The unexpected disrespect....

Ellen's POV,

On the plane back to Canada as I was alone on the plane with the bodyguard, I had nothing to talk to him about

My mind had no option but to travel aback when I lost my second pregnancy.

Sadness grabbed my heart all of a sudden.

I wished that day never came. I mostly want to just avoid mulling over that, the pains that bring me, even though I'm super grateful for the twins.

The futility of the season pregnancy is breaking my marriage with Jeffrey.

Every day I have to keep fighting to just keep breathing in and out,the pains filled part of my heart.

I had to go through it all!

Tears streamed down my cheeks at the memory of it .

At this point o couldn't stop the memories that kept flashing on my eyes.

Everytime I have to go through, Jeffrey's grey eyes seemed to be staring at me.

The pain he felt was written all over his face,I could see the disappointment in his face, not having his own baby.

In the labour ward I saw his lips moving but I couldn't hear what he was uttering.