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My chest aches. What a pain this is. If you adore two, you must purchase one. Nikko was my choice, but my wounds remain. I'm no longer able to find the happiness I'm yearning for. Now that we spend every day together, the flesh never feels the same to me.

Alam mo yung pakiramdam na ginawa mo kung ano yung tama pero sa huli ay hindi ka rin pala sasaya. Ngayon ko napagtanto na tama si Mart. Na pag-aari na nga nya ang puso ko, na sya nga ang tinitibok na nito. its just happens na nalito lang ako.

Was it really what we needed?

Mart said that this period would be more harmful than beneficial. but I was unable to see that.

I believed it to be the end of a lovely narrative.

I decided to go it alone, leaving the person I loved and choose the person I called home.

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AFTER 1 MONTH

Day passes by, Nikko got worst! Saksi ako sa pagbagsak ng katawan nya. Grabe, pabalik balik kami sa ospital. Lahat ng gamit na naipundar namin dati ay mga naibenta na para sa kanyang gamutan. wala nama