LOGINGABRIEL
The morning air bites my face as I quicken my pace, the crumpled cassock hidden beneath my coat. Each beat of my heart echoes like a death knell. The streets are deserted, but I walk like a fugitive, hunted by the dawn itself. Every sound, every breath of wind makes me feel as though I might be discovered.
A dog barks in the distance. A window slams shut. My breath quickens. If someone were to see me like this, if anyone guessed where I spent the night&hell
CLÉMENCEHe stands there, motionless before me, every muscle tense, each breath betraying the inner turmoil that has consumed him for two weeks. His gaze seeks mine, hesitant, fragile, and I immediately sense how captivated he is, how he lets himself be held by the sheer force of my presence.I remain still for a moment, letting him feel the depth of my attention. His eyes close almost immediately, and I read in his features every micro-detail: the clenching of his fingers, the subtle trembling of his shoulders, the irregular rhythm of his breathing. Each shiver is a silent confession, and I savor this vertigo I have already sown within him.I reach out, brush his cheek, then his neck, letting my fingers linger gently, as if to awaken a sensation his mind is trying to repress. His eyes close more tightly, his jaw relaxes slightly, and I feel his breath become shorter, warmer. I subtly guide his hands, his arms, each contact a silent signal,
CLÉMENCEThe door finally opens, and I feel each of Gabriel’s steps resonate in the hallway. Two weeks have passed, yet I knew he would return. I knew it with that quiet certainty that only patience can give.I remain in the shadow of the room, a subtle smile on my lips, as if I can already feel his guilt and his desire mingling in the air. When he appears in the doorway, I see him hesitate, weighing every movement, every gesture. His eyes search for an escape, but there is none.— You took your time coming back… I murmur softly, as if my words could ignite him even before my hands touch him.He does not answer. His gaze wavers between anguish and anticipation. His lips tremble almost imperceptibly, and I know he is trying to control the turmoil within him, but he is already caught.I step forward, slowly, each step an invisible caress rekindling the fire within him. Without a word, I draw him to me and kiss
CLÉMENCEThe silence is dense, almost oppressive. The room still holds his presence, like a tangible echo of the night past. The rumpled sheets, the displaced pillows, every object seems to bear the imprint of him, of us. I stretch slowly, my fingers brushing the warm, undulating surface of the sheets, tracing invisible paths where his body mingled with mine.I close my eyes, and memory surges, relentless. The muffled whispers he breathed against my ear, the trembling of his hands on my skin, the way his lips had sought every inch of my neck, my shoulders… Each memory courses through me like a delicious shiver, and I smile, aware of the vertigo he has left behind.I sit on the edge of the bed, letting my fingers caress the still-warm folds of the sheets, as if to hold onto the shadow of his touch. His hands, his breath, his half-closed eyes fixed on me with a mixture of desire and guilt… All of this is now mine, a silent and co
GABRIELThe morning air bites my face as I quicken my pace, the crumpled cassock hidden beneath my coat. Each beat of my heart echoes like a death knell. The streets are deserted, but I walk like a fugitive, hunted by the dawn itself. Every sound, every breath of wind makes me feel as though I might be discovered.A dog barks in the distance. A window slams shut. My breath quickens. If someone were to see me like this, if anyone guessed where I spent the night… No, I must not even think about it. Yet my steps hesitate, almost slow, as if an invisible force were already trying to pull me back, toward her.I clench my fists. I want to erase this night from my flesh, from my memory, but her caresses still burn on my skin. My lips, my hands, everything still bears Clémence’s trace. And the more I try to detach myself, the more this mark sinks into me like a scar impossible to close.Finally, I reach the presbytery. The key tr
GABRIELThe night recedes, dragging behind it the remnants of our fevers, and already I feel the day approaching. A gray light filters through the shutters, cruel, implacable, reminding me that time has escaped us. Every second counts, I know it… but my body refuses to move.She lies there, stretched out in the disarray of the sheets, her hair scattered like a wild crown. My hand trembles as it rests on her still-warm skin, unable to leave her. Her curves, her peaceful breathing, everything still calls to me. I slowly caress her back, her hip, as if to push back the evidence that I must leave.A knot tightens in my throat.— Clémence… I murmur, my voice strained. What have we done?Her eyelids flutter open, her lips form a soft, almost childlike smile, as if nothing were serious. But I am suffocating. The poison of remorse already courses through my veins. I have crossed a line that should not be crossed. I kn
CLÉMENCEGabriel’s warmth against me is a fire I do not wish to extinguish. His gasping breath, the beating of his heart against mine, his hands seeking mine… everything becomes a delicious vertigo. A mischievous smile plays on my lips. Until now, he has led me, guided me, controlled me, but now it is my turn. I want to feel the power of my desire over him, to feel his body react to each of my gestures.I press myself more tightly against him, my hands gliding over his chest and back, caressing the fineness of his skin, brushing his muscles with calculated precision. His shivers course through me, each reaction becoming an echo of my power over him. His gaze, both lost and burning, gives me a new intoxication, a delicious vertigo that makes me smile.— Gabriel… I murmur, warmly, letting my lips travel over his neck and graze his ear. You are so… perfect.I begin to ride him slowly, modulating the rhyth
ÉricI stayed on my knees for a long time, even after she had drawn back, even after she had disappeared into the bathroom again. The floor is cold, my back is tense, my thighs burn. But I didn't move.Because in that moment, something inside me gave way. A thread. A line.A thought that I was stil
ÉricI didn't sleep.Not a single second.The living room is a battlefield. The wrinkled rug. My shirt, torn. My body, marked. My mouth, still warm from hers. And yet, she vanished like a mirage.I stayed there, frozen, naked, for an eternity. As if my body refused to return to reality. As if the v
ÉricI came home.Clara was still asleep. The house was silent, peaceful. I closed the door without a sound, took off my shoes, walked down the hall like a thief. Headed for the bathroom. I turned on the light, eyes squinting. The mirror reflected a man I no longer recognized.I took a scalding sho
ÉricThe room is bathed in warm semi-darkness. The curtains are drawn. The silence is almost unreal, as if this place belonged to another dimension. A world outside time, outside laws, outside myself. A world she built beyond morality, a sanctuary where everything I thought I was becomes ridiculous







