MasukWe have just finished our classes for the day when Nicholas Wolfe tells me that he's going to a concert with his junior, Madeline Cross. "I'm heading over to the venue right now. I can't let Madeline wait for me, after all." Nicholas sounds so casual, as though he's talking about the weather. I arrange my textbooks neatly before putting them into my bag. "Okay." My response leaves Nicholas stunned. He pauses in the middle of typing a text to Madeline before raising his head to look at me. "Madeline and I are about to watch the concert performed by The Paxleys, your favorite band. Are you… not mad at me at all?" I zip my bag while replying calmly, "Nope." I've begged Nicholas 99 times to watch the concert with me. On the 100th time, he finally buys two tickets… for himself and Madeline. I'm not surprised in the slightest. Ever since Madeline transferred to our university, I've started to get used to Nicholas prioritizing her over me. I sling my bag onto my shoulder and begin making my way to the classroom's exit. Nicholas doesn't move an inch. But when I'm about to leave, he catches up with me and grips my wrist. "Lia, we'll travel to Sorenton three days later. The Paxleys will be holding another concert there. I'll attend that concert with you. "That day is our third-year anniversary, so I definitely won't bail out on you." I look down at Nicholas' hand that's gripping me, then I look up at him. This time, my lips curl into a smile. "Okay." Over the past six months, Nicholas has promised me to do things "next week" nine times, and said "I'll definitely show up" 13 times, and "don't worry" 16 times. But he's bailed out on me every single time he makes plans with me. Next week, we won't be attending the concert together, that's for sure. After all, I'm the one bailing on him this time.
Lihat lebih banyakThat night, I had a dream.I dreamt that I was back in high school. A boy sat beside me, his head resting on the desk, his ears flushed scarlet."Hey, Aurelia," he whispered. "Which university are you aiming for?"Without a second thought, I answered earnestly, "I'm applying to Jeston University."Nicholas stayed silent for a long time before clicking his tongue. "That's a tough goal. Guess I'd better start grinding through more practice exams then."I burst out laughing.Deep down, though, I thought it was fine.No matter where Nicholas ended up, I'd find him. After all, I'd spent my entire high school life secretly in love with him.As long as I loved him, I was willing to sacrifice everything, even if that meant turning myself into the kind of girl he liked just to catch his attention, and even if it meant waiting for him a hundred times just to see him turn around.Back then, I had all the reckless courage of youth.The dream began to warp and distort. A final teardrop so
Only after I told him he didn't have to be so careful did Nicholas finally step inside. He gathered the books one by one, stacking them neatly on the coffee table.I handed him a glass of warm water.As he gripped the glass, he suddenly spoke up. "This reminds me of your room during senior year. Reference books were scattered everywhere, all covered in your meticulous notes."I sat down across from him. "Well, I was aiming for Jeston University."Something seemed to occur to Nicholas, and the smile on his face slowly dropped.I paused, realizing we were both thinking the same thing.Back when our SAT results were released, my score was five points higher than the admission cutoff for Jeston University.I didn't go.To stay with him, I enrolled in a local university instead.The silence stretched on until Nicholas ran a hand through his hair. "I'm sorry, Lia. I… I've spent the past few days thinking. The more I thought about it, the more I realized that I never really considere
Nicholas pulled out his phone, desperate to show me the proof.But I took a step back, avoiding the screen he was shoving toward my face."You don't have to show me anything," I said. "We're already broken up."Nicholas froze where he stood, looking completely lost. "Please don't say that, Lia. We've been together for three years. We can't just end things because you said so. I'm already signing up for the certification test. Just wait for me a little longer, okay?"There it was again. That word."Nicholas, why should I have to stay right where you left me and wait for you over and over again?" I questioned. "The first time, you said Madeline needed directions and asked me to wait, so I did. The second time, you said her club needed help, and I waited then, too. I waited for you a hundred times, and you're still asking me to wait."Nicholas scrambled to grab my hand. "No! You don't have to wait! That's not what I meant. It must've come out wrong. You just do whatever you want t
"Lia, the academic advisor told me you went abroad. When did this happen? Why didn't you tell me?" Nicholas questioned. "Weren't we supposed to go together? Weren't you going to wait until I passed the certification test?"I was speechless.I had said something like that before.Back when our relationship was at its best, I had leaned against his shoulder and asked if he wanted to go abroad with me.Nicholas hadn't given me a straight answer.Instead, he smiled and said, "But I haven't passed the certification test yet."Without thinking, I had replied, "I'll wait for you."Nicholas looked at me but said nothing, quickly shifting his gaze elsewhere.I followed his eyes, and my heart sank. Standing there were the members of the drama club. Madeline was tucked in the center, and she was looking over at us, too.They shared a long, silent look, while I was the only one who looked like I didn't belong.Pulling myself out of the memory, I closed the voicemail, then blocked and d






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