“Okay…” I breathed.
“Ready to go, sunshine?” came a voice.
I looked up to see the man who wanted the private dance. He was an old man in his sixties, and he was wearing an olive green sweater, paired with light olive-colored trousers. He had pleated grey hair and grey eyes, and a wrinkly face. Blood continued to pound through my body, sizzling to the point that it felt like I had no fight left.
“Y—Yes,” I managed timidly, shaking my head.
The creep nodded, making his way out of the bar to the private lounge, and I followed him, sick churning in my stomach.
From the corner of my eye, I could have sworn that the same mesmerizing man from the crowd was still watching me. Watching me follow this old, creepy man…
But I figured it was just my mind playing tricks on me.
***
“Okay, sexy…show me what you got.” The creep smiled, sitting down on the couch, bopping his head forward in anticipation. His predatory eyes smoldered with lust and darkened with desire as he drunk me in, staring at my body. Bile churned in my throat. I wasn’t looking forward to this at all.
I pleaded with my body to move and start dancing. To start putting on a show for this bastard so I could just take my money and leave. But I felt frozen to the spot, suddenly barely able to move. Not being able to shift my limbs a single bit, and I didn’t know why. My body was pounding with fear.
The creep stared at me agitatedly, getting tired of waiting. He folded his arms angrily, unimpressed.
“Come on, why aren’t you dancing?” he snapped, rattling his fists impatiently.
“I—” I stammered.
“What?” he barked, furrowing his eyebrows, getting up on his feet, and stepping closer to me. I backed away from him slowly, feeling my eyes well with tears.
“I can’t do this,” I croaked.
The corners of his mouth formed into a frown, and he was no longer smiling. He looked pissed off, angry…
Almost dangerous.
I didn’t know what was wrong with me today. I was doing nothing my boss was asking of me.
I’d reached breaking point, and I couldn’t do this anymore. I couldn’t keep living my life like this. Being treated as a lapdog, being treated as an animal.
Being treated as a slave for my motherfucking boss.
Not being able to have a say in anything. Not being able to be my own woman. To make my own choices. To break free from the chains of my life.
The only image I had in my head was of the man I had just seen in the club.
The way he was looking at me, with so much interest and curiosity.
The way his eyes were piercing mine.
“Come on, don’t be like this,” the creep encouraged, doing his best to egg me on. “It would be a shame for me to have come all this way for nothing. Your boss made me a lot of promises…and if those promises aren’t fulfilled, let’s just say, there’ll be trouble for both of you.”
“Sorry, sir, but I have the right to refuse anything I don’t want to do,” I mumbled in my own defence, swallowing. “If you have a problem, you can go somewhere else, or ask somebody else for a dance.”
He cracked up with laughter, looking amused, like he wasn’t taking me seriously. I stared back at him with an uneasy expression on my face, because I had no idea of what this man was capable of. I could feel my heart pound in fear. I’d never stood up for myself like this before…
I guessed that was why people treated me like trash.
“I can make it worth your while, babe. I can make you rich, you’ll never need money again.” He smirked, biting his finger in anticipation.
He still didn’t understand the fact that no meant no. No didn’t mean that he should carry on persuading me to agree.
“Sorry, sir, no,” I repeated firmly.
He folded his arms angrily, his veins suddenly pulsing their way to the surface of his skin. His pupils dilated, as if I were staring back at a monster. A fucking beast.
So why did the thought of never seeing this man again twist my insides into knots? A man who’d shown me genuine kindness and generosity…Nobody had done that for me for a long time.It was like he was my glimmer of hope. The small light in my shit life.But I knew I couldn’t get attached. He was just being kind to me…Nothing more.***Lazarus parked outside of my apartment, and I swallowed in embarrassment, because he had to witness me living in such a rough area. An area where knife crime was paramount, and there were police patrolling the streets every other day. Not to mention my apartment was almost like living in a bin.I shook my head, doing my best to push my doubts and insecurities to the back of my mind. I made my way inside my apartment, and he followed suit, not saying a word. I was welcomed by Sophia, still sitting on the couch, and she was still watching Prison Break. She’d probably gotten through about three episodes since I’d been away.“You’re still awake? I thought I
“Come to think of it, I think I have…” Lazarus replied. “I think she was on her way to the coffee shop down south.”“Yes, I’ve got her now!” Boss exclaimed in gratitude. “Thank you so much, drinks are on me whenever you come down to the club next.”“It’s okay, glad I could help,” Lazarus replied, letting out a forced chuckle.I stayed in position, making sure I waited for a few minutes until I knew Boss was gone. I peered over the bin to see Lazarus making his way back to me. The coast was clear.I got up and dusted myself off, still sweating profusely. Lazarus stared at me with his hazel eyes, and I had no idea what he was thinking right now. It was hard to read him. There was a long silence between us both.“Thank you so much, I owe you my life,” I said finally, swallowing.I scratched my arm nervously. Lazarus seemed immersed in thought, his eyes not leaving mine for a second.I could feel his eyes scan me from head to toe. Here I was, wearing such revealing clothes, and I felt ma
“You think you have a choice?” he said quietly, his low voice causing me to jolt upwards as I began sweating profusely. “You dare to say no to me, you whore?”I stepped backwards, mortified, suddenly terrified of the man was standing before me. He looked like he wanted to murder.“W-What…what are you gonna do?” I cried out.“You will sleep with me, whether you like it or not!” he demanded, grabbing hold of my arm with such a force that I almost tripped. I could feel my life flash before my eyes as he began tugging on my clothes.I couldn’t let this happen…I couldn’t let this fucking happen.“No…no!” I screamed.“Shut your mouth!” he growled, leaning in for a kiss.As he did this, I took the opportunity to kick him hard in the crotch with my high heels. He cried out in pain, clutching his privates.I ran as fast as I could. As fast as my legs would move.I bolted through the crowd in the club, and Boss caught my glance, with murder written all over his face.“Where the hell do you th
“Okay…” I breathed.“Ready to go, sunshine?” came a voice.I looked up to see the man who wanted the private dance. He was an old man in his sixties, and he was wearing an olive green sweater, paired with light olive-colored trousers. He had pleated grey hair and grey eyes, and a wrinkly face. Blood continued to pound through my body, sizzling to the point that it felt like I had no fight left.“Y—Yes,” I managed timidly, shaking my head.The creep nodded, making his way out of the bar to the private lounge, and I followed him, sick churning in my stomach.From the corner of my eye, I could have sworn that the same mesmerizing man from the crowd was still watching me. Watching me follow this old, creepy man…But I figured it was just my mind playing tricks on me.***“Okay, sexy…show me what you got.” The creep smiled, sitting down on the couch, bopping his head forward in anticipation. His predatory eyes smoldered with lust and darkened with desire as he drunk me in, staring at my b
I suddenly felt sick to my stomach, my insides twisting into knots. I didn’t want to humiliate myself. There was something about this man, and the way he held his gaze with mine…I knew if I stayed here, continuing to watch him stare at me, I would feel even more worse than I already did. I needed to get out of here, and fast. I needed to get away before he approached me, because I knew that nothing good would come out of it. I needed him to stop looking at me.I quickly slipped my mini-dress back on before I made my way off the stage.“Great performance, sweet cheeks,” a man said, he wolf-whistled, and spun me around, tossing one hundred dollars at me. His arm moved to my waist, but I quickly slapped it off, walking away as fast as I could, leaving him cursing and pissed off.I pushed through the crowd and made my way to the bar, suddenly needing a drink. I was angry, my blood boiling to the surface. I was angry that people saw me as a whore when I was a pure woman, and had never sle
I quickly rubbed my eyes, doing my best to dry my tears and get myself together. I had to get my head back in the game if I was going to survive work tonight. It was a busy night, so it was one of the most important for collecting tips. I would be better off just doing as I was told.I made my way to the changing rooms, feeling stupid for not coming in the right outfit and makeup. I should have just done it at home rather than having to waste time doing it here…I always behaved hastily under pressure.I quickly threw on a tight red mini-dress which emphasized my cleavage, slim waist, and round ass, and put on some red lipstick and lipgloss onto my plump lips. This would have to do.I let out a sigh I didn’t know I was holding as I stared back at my reflection in the dressing room. My dark brown hair fell past my shoulders, my dark brown eyes were bloodshot and watery. My milky brown skin looked tired and exhausted. I could hardly recognise myself anymore. It was like I was staring bac