LOGINPRESENT DAY
I sat on the terrace, the summer sun warm on my skin. I did paperwork on my laptop, the large fountain creating a beautiful backdrop of cascading water. It was a quiet day, a Tuesday, the sound of cars on the street muffled by the high walls and the fountain.
Someone dropped into the chair across from me, so I peeked over the top of my laptop, expecting to see my father or one of the men.
But it was Axel.
As with any time I was in his presence, there was painful heat between us. He always looked at me like I was his, even though he probably had a different woman in his bed every night. I could tell he had something to say, so I shut the laptop. “I’m almost done with the numbers. I’ll submit everything to my father, and then he’ll process the payment.”
It was as if he didn’t hear a word I said. “I like that dress.”
It was black and strapless, a gold necklace around my throat. I also wore a hat to keep the sun out of my face. “Did you hear what I said?”
“That boyfriend still around?”
“Do you actually want me or just want what you can’t have?”
He wore a short-sleeved black shirt, his sexy arms stressing the cotton. His jeans were black too, low on his hips, with black boots on his feet. His dirty-blond hair looked lighter in the summer sun. A pair of sunglasses blocked his eyes from view, so all I could see was the handsome grin that stretched over his lips. “I definitely want you, baby.”
I opened the laptop again and went back to work, waiting for him to go away.
He remained in the chair, his stare hard on my face.
“Yes?” I asked without looking up.
“You’d be a great card player with a poker face like that.”
I looked up again.
“But you can’t fool me.”
My eyes lifted. A staredown ensued.
He stood up and pulled his chair closer to me, getting right in my space, in complete disregard for all the people who could see us if they looked in the courtyard—including my father. When Axel sat down, his hand pushed the laptop shut. Now he was directly in front of me, and like I really did belong to him, his hand moved to my thigh.
The goose bumps were immediate. They spread across my skin from my legs to my arms.
His hard eyes were locked on mine. “You feel that?” His hand felt warm against my thigh, his callused fingertips slightly abrasive against my soft flesh. “I know I do.”
I maintained a hard stare, but erotic images flashed across my mind, his hand sliding between my legs so his fingers could hook into my panties. Slowly, he pulled them down, all the way to my ankles, and then he stuffed them into his pocket for later. My mind came back to the present, still wearing a hard poker face.
“Take the upgrade, baby.”
“I told you I don’t mix business with pleasure.” I finally grasped my control and pushed his hand away.
He didn’t reach for me again. One arm was propped on the round table, his leg directly next to mine. “Why?”
“Because it’ll bite you in the ass.”
“You think your father doesn’t fuck his assistant?”
“I prefer not to discuss my father’s sex life.”
He smirked. “Then let’s discuss our sex life.”
I propped my elbow on the armrest, my fingers resting under my chin. “You could have any woman you want. Don’t waste your time on me.”
“I can have any woman I want, huh? That sounds like a compliment.”
I rolled my eyes.
“You think I’m sexy.”
“I meant you could pay for whatever woman you want—”
“We both know that’s not what you meant.” Now his hand returned to my thigh, a little higher up than it was before. The smirk was gone, and his stare was hard. “Come on, baby. Leave him and be with me.”
“You mean, leave him, sleep with you once, and then you ghost me.”
“I wouldn’t do that.”
“Because you’re a good guy?” I asked incredulously. “I know what kind of man you are. Want what you can’t have—and then the second you get it, you’re bored. My father actually believes I have what it takes to do this, and I’m not going to piss it away on a guy who likes to stir the pot just for the hell of it…”
His smile faded, and he stared at me hard.
I pushed his hand off my thigh. “I don’t want to be with a guy who plays games. Too smart for that shit.”
He let his hand fall. “You make a lot of assumptions about me.”
My eyes hardened on his face. “Then here’s your chance to correct me. Look me in the eye and tell me they aren’t true.” I leaned forward over the table. “Go ahead.”
He held my stare, shifting his jaw slightly, looking at me like I was an enemy rather than a potential lover.
I sat back in my chair when his rebuttal didn’t come. “You want me because I’m the boss’s daughter—and I’m off-limits. It’s a challenge to see if you can get me to dump my boyfriend and hop into bed with you. And once you’ve completed that conquest, it’s off to the next thing. How stupid do you think I am?”
He continued his stare.
I turned back to the laptop. “Look, I need to finish this—”
“Your father told me he doesn’t like him. Says he’s not good enough for you.”
I stilled at the statement because my father had never said anything like that to me. They’d only met a couple times, and they seemed to get along fine. My father and I had an open and honest relationship, and it stung that he hadn’t confided that to me once.
“So why is a woman so smart and gorgeous wasting her time on a worthless guy?”
I was wounded by my father’s betrayal, but I did my best not to show it.
“Yes, I’ve done that kind of shit in the past, but that’s not my agenda with you.”
“Then what is your agenda?”
He stared for several seconds, his jaw moving again. “I have none.” He rose to his feet and walked away. “I’ve never had an agenda with you.”
I knocked on the door to her dressing room before I opened the door.She was in a tight white dress, a sleeveless gown that hugged her petite frame and put her tits right on display. Her hair was curled and pinned to one side, her makeup light instead of overdone.She gave a small gasp when she saw my reflection in the mirror. “Theo…is everything okay?”I closed the door behind me and approached her, looking her up and down, unable to believe that she would be my wife, because she was so fucking perfect. Not just on the outside…but fucking gorgeous on the inside. Her goodness shone in her eyes like stars in the heavens. “Everything is fine, but I wanted to talk to you.”She turned around to face me directly. “Then, everything is not fine.”“Astrid.” I came closer, making sure not to touch her even though I desperately wanted to… in case this didn’t work. “I just think we should talk about this one last time before we do this.”“Talk about what?” Her eyes shifted back and forth between
“I guess I am a little offended.”“You’re offended that I mentioned the women who meant nothing to me while I respect the woman I love?”“I think it’s kinda cute that Axel brags about Scarlett so much.”“Just because I don’t tell him how I fuck you doesn’t mean I don’t love you, Astrid.”“I know. I don’t think Axel is being disrespectful. He’s just…bragging about how happy he is.”“I show my love for you in other ways,” he said. “I guess I’m just old-fashioned.”“Okay. Would it make you mad if I told Scarlett details?”“No.”“Really?” I asked.“Really.”“Good to know…because I’ve kinda already told her every little thing. Or should I say, every big thing.”He smirked and almost chuckled. “That’s fine.”“It’s not disrespectful to tell her how big your dick is?”“It doesn’t bother me.”“But you don’t want Axel to know—”“I don’t want him to know anything, Astrid. Because you’re mine, only mine, and I don’t want another man having a glimpse of that—even Axel.”I stared at him for a whil
Epilogue IAstridOne Year LaterI looked at the headstones under which my parents were laid to rest, my mother on the bottom, my father on top, and then I placed the two bouquets of flowers in the stone vases. They were close to an oak tree, so there was shade on that beautiful, warm day.There were days when the loss didn’t bother me. And there were others when it brought me to tears.Today, it was somewhere in between.I’d lived with Theo for the past year, and there had been more joy in that one year than I’d known my entire life. Even on my best day with Bolton, it didn’t come close to what we had, the peace that we’d built together.Theo hadn’t asked me to marry him, but I wasn’t in a rush. Whenever he was ready, he would ask.And I would say yes.“I know you both would love him.” They would love him despite his past. Love him despite the blood on his hands. Because he was a reformed man, a man who had walked away from everything for me. “And I think he would love you too.”When
“Fuck, this is nice.” Axel leaned back in his chair, his fingers stitched together behind his head. We sat in the quiet bar, most of the tables empty because it was late on a weeknight.“We drink all the time.”“We haven’t talked in five minutes.”“You’re the talker, asshole.”“But we haven’t talked about Bolton or Beau or whatever bullshit we used to talk about. It’s just fucking chill, man.”Yes, it was chill. I’d resigned a week ago, and Astrid hadn’t seemed to notice I hadn’t gone to work. Maybe she thought I was just on vacation for a short while, even though vacation wasn’t in my vocabulary.“Scarlett has been fucking me soooo good too. Almost dying really gets her going.”“You didn’t almost die.”“Well, I may exaggerate some details to her.” He winked.Now I understood his obsession with his wife, because I had the same obsession for Astrid. I just didn’t share the details because those were just for me. “I left the Skull Kings a week ago.”That grin disappeared when he flinche
Axel was already outside the vehicle when I rounded the corner. He’d been leaning against the truck, his phone in his grip. When he spotted me and the bag, he hustled toward me. “Holy shit, you got it?” He relieved me of the bag and set it on the ground. “Turn on your flashlight.”I pulled out my phone and pointed the light at the bag.He opened it and looked inside.“How will you know it’s him?”“The brand of clothes. His pant size. Stuff like that.” He reached inside and examined one of the boots before he continued to look. Then he pulled out a black watch. He paused to study it like he recognized it. “Yeah, this is him.” He returned the watch and zipped up the bag.“How are you sure? It’s just a black watch.”He put the bag in the back of the truck. “Just trust me.”Axel followed me to Theo’s house after I picked up my car, and we walked in together. He carried the duffel bag at his side then gently placed it on the rug in the foyer. I texted Theo and asked him to meet me downstai
“If I ask for Killian’s bones, they probably won’t even care. Just not sure if I can carry them.”“Well, he’s been dead a while, so…” Axel didn’t elaborate. “I think you can manage it.”“Then let me go in alone. I’ll text you if I can.”Axel nodded before he kissed Scarlett. “See you in a bit, baby.”“Be careful.” She looked at Axel then at me. “Both of you.”Axel parked at the curb and killed the engine. “You sure about this?”I nodded.“Just because he buried Bolton doesn’t make you obligated to do this.”“I know, but I want to. Theo deserves peace.”“You already give him peace, Astrid.”I looked out the window at the sidewalk. “Give me thirty minutes.”He gave a nod.I left the car then approached the club. People were gathered outside, and the music was loud. They had no idea what lay underneath. I moved to the front, and no one stopped me from entering the hallway and going down the stairs to the basement entry.The two bouncers were there, and they recognized me without saying a







