower arranging and talking to an unresponsive Amelia and Nico one can take before they feel like they’re starting to go insane. I just need a little space, a little fresh air before I go back. I jump a little as I feel a presence slide into the bar seat beside me, their energy is electric but I’m so drained
*** 18 Years Later*** Erik Standing before the once grand house that I had called home for so many years I hesitate to walk up the steps, now strewn with leaves and debris. The formerly immaculate white building that had neatly manicured wisteria and Ivy winding around the grand entrance pillars is now overgrown and greying. It looks cold and empty, soulless, a far cry from when it was bustling with our family. The big window shutters all firmly closed even though it is the middle of the day, shielding the world from the misery that lies beyond them. I don’t blame the others for abandoning us the house is a monument to pain and loss. My anger and bitterness consumes me, heightened every time I return here. I have spent eighteen years scouring the globe for my son, turning over every rock, investigating every possible sighting, I have never come even close to him. I am a monumental failure and I dread each time I must come back empty handed to tell Amelia how useless I am.
Amelia Physically I feel fine, better than fine, my body is like nothing ever happened to it but my heart is forever changed. I had always thought nothing could compare to the love I felt for Erik but the love I have for Rowan consumes me, yet, with it comes fear and anxiety like I had never imagined. I can feel the raw power radiating from him, it’s like nothing I have ever experienced and it fills part of me with a hope that has always eluded me, that Damian can be defeated. In equal measures the knowledge of the terror Damian would be able to reign with that power under his control, it chills me to the core, everyone would be doomed. And that thought has my body trembling with rage, that we have let the immediate threat to Rowan slip through our fingers. She’s out there free to betray us all over again and put my son in danger. I hear the roar of anger that releases from me like it has come from someone else. I move to chase her through the passages, to capture her befo
Erik As soon as I walk through the doors to the bedroom my heart instantly calms and then soars. Lia is just walking out of the bathroom, dressed and looking perfectly healthy once more. Clara surprisingly is holding Rowan and they seem to be under each others spell, his tiny little hand touching her face and neither even so much glances my way as I enter. Nico rises from the sofa where he was lounging, he looks relaxed but I can tell he is on full alert underneath the exterior. His hand pats me on the shoulder and he leans in “How did it go?” His voice low to keep the conversation between us. A heavy sigh releases from me before my words “About as good as you would expect, the guards are helping her to move on as we speak” Even with our hushed tones I see Lia’s ears prick up at our conversation and she changes direction to come and join us. Her eyes narrow “what are you two whispering about?” We exchange looks, I had wanted to keep her out of this, let her enjoy Rowan and