FIVE

❧ Lorenzo ☙

"Please don't kill me, please!" Gio begged, lying there in pool of his own blood.

I pulled out my gun and aimed at his head, "I should shoot him right where it would leave you as a vegetable, that would be torture for you, not give you the easy way out."

"Please! Please! Why do you want to kill me, you son of a bitch! I'm part of the Razzo family!" the coward said almost crying.

"Not anymore." I pulled the trigger and watched his brain splutter all over the place, most of his brains left on the wall, I turned around and walked straight out the door, without the slightest remorse of what he just did.

"What now?" said Camilo asked following behind me.

"Now, send to clean that dirt off my floor, I'm done for the day, I'm leaving," I said looking at Camilo.

"You can call me if you have any emergencies."

"Okay and regarding MacGregor's invitation, you've already made up your mind."

I stopped and turned around looking at him while wiping my hands of that traitor's blood.

"It pisses me off to have to see him, but I need to close that deal and make sure that our shipment, gets into Ireland without any problems," I said annoyed.

"Then it is decided, I will make the corresponding arrangements, I remind you that you will be staying at his house, Darian has kindly offered his private cottage, within his property, and you will have the honor of living with his wife,".

"They say she is a beauty, please try to keep your hands to yourself and not put them where they will cause us trouble Lorenzo."

I looked at him with a smile and said, "I can't promise you anything."

" Why am I not surprised, Are you going to the house?".

"No.", I said without looking at him, I was stressed I need to fuck someone to lower my anxiety.

"Are you going to fuck someone?" I heard the amusement in his voice.

"Fuck you, Camilo, but yes that's exactly what I'll do." His laughter followed me as I got to my car and got in, as I rolled down the car window and yelled at him, "Get that traitor off my property and keep your eyes open, call me if there's any news."

On the way to one of my bars, I couldn't help but remember Fiorella, it's been so many years, and just the thought of some other man, touching her and enjoying what's mine, makes my blood boil, I wanted to kill any bastard that fondled her. I clenched my hands into fists as I remembered the feeling of when my arms were around her waist.

"Maybe this trip was the perfect opportunity to forget about her forever, enjoy the attention of Irish women, and most of all piss off Darian, that asshole's hours are counted."

I found out he got married a few years ago and has a daughter, I wonder who his wife will be, I have heard wonders about her, that she is the perfect wife and with more than an exquisite body.

To fuck his wife in his own house would be the perfect therapy for me and the best revenge. He was the one who offered to host me, it would be very rude of me to turn down that invitation.

It would definitely take my mind off Fiorella.

FIVE YEARS AGO

After Fiorella's departure, I had my men search all over the city and the airports, even under the stones, but I had to find her.

"Lorenzo, I'm sorry we searched everywhere, it's as if the earth swallowed her up," he said confused.

"I don't care what you have to do or who you have to kill, but find her, offer money, some reward to whoever gives information about my wife."

"I understand they divorced or am I wrong" he asked confused.

"Camilo, do you really think I was going to let her divorce me, let alone expecting my child, don't you know me my friend, that would put her and the baby in danger, they would think that she is no longer under my protection".

"But I saw you signing the divorce petition in front of her," he said and I just smiled as I looked at him.

"The judge and the documents were forged, thanks to the help of my old friend Aleksei Ivanov, do you remember?" I asked him.

"The leader of the Russian Bratva, the Russian devil!" he said seriously.

"That's right, the judge works for him , I didn't like cheating Fiorella at all but given the circumstances, I had no choice."

"Then as I told you, give the order to search for my wife my wife and don't hurt her, whoever dares to lay a single hand on her is a dead man."

"Don't worry Lorenzo I will personally take care of that" said Camilo.

I walked to my chair around my desk and sat thoughtfully, reviewing the file my investigator had brought me, I had in front of me all my wife's life in pictures and documents.

Where are you Fiorella? ....... Where are you hiding?

AT THE PRESENT TIME

After spending several hours in the bar and many shots of whiskey, my head was spinning and I was no longer even aware of my actions, I rarely got drunk like this, but today I needed it, the memory of her fucking tormented me again.

I wanted to forget the pain of having lost her and alcohol was a great help, I looked around me and my eyes were no longer as alert as to when I arrived.

I knew perfectly well that whatever I did tonight, tomorrow I wouldn't even remember it and maybe it was better, because I needed it urgently, to forget everything and everyone.

 "For God's sake Lorenzo, you're a mess," said a woman as she sat next to me, but I was so drunk I couldn't see her face well, but that voice......

 "Lorenzo?" 

But I think my mind was playing a trick on me, "!Alina, ... What the fuck are you doing here?", I said almost biting my tongue from how dizzy and weak I felt, "I wasn't clear enough the last time we met", I told her furiously, it was the last thing I needed.

She approached my chair and put her arms around my neck, I tried to push her away, but that only made me fall back down like a sack of potatoes when I tried to get up from the chair.

"Lorenzo, I knew that sooner or later I would find you this way, I just had to give you a little time, so that you would realize that that bitch wasn't worth it".

"Fuck you, how did you know I was here?", I asked her and when I find out who gave her that information, it will be 10 feet under.

" Babe, I know you perfectly well and I know that when you need to fuck, this is where I can find you."

Shit!!, unconsciously my feet took me to the only place they knew, when I need to satiate my lower instincts, like before I met her, my beautiful Fiorella.

Alina started to approach my body seductively and biting her lower lip, "This is your perfect place", she said while biting one of my lips and I turned my head away, but everything was spinning around me.

I couldn't deny that seeing her, I was getting pretty hard, she's fucking hot and I remembered those nights of pleasure I enjoyed by her side, "! Get the fuck out!" I told her leaving no doubt that I didn't want her, but the truth is that I wanted to fuck her, just like in the old days and I was struggling not to give in to temptation.

But the alcohol was overpowering me and my conscience had left me a long time ago.

"Come on Lorenzo, you can't leave the past, for one night and enjoy the pleasure with me, let me relieve those desires you have to be free, I don't ask anything in return, I am yours completely, no strings attached," she said and I was making a superhuman effort not to accept her proposal.

Who cares?, tomorrow I won't remember any of this, I said in my mind and surrendered to the temptation, if consciously I didn't have the courage to betray her, my subconscious was winning over my reason.

It breaks my soul to realize that she will never come back, maybe I have already lost hope and that thought was the one that made me decide, I threw myself on her, placing my hands on her ass and bringing her closer to my body that was already pretty hot, one night, just one night, is all I need.

Just a few steps, it took me to take her to one of the private rooms and as Alina said we will do what I want, as I want and as long as I want, at this moment is where the devil in me comes out and takes possession of my body with fury and unreasonable passion.