LOGINI woke up early—only my father was awake. He quickly packed my breakfast, and I headed off to training.
We had mandatory swim practice twice a week, both in the morning and evening. The parents had decided on this schedule last year so we wouldn’t be overloaded with late-night practices nearly every day.
The school’s swimming pool was in the building next to the gym. It had a competition-sized pool with two changing rooms, but only one side had a grandstand. The facility had been renovated along with the school, so its white walls and blue-and-white tiles looked fresh and modern.
I arrived, changed, and stepped onto the pool deck—only to realize Brian hadn’t been exaggerating. Paul was already there, preparing to swim a timed lap.
The coach signaled the warm-up, then the swim, and finally, the timed lap. Paul was fast—roughly as fast as me.
“Simmons, you’re up,” Coach Stein called.
I prepared and dove in. I swam as hard as I could—I had to win if I wanted to be captain.
Everyone completed their laps, but the coach didn’t share our times. He simply wrote them down for himself.
“Alright, boys. You know your captain graduated, so this year I’m looking for a new one. My decision won’t be based solely on speed—I’ll be considering leadership and other qualities as well. So, I suggest you all give your best effort. I won’t decide today, but after the first competition.”
Everyone started changing, but I still wanted to talk to the coach.
“Coach, a word. Last year, it was said that I’d get the captain’s position. What happened?” I tried to keep my tone calm.
“I know, Simmons—I remember. But this Tashiro kid is really good. Today, he was practically faster than you. We’ll see who values this position more and who shows stronger leadership. A few weeks, no more, and it’ll be clear.”
“Alright, I understand. I’ll do my best,” I conceded.
There was no point in arguing—he had already made up his mind. I’d simply prove that no one was better than me.
While changing, I noticed how quickly Paul had made friends. After just a few days, he had built good relationships with everyone. A conversation caught my ear.
“Are you coming to the movies on Saturday, buddy?” Daryl asked.
“Yeah, thanks for the invite—I’ll come,” Paul replied.
“Bringing someone or coming alone?” Aaron asked.
“I haven’t had much time to date, but if it’s okay, I’ll bring my sister. Just a heads-up—she’s only sixteen and off-limits to everyone.”
Loud laughter followed his statement.
“Alright, buddy, we don’t fish off the company pier anyway. We leave each other’s siblings and girlfriends alone—and make sure others do the same.”
“Maybe I’ll invite Jane too,” Paul said quietly, more to himself. I tried not to pay attention.
“Go ahead,” Brian said with a smile.
I wondered why they cared so much about who the new guy was bringing on the weekend. They were still getting to know each other. I finished dressing and left them, even forgetting to style my hair.
As I walked, I let the wind dry my hair. Girls liked it much better when it was styled, but I didn’t care today.
I thought I’d sit in the classroom before the lesson and quietly eat my sandwich, but as soon as I entered, I realized I wasn’t the first. Jane was already inside, reading.
She hadn’t put much effort into her outfit today either—probably just picked one of her nearly identical patterned shirts and paired it with her one pair of jeans.
“Hi, little girl. You got here early,” I greeted.
“Hi. Just like you. Ran out of hair gel at home?” she asked, glancing at my hair.
“What are you reading?” I ignored her jab.
“A book.” Her slightly sarcastic response made me smile, though she didn’t look up.
“What kind of book?” I pressed.
“Not your world—you wouldn’t understand. Sci-fi. Time travel.” Her eyes remained hidden behind the pages.
“And what’s it about?” I wasn’t about to let her read in peace.
“The protagonist goes back in time and meets himself to save the world.” She put the book down but didn’t close it. She thought she could shake me off with that.
“Do you believe in it? I mean, time travel?” I asked.
“I don’t know. Theoretically, as far as I know, it’s impossible—we’d have to be faster than light. But who knows what the truth is? And you?” She politely returned the question.
“I haven’t thought about it,” I admitted.
“Figured. With swimming, girls, and hair gel, there’s hardly time for that.” That was sharp, but I didn’t take it personally.
“If you could, where would you go back to?” I asked, ignoring her remarks.
She closed the book.
“I’d tell my dad not to get in the car that day. Or if he did, to do it an hour later,” she said, surprisingly calmly.
I wasn’t interested in any emotional stories, so I changed the subject.
“Have you thought about our biology video topic?”
“Yes. I have a few ideas—we could discuss them over the weekend.” She immediately returned to her smart-aleck tone from yesterday.
“Hi, guys,” Paul stepped over and dropped his bag between us.
I only then realized that time had flown by—I barely had five minutes left for my sandwich. I quickly went out and devoured it.
“Good thing you’re back,” my swimming buddy greeted me. “Would Saturday at 2 PM work for you to sit down and discuss the video?”
“Sure, I’m free in the afternoon. Where should we meet?” I asked.
“We can’t do it at my place—my dad’s throwing a big party in the evening, so it’s better if I’m gone in the afternoon,” Paul said.
“Jane?”
“Could we meet somewhere neutral, like a burger place?” she suggested.
“Not good—I’d have to run around all day because I already have plans for the evening. Come to my place. We can discuss everything calmly there,” I said.
“Alright.” They agreed, so I scribbled my address on two slips of paper and handed them over.
Just then, Mr. Thomas walked in and dove straight into the lesson material.
“I’m going to bed. Tomorrow’s going to be a long day,” I said as I headed upstairs.“Mom, could you please take the pillow and blanket from my room and wash my exgirl’s scent out of them?In my room, I erased every trace of Jenny from my phone and laptop, transferring her photos onto a small pendrive. Amber might need them someday, so I tucked it into my wardrobe, with no intention of taking it with me. By the time I’d wiped Jenny from my life for good, the phone rang.I stepped out of my room at the same time Amber did.“What happened?” Amber asked.“It was Julie,” Dad said after hanging up the phone. “The girl still hasn’t come home, and her phone’s off. Julie didn’t even know about the breakup. Daniel’s asking around—as soon as he finishes his victory dance,” he added, worry etched into his voice.“Who cares,” I said mockingly, though I was actually really anxious. “She probably finally got to try that one-night stand she always dreamed of.”Amber’s slap landed hard across my face.
“Exactly what I said. Let’s end it. This relationship. Right here, right now. If you’re already trying to wear the pants, that’s not going to change later. Sooner or later, you’ll come up with something else I didn’t get a say in.”“So only things you decide can happen in your life?” she asked, a hint of sarcasm in her voice.“Yes, Babe. That’s what makes me the man. I want to be the one to ask my girlfriend to move in, or to marry me—not just go along with it when she feels like it,” I said, my tone sharp, almost mocking.She, on the other hand, was growing calmer.“Messyhair, you do realize that if you make this decision, I won’t be there for you ever again? Not even if you need me?” she asked gently.“I’ll manage,” I snapped. “I’ll find someone who will.”The moment I said it, I regretted it—but I couldn’t take it back.Jenny sat down on the edge of the bed in silence.She tapped on her phone for a few seconds, her face unreadable, then calmly slipped on her shoes.I paced the room
Grandpa and Grandma arrived over the weekend; Jenny wasn’t expected until the afternoon.“How are you?” I greeted Kevin, who just shrugged.“Eve?” I asked. “Did you two move in together?”“Yeah,” he sighed. “Now she’s planning the wedding.”“Boys,” Grandpa stepped over, “nothing good ever comes from letting someone else wear the pants.”“What do you mean by that?” I asked.“You’re the men. It’s your job to propose when the time is right,” he said.“Don’t move in with a girl just because it’s cheaper, and never let yourself be financially dependent on them.”“Eve doesn’t support me—Mom and Dad still pay for my stuff,” Kevin said defensively.“I know, son,” Grandpa smiled. “But your girlfriend’s already mapped out your entire future. Am I right?”Kevin nodded.“She wants to wait until after school to have kids,” he added.“And what about you, son?” Grandpa asked. “What do you want?”“I don’t mind living together—it’s convenient—but I don’t want anything more,” Kevin said.“I don’t want
The next day after lunch, we packed up and drove home.“You were right, Aaron,” I said once we were in the car. “We should do this again next year.”“Only if everyone sorts out their nonsense by then,” Brian added quietly, glancing at me.We drove home in good spirits, dropped everyone off, and returned the cars to the rental place.Brian dropped Jenny off at her house, then me at mine.“Start fixing what you messed up,” he said before heading inside.I crossed the street.“Son, good timing,” Mom said as she was setting the table. “Help me get dinner ready.”“How was it?” Amber asked.“We won,” I said proudly.Everyone looked genuinely surprised.“Amber told us about the little girl’s plan. How did you pull it off?” Dad asked.I gave them a quick rundown of the story.“So basically, you lost,” Dad laughed.“She knew about my past,” I said after a short pause. “Some of my exes shared it with her—and we weren’t even dating yet.”“Then you should be grateful she even talks to you,” Amber
“Sure, let’s go,” I said, trying to pull myself together in the elevator.We took the usual two cars.I drove in silence.“Jay, we’re still good for what we talked about?” Daryl asked.“Of course. Just let me know when.”“What’s wrong?” Brian asked after we got out and the others went inside.Perks of childhood friendship.“Nothing,” I said shortly. “Why would anything be wrong? I just found out today that my girlfriend thinks I’m not serious—but otherwise, everything’s great.”“Dude, if you’ve been constantly telling her how much of an idiot you are, then don’t be surprised. But I think you can still turn it around—especially if she still loves you,” he laughed and went inside.I followed quietly. He was right.“You’re back?” Jenny asked, touching her nose. “Everything okay?” she added, gently brushing my cheek.She always saw right through me.“I just love you so much,” I sighed.“Then you’re in luck,” she smiled, “because I love you just as much. And I’d love it if you asked me to
“You promised him you wouldn’t wear one?” Paul asked.“Not exactly.” Her face was perfectly composed. “I was little when he bought me a ring—a cute little ladybug one for kids. Years later, it broke, though I wasn’t wearing it anymore by then. He told me not to be sad, that one day I’d get another one just as meaningful. The next day, he never came home.”I could see how much effort it took her to stay calm.Paul noticed too.“So you’ll only wear that one,” Paul concluded.“Exactly.” She softened a bit with a smile.“Babe, did you get anything for yourself?” I asked, needing to steer the conversation elsewhere.“Yes, I’ll show you later.”She was back to her usual self, then stood and walked into the store.“What was that?” Brian asked.“Jane doesn’t believe in their relationship,” Paul said. “I suspected it, though she never talked about it openly.”“Wait, why not?” Brian was clearly behind.“Probably because of the long-distance thing, right Jay?” Paul asked.“Partly. And because I w







