Sleep In

Jayden stood, licking his lips as he stared down at Ethan. The boy was trying to catch his breath, his eyes lidded. With a soft hum, Jayden carefully pulled his pants back on before he crawled over the boy, placing a soft kiss to his forehead.

"Good boy." He praised him softly, brushing his blonde hair out of those beautiful blue eyes. He moved to sit on the couch, carefully tucking Ethan into his side before pulling a small throw cover off the back of the couch to cover him up. He glanced up upon hearing a small knock at the loft door and chuckled.

"Ya'll can come back in, Blair." He already knew who it was, and everyone returned. They all went back to their casual conversation as though nothing had happened, although no one went near the couch where Jayden was. It was a known rule to everyone to stay clear of the couch, or whatever furniture the dominant had chosen. Not to steer clear of any fluids that may have gotten on it; it was simply out of respect to the dominants. They gave each other space, especially since sometimes the submissive would be left in a vulnerable state after.

"I'll give the cleaners a call." Blair teased as Jayden was brought a glass of whiskey from the bartender. Jayden simply rolled his eyes, slowly running his fingers through Ethan's hair as he dozed, curled into his side.

"Come on, Ethan. You need to wake up; I already let you sleep in till noon." Jayden sat on the bed beside Ethan, slowly shaking him.

"I don't want to." Ethan whined softly, rolling from his side onto his back. He peeked a look at Jayden causing the other to raise an eyebrow at him.

"Can't I just sleep." He mumbled, rubbing his eyes before tugging the covers up more. He could not help but notice that he was wearing only a pair of pajama pants, indicating someone had changed him the prior night.

"Do you have a headache?" Jayden sighed, watching him without much argument. He received a shake of the head in response; Ethan felt fine. In fact, he felt rather refreshed more than anything. Though that may have came from the release he had gotten the previous night. His cheeks flushed at the thought and he tugged the cover to hide his face.

"Alright then, you should wake up. I already let you sleep in as is you don't want to waste the day away."

"I'm sleepy though. Last night made me really tired." Ethan sat up despite his words, yawning. He took his time in stretching his muscles, despite Jayden watching him.

"Is it normal to be this tired?" He sighed earning a slight shrug.

"I don't think you drank that much, especially since you do not seem hung over. Although your actions last night definitely indicated you were intoxicated." Ethan quickly covered his face, not daring to meet his eyes. He did not regret his actions but certainly found them embarrassing to discuss.

"You fell asleep not long after; you seemed tired." Jayden added.

"S-Sorry. I've never…you know. I think with the alcohol it made me tired." He spoke quietly and Jayden tilted his head

"I thought you said your father's clients had gotten you off before. Ethan, if I had known you never had another man touch you like that, I wouldn't have-" Ethan quickly cut Jayden off before he could get the wrong idea.

"No! No, you didn't do anything wrong!" He said quickly, pulling his hands away from his face in surprise.

"I did say that, I mean they have. I just was never able to...I mean you know? While they attempted to, I was never able to actually..." Ethan trailed off, finding himself very embarrassed. it was hard to admit to someone that he had never climaxed before; it seemed extremely abnormal at his age.

Most boys his age would have at least masturbated but he found himself unable to; anytime he tried he was bombarded with disturbing thoughts.

"Are you saying you have never came before?"

Jayden found himself staring at the boy before him in disbelief.

"I didn't like it when those men would touch me, use me. I couldn't even get it up and I never wanted to do it myself..." Ethan whispered, biting his lip.

He felt strange having Jayden staring at him like he was.

"Jesus, Ethan. If I had known I would not have done it like I did. I mean-" Jayden cut himself off, releasing a sigh as he ran his fingers through his hair in frustration. He felt like he had wronged Ethan, taken advantage of him while he was intoxicated.

"I enjoyed it." Ethan admitted, toying with the cover in his hands. He needed something to keep himself busy, to stop his nerves from taking over him.

"I may have been drinking but I did want it. I did enjoy myself." Jayden released a soft sigh, dropping his hand to his side, and standing.

"I am glad you enjoyed yourself, love." Was all he could bring himself to say. He would not beat himself up over it if Ethan had enjoyed himself.

"Could we...could we do it again one day?" Ethan looked up at him, finally meeting Jayden's gaze. Jayden looked surprised before he nodded.

"Of course, Ethan. Just ask me and I will be happy to do whatever it is you would like." He reached out, stroking Ethan's cheek before disappearing into his closet.

"Here, it is time to eat lunch." He handed him a pair of jeans and a t-shirt.

"Meet me downstairs in the dining room." With that he left, leaving Ethan to get dressed. Ethan quickly pulled on the clothes, running downstairs barefoot. He did not want to Jayden waiting when he had come personally to wake him up. It was nice to have such a gentle awakening. His old life would be that of yelling if he dared to sleep in.