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38. I'm Decent Sized
After my second and last paper of the day on Monday, my mind is finally set on one thing.
Finding Jude and getting an explanation.
I’m halfway towards his locker when I realise he’s not alone.
Bethany Hill — his once upon a time girlfriend (the only one, too) — is with him, laughing, touching him as constantly as possible, and I can tell, even from a distance, flirting the hell out of him.
I almost take a detour.
Almost.
Bethany’s presence is intimidating, and she has been throwing rude scorching glares my way any opportunity she gets. But she isn’t the one I want to talk to.
I have exercised maximum patience waiting this long to confront Jude and I don’t think I can wait one more second, not with Maria practically breathing down my neck with all the self importance in the world.
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