LOGINGabi tore down Crown Blvd., checking the rear view mirror obsessively, shaking and panting. It wasn’t until she got a good three miles away that her breaths started to come more easily. She spotted a 7-11, and even though this was a damn lousy neighborhood to stop in, she had to. She was almost crying, and she thought she might puke.
She pulled up as close to the store as she could, glad for the fluorescent lights. She didn’t want to get out of the car, but she needed some air, so she rolled down her window a bit. The mid-May night breeze was cool and refreshing, and she sucked it in gratefully, holding the steering wheel in a death-grip.
Her panic was lessening and she took deeper breaths. OK. She needed to think now, think clearly and well. She had just witnessed – well, kind of – the murder of a man named Miguel by two guys named Trigger and Ace. Whatever the hell it was all about, she knew she didn’t want to know any more than that. Lord, even that much was far too much.
I was never there. Right?
Something nagged at her, though, something was lurking in the corner of her mind. She tried to think what she was missing, what she’d forgotten. It was when her shivering in the chill turned to shaking, and she looked in the back seat for her jean jacket, that she remembered.
Fuck. I never found it.
She closed her eyes, fought hard to stay in control. A shriek of terror and shock was working its way up her throat and she swallowed it down. Losing her mind would accomplish exactly nothing, and it may even get her killed yet.
Think, Gabi. Think. What the hell are you going to do now?
OK. She needed a place to hide out and get herself together. Someplace safe, someplace she knew, and no way she was going home. She needed to lay low for a while, get her story straight about her jacket. She could have just forgotten it when she left the garage at eleven o’clock precisely, right? Sure she could have, despite the lateness of the hour, and the spring chill in the air. But she had to practice that story until it rolled off her tongue, until the lie became the truth. Just in case someone came asking.
Who’d come asking? I don’t want to know.
Shaking off her fear, she started the car again. She knew now where she had to go, and even though it was far from ideal, it was hands-down the safest place she could think of. The irony was that it was one of the last places in Denver that most people saw as safe.
Dangerous Curves.****
Aidan Carter was just getting ready to go home when he saw Gabriela walk through the door of Curves. As always when he first laid eyes on her, his whole body went hot as the force of his want sucker-punched him smack in the chest and the balls.From across the room, he allowed himself to openly stare at her. Her long, black hair was tied back in its usual messy ponytail, her jeans and shirt were her baggy work clothes. Her perfect golden skin looked worryingly pale, and those beautiful dark eyes had purple smudges under them. She looked tired and stressed, and Aidan thought that she was easily the most gorgeous, stunning woman he’d ever seen.
She looked around now, and something about the way she was moving gave him pause. He zeroed in on her heart-shaped face – those plump lips and curved cheekbones both begging for his rough fingers to stroke them – and he tensed up at the expression on it. She looked… off.
Scared?
She saw him now, and the look of relief that flashed across her face was unmistakable. He felt worry and protectiveness moving up his chest as she rushed across the room to him.
“What’s wrong?” he said.
She faltered. “Why – what makes you think something’s wrong?”
“Come on, Gabriela. It’s the middle of the goddamn night. Also? You look totally panicked.”
“I do?”
“Yeah.” He glanced around. Curves was full of its usual early-morning bunch of potential troublemakers, drunks and ex-cons. A dozen members of The Road Devils MC were also in attendance tonight, and a few of them were looking at her in a way that he wasn’t the slightest bit crazy about. He nodded at Luke to take over the bar, and he took her arm. “Come on. Into the staff room.”
Meekly, Gabi allowed him to march her down the hall and open the door for her. As soon as they stepped inside, he turned on her. “Now what’s up? What are you doing here at two o’clock in the fucking morning?”
Before she even really knew what was happening, she started moving across the bed to him. Slowly, quietly, watching him the whole time. With every inch she gained, she felt the cold inside of her start to thaw, the darkness surrounding her start to recede. That was when she knew – really knew – that holding herself away from Aidan had been a mistake. She couldn’t rejoin the living without him. She needed him to help her breathe.Gabi was right next to him now, and she ran her fingertip down his cheek, over his chin, up to his lips. She traced their sensual shape, remembering how it had felt to have those lips on her own, on her breasts, between her legs. Those golden eyes opened now, startled and worried, but when she smiled at him, he smiled back.“Morning, darlin’,” he said in that exaggerated drawl that always made her laugh. “What are you doin'?”“Touching you.” She ran her fingers down his throat, gentle on the raised scar from the bullet. “Is that OK?”“Hell, yeah, it’s OK. Tou
She thought about it, trying to figure out how she felt about what Aidan was saying. God knows, she wanted to climb back into their bed, she wanted to curl up against that amazing body. She wanted him on top of her, inside of her. But he was so big and heavy, and he’d take her breath away, she just knew it.“No touching?” she said with a tremor to her voice.“None.”“OK, then. I’ll try.”He almost sagged to the floor. “You will?”“Yes.”“That’s my brave girl.” He stood up. “Come on then. Let’s go to bed.”She struggled to her feet, followed him into the bedroom. She stood with her arms wrapped around her shaking body, watching him get everything ready. He switched on the bedside lamp on her side, he found some instrumental music on his phone app, put it on loop and replay. Then he climbed into bed and scooted way over to the edge, so far he was almost falling off the bed. The sight of this huge man taking up about a third of a bed, leaving the rest of the space for her, made her smile
Aidan stood in the bedroom doorway, quietly observing Gabriela. She was on the living room sofa, of course, staring at the TV, as usual. She was surrounded by a dozen blankets and six pillows, and she had another blanket wrapped tightly around her shoulders. Aidan was sure that if he actually managed to pry the blanket away from her grip, she’d be shaking.For the past month, she’d barely left that safe little nest that she’d built for herself. She dozed there during the day, twitching and jerking when the nightmares came, and she sat there all night. All the lights on, the TV on, volume up, bolt upright on the sofa, staring blankly at the screen and seeing nothing. Waiting for the sunrise, so she could finally sink into an uneasy sleep.Aidan had tried everything he could think of to coax her back into their bed and his embrace, and when she’d refused, he’d backed off. He’d hoped that with time, she’d come to him on her own. So night after night, he lay in bed with the door open and
“You open your fucking mouth, and you use your words, and you talk.” Here came the anger now, and Mirrie welcomed it. Anger was hurt’s twin sister, she knew, but it was still easier to handle Shane’s naked aggression than his naked pain. “I knew that you’d been through something hellish, Mirrie, I knew that better than anyone. I wanted to be there for all of it, and I said so. I said I’d wait until you were ready to confide in me. So why didn’t you?”“I just couldn’t.”“So I get a fucking e-mail instead? Three lines, saying that you need a fresh start, and that you’re leaving Denver, and thanks for everything? Where did you go, anyway?”Mirrie hesitated. “I – I never left.”Mac stared at her, stunned. “You never left.”“No. I’ve been in Denver this whole time.”“And you never made contact?”She shook her head.“I don’t get it.” He ran a large hand over his face, looking weary. “How could you do that to me? After everything we had together?”“Because.” Mirrie’s voice came out raw and t
The last time that Mac had seen her, her hair had been honey-blonde, she’d been fresh-faced and glowing, and she’d lived in loose dresses. Now, her hair was bright pink, her face was covered in dramatic make-up and piercings, she had a tattoo on her neck, her amazing body was covered in tight garish clothes – but it was her, no fucking doubt. One thing about her hadn’t changed and he zeroed in on it.Mac looked across the room and met Mirrie’s eyes – those perfect violet eyes that he’d dreamt about almost every night for the past four years. Eyes that had bewitched him even before she’d said a word, before he’d even known her name. Eyes that he never thought he’d see again.What the fuck? I thought she’d left Denver…Mirrie was frozen, simply unable to believe that Shane was standing in the same goddamn room that she was. Somewhere deep inside, though, she’d always known that this day would come. More than once, she’d glanced up at the door of the café where she worked and seen a man
One month laterMac drove up to the Heart Centre, impressed as hell. Naomi had finished the first round of renovations and expansions in what had to be record time, and tonight was the gala to celebrate stage one’s completion.He parked his truck in the first available spot and slammed the door, checking out the fancy cars. It seemed that Naomi’s organization was attracting a decent donor base, and thank God for that. Her program for autistic artists was amazing, and so were her free art workshops for autistic kids and adults. The woman had worked her ass off to make this work, and Mac was thrilled for her.He entered the lobby, walked on through to the huge open-plan area. Normally, it was full of easels and paints and people working, but tonight, it was full of art on display and interested buyers. Mac saw wait staff circulating with trays of wine and beer, he smelled something delicious and guessed that food was also being served. He glanced down at himself, suddenly self-conscious







