LOGIN“Hey, Shannon,” Jenny said cheerfully. “Glad I spotted you—your gloves were left behind yesterday.”
She placed something on the table. “Thanks! I’ve been looking for them,” Shannon squealed. “No problem. Bye!” Jenny said. “Bye, Jay,” she added, and walked out the door. “Damn it,” I muttered and ran after her. I caught up to her in front of a small, sleek red car that looked brand new. She was just about to get in. Her hair was different now—golden blonde, falling in soft curls around her face. She held her keys and a small drink in one hand. “There’s nothing between us—nothing happened,” I blurted out. She turned around. Dad was right—she was stunning. But her smile hid everything. The new hairstyle suited her perfectly. “It’s not me you owe an explanation to, Jay,” she said calmly, turning to leave. “That’s true,” I snapped. “But don’t you have something to say?” “Excuse me?” She turned back to face me, her eyes flashing with anger, though the rest of her face remained perfectly still. “Nice car,” I said sarcastically. “Thanks. It was a gift,” she replied with a smile. “From who?” I asked mockingly. “Let me guess—the ape you’re marrying?” “From someone who cares about me and can afford it,” she said, completely unfazed. “You moved on from us pretty quickly,” I said, my voice loud and bitter, jealousy rising. “Excuse me?” she asked, her eyes narrowing, anger flashing again. “You’re marrying some rich idiot just because he bought you a car?” I asked recklessly. “I don’t think I owe you any details,” she said, still calm, though her tone was growing colder. “I expected more from you than marrying for money,” I nearly shouted. People started coming out of the restaurant—Tony among them. Jenny stepped right up to me without a word. Then, with a flick of her wrist, she shook her drink and splashed it straight into my face. Laughter erupted around us. Everything on me was sticky. “Don’t you ever speak to me again,” she hissed, then got into her car and drove off. “Hope you enjoyed the show,” I muttered to the onlookers, then walked back into the restaurant. People avoided my gaze like I was contagious. I sat back down at the table. Shannon was nearly done with her salad and grinned wide when she saw my dripping beard and soaked clothes. “I don’t know what you’re still trying to prove,” I said as I sat down to finish my food. “But I don’t care anymore. She’s marrying some idiot anyway.” “She’s been on a few dates, sure, but it’s way too early to talk about marriage,” Shannon said with a smile. “Unless… you’re jealous?” “That’s not really my thing,” I muttered. “You can picture it, though, can’t you?” she said, leaning in just enough to needle me. “Her walking hand-in-hand with someone else. Laughing at his jokes. Smiling like she used to smile at you.” I clenched my fork, jaw tight. But she wasn’t finished. "Someone else kissing her neck. Someone else tracing his fingers down her spine. Someone else feeling the warmth of her skin. Breathing in the scent of it. Someone else curling up next to her at night. Someone else tasting her. Someone else seeing her fall apart. Someone else's name leaving her lips. Someone else erasing your touch. Someone else making her scream—louder than she ever did with you" That last line twisted the knife and buried it deep. “Stop it,” I hissed. Her words had turned into vivid images in my mind. “Why should I?” Shannon mocked. “You deserve to suffer.” “What did you just say?” I asked, furious. “You’ve hurt a lot of girls, Jay. And everyone knows you never take anyone seriously—not even Jane,” she said. “And what makes you think that?” I asked, rolling my eyes. “You never considered her feelings. You’re selfish. Every decision you made was about you,” Shannon said. “Jane deserves better.” She waved to Tony. “What’s that supposed to mean?” “You left for that faraway school,” she said, then paid and strutted out. Shannon’s words kept echoing in my head, and honestly, I could’ve killed Jane’s new guy. He better hope we never meet.“She didn’t get to decide here,” Paul laughed. “And she’s not going to stay single forever. Plus, I trusted you,” he added with a grin.“Seriously?” I was surprised.“Jay,” he said, placing a sandwich in front of me, “when you two broke up, it was obvious she still loved you. Honestly, I thought you’d sweep her into your arms and accept her offer without hesitation.”“I should’ve,” I admitted.“No, you shouldn’t have,” he said. “Then you’d both be miserable. You still wouldn’t want that school, and she would’ve given up her dream for you.”“Her dream?” I asked, surprised. I hadn’t known.“She wants to be a doctor because of her dad,” Paul ex
After the vacation, I threw myself back into studying. On weekends, I met up with a friend or two, and I only exchanged the occasional message with Jenny. Uncle Steve studied with me every afternoon after his appointments.“Amber,” I turned to my sister during one of our dinners—she was staying at home for a few days, “how’s Jenny?”“She’s doing well,” Amber replied.“She doesn’t really treat me like her friend anymore. She talks to Paul almost every day, and only replies to me if I message her first,” I said. “For her birthday, she accepted a Japanese book from Paul, but for my birthday wish text, she just replied ‘thank you.’”“She told me you made her uncomfortable during the vacation, so she thinks it’s best to keep her distance,” Amber said. &ldq
“We’re back,”Jenny said calmly. A few of the girls squealed in surprise.“I’m going for a swim,”my girl said.”This bug spray is giving me a headache.”She laughed.“There?”Diane asked.”You’re going in?”“It’s the same lake we were jumping into earlier,”Jenny said casually.”And I’ll stay near the shore in my swimsuit.”“I’ll come with you,” Susy said quietly, then slipped off her outer clothes, revealing the bikini she already had on.We stepped out from behind the trees. Everyone greeted their partners—with varying degrees of success. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Jessica storm into the tent, clearly offended. Diane looked happy, and Mayoko quietly switched to Japanese. Paul
Just as planned, once it was dark enough that only our silhouettes were visible, the guys quietly slipped away from behind the chatting girls.Paul,”Jenny called back,”are we far?”“Not really,”Paul replied.”Just a few more minutes.”We both slipped off into the trees.We followed the girls from a few rows of trees away, staying in a group. We could hear every word they said. Mayoko and Jenny had fallen slightly behind the others, who were walking ahead.“Did you bring the goggles?”Aaron asked Brian.“Of course,”Brian said, handing over the night vision goggles.“Careful—they’re borrowed.”
We all got into the water, and the girls swam behind their boats.“Aaron,”I asked quietly,”how’s your girl at swimming?”“She manages. Yours?”“Pretty good.”Paul counted down, and the girls started pushing. Jenny’s athleticism showed—she won the point for her team. Everyone climbed back into the boats.“You did great,”I said, swimming up beside her.“Thanks,”she smiled. I was about to say more, but she was already swimming away.“Jay,”Brian called, poking me with an oar, grinning,”you’re up.”“Brian,”I laughed,”looks like I need to keep an ey
The other girls came out of the tents, drawing the guys’ attention away.“Jay,”Jenny said quietly in Italian,”you don’t have the right to be jealous. We’re just friends. I imagine it’s not any easier for you than it is for me, but you were the one who told me to come on this trip. I wouldn’t have come otherwise.”“You’re right. I don’t have the right,”I admitted.”I’ll try to do better.”“Thank you.”Brian and Paul had seen the exchange but didn’t say a word.“Alright then,”Paul called out,”let’s get to the boats and hit the lake.”He and the guys carried the boats down to the water. The girls followed, chatting and laughing. Brian and I lagged b







