LOGINNo! No-no! NOOOO!
Dizziness assails me. I'm going to faint! It was so unfair! I was staring at the twin of my dead husband and lover from two different periods in history. It was a shock when I saw my Trojan Prince's face on the Senator, Brixtius, in the Roman whorehouse. I assumed at the time I ran into Senator Brixtius, it was a coincidence! Now I know for sure the fairies were honestly fucking with me! The man on the horse had the same beautiful blue-green eyes and facial features I had intimately studied time and again when I was with Brixtius and Braxius. High cheekbones, a straight nose with a firm jawline-fucking gorgeous. "Had you forgotten your manners, boy?" The rider demands. There was a flare of anger in his blue-green eyes, his jaw set, clenching back and forth. Uh? What? I glance over to Sir Hubert, and the man was bowing. Oh shit! Following Sir Hubert's lead, I bow, keeping my face towards the ground. "Rise, Page," the rider commands. "We do not have all day." Shit! Why does he have to sound like them too?! My head lifts, and I try to keep my eyes averted, not wanting to stare at the man on the horse. I can sense the rider's eyes were upon me, studying me intently. To my annoyance, my nipples harden underneath the binding. The man still affects me!" "You hit well today, my lord," Sir Hubert interjects. "Your new personal page," he adds, indicating to me. "The lad is skin and bones," the lord states coldly, putting a damper on my raging libido. "Will he survive the long marches to the battles and jousts?" I must be smaller than the average boy here? In the Middle Ages, a man's average height is at least five-seven or five-eight. I am five-foot-four, which means I am taller than most women in this era. "He survived the journey here from across the water, he can survive the road, my lord," Sir Hubert responds. Across the water? I'm either in Normandy or England. Who is the current King of England? I took a semester of Medieval English History in school, and I enjoyed learning about the English Kings and Queens, including the interesting economic turns that happened during the period, like the Peasant Revolt. "Look at me, boy," the man on the horse commands. I do as he bids, and I still cannot get over the resemblance. Since I was allowed to gaze at him unabashedly, I study his every feature. The only difference between this man and my men before is the long, brown hair falling to his shoulders. Long hair on men is the fashion of the time. That and codpieces. Yuck! "What's your name, Page?" The lord questions. "Jess-Jesse," I stammer out, catching myself from saying my girl's name. The fairies wanted me to play the boy, and I was sticking with the program. "Jesse? An odd name." I don't bother to reply. "Can you read or write?" "Yes, my lord." "Well, there is one thing in your favor then, boy," he huffs. "I have no choice at present. My last page died of disease over a month ago. You will do. Grab my reins, boy." I glance at Sir Hubert, not sure what to do. The older man places his hand on my shoulder, gently pushing me towards the massive horse: a knight's warhorse, an animal trained to stomp and kill men caught under their iron hooves. The horse of the cursed doppelganger was at least nineteen hands high and was pawing the ground. Both ears were lying back, and the stallion was bearing his teeth--a demonstration of hostility. Thank you, mom and dad, for the horseback riding lessons! The warning is loud and clear, halting my steps, and I begin to hum a lullaby softly. The horse's ears are now flicking back and forth, listening to the song. I take a small step forward and another, still humming, until I am close enough to grab the reins under the horse's chin. I slowly raise my hand to rub the horse's nose, letting him take in my scent. "I'll be damned," both the lord and Sir Hubert state at the same time. I keep humming and petting horse, while the lord dismounts next to me. "No one besides me has ever been able to touch Brimstone," the lord murmurs while understanding smacks me. The man was testing me. "Brimstone," I stop humming, repeating the horse's name. "Extremely fitting, but you are just a big baby who needs to be cooled off and fed?" I coo. The horse nods his head up and down as if in agreement. "Okay, Page," the lord sighs. "Cool him and see he gets plenty of oats." "Yes, my lord," my voice betraying my excitement of taking care of the horse. "This way, Page," Sir Hubert states, and starts to walk, while I follow with Brimstone. The activity in the streets had increased with people hurrying to their destinations--however, the crowd parts for us, all attention on me. I keep walking, ignoring the astounded expressions. We reach the barn, and Sir Hubert stares at me like I was an anomaly. "You earned the Duke's respect today," he tells me. "Bryce Plantagenet rarely gives someone his respect so quickly. He makes his subjects earn his regard over time. But you were able to perform a miracle because that horse was like his master. Moody. Take off the saddle and wash Brimstone down," Sir Hubert finishes. "Yes, Sir Hubert." I tend to the animal, washing him down and letting him dry in the courtyard while all the Duke's household and staff gave me wide-berth. I guess these people recognize the horse's temperament. The moment of freedom gave me time to figure out the century. Sir Hubert mentioned the Duke's name, Bryce Plantagenet, cluing me that I was somewhere after the 12th Century. King Henry II of England was considered the first Plantagenet King of England. He inherited the throne through his mother, Matilda. Henry was most notable for the murder of Saint Thomas Becket; and also sired his two infamous sons, King Richard the Lionheart and King John. However, Henry had many children, most born in bastardy, with many who live to adulthood. Bryce Plantagenet's blazons on his shield indicate his family was recognized as part of the English royal family. He also had the royal signal of the French monarchy with the fleur-de- lis. Bryce Plantagenet, therefore, was doubly royal. Brimstone nickers, interrupting my insight on English royal history. He butts his head against my legs. The horse's signal for me to walk him to the barn. Once inside the stall, I pick up clean hay, and I start to rub the horse's red coat, making it shine. I make the horse lift each of his hooves so that I can remove all the compacted dirt from the tiltyard, and finally giving him the bucket of oats he desperately wanted. I leave Brimstone as he munches through his meal, not caring about the world around him. Sir Hubert arrives when I am closing the stall door. "All done, Page?" Sir Hubert requests. "Yes, Sir Hubert. Brimstone was washed, brushed, his hooves cleaned, and currently eating his oats." "Good. Clean the saddle and then find me when you finish." "Yes, Sir Hubert." He leaves, and I pick up the saddle Sir Hubert left on the wooden pommel horse. I find cloth and oils to clean the leather, and I sit on a small wooden stool, wiping away the caked dirt-- the oils bringing a subtle shine to the saddle. I work on the stirrups and the buckles, making the metal also glimmer. The work was tedious, but it helps me formulate an idea on how to find my bearings since I do not know if I was in France or England. The Middle Ages was notorious for the One- Hundred Years War and The Black Death. The fairies would dump me in a middle of a war on the eve of the Bubonic Plague! And bumping into the twin of my two previous lovers, I was most assuredly up the river without a paddle! I continue cleaning the saddle until I was pleased with my work, placing the gleaming tack back on the pommel horse, and leaving the barn to find Sir Hubert. First, I visit his office and discover the room is empty. Next, I go to the training yard, and Sir Hubert is watching Bryce Plantagenet practicing his sword skills against another opponent in a small ring. Both men were padded, and the sword blades were dulled for safety reasons. I stand a few feet behind Sir Hubert and clear my throat. "Finished your chore, boy?" The older man not turning his attention away from the fighting men. "Yes, Sir Hubert," tiredness is creeping into my voice. It has already been a long day, and the sun is still high overhead. "Follow me." Sir Hubert leaves the fighting men, but Bryce Plantagenet catches a glimpse of me, causing him to make a mistake, and his opponent seizes on the flaw, whacking Bryce on the side. The hit infuriates Bryce as he goes on the offensive, hitting the padded man at every opportunity. Bryce makes short work of his opponent and glances back to glare at me. Oh shit! I'm gone! I turn and swiftly catch up to Sir Hubert, not daring to glance back at the sword ring, and I can sense Bryce's heated stare on my back. We stop a few yards away, in front of the archery targets. Sir Hubert grabs a bow as tall as I am and hands it to me. I was lucky enough to attend summer camps when I was little and had the pleasure of playing with the camp bow and arrow sets. I was a perfect shot too! I pull on the string of the bow to test the tension-and man! It was tough to drawback. The height of the bow makes me realize I was handling an English long-bow, a weapon notorious for power, distance, and accuracy. I learned in my Medieval History course the Kings of England forbade their subjects in playing in other pastimes besides archery. The reason was the bow takes tremendous strength to draw. When there was a need for archers in battle, the English lower classes were prepared to fire non-stop bolts at the charging enemy. "Here, boy," and Sir Hubert hands me an arrow. I knock the arrow and pull back as hard as I can, scarcely drawing the string to my ear. I brace my other arm against the wooden bow, pushing forward, my muscles straining. I let the arrow loose, and it doesn't even reach the target. Not even close. Shit. "Hmmmph," Sir Hubert grunts. "It is obvious you didn't do much training on the Continent." "Yes, Sir Hubert," I mumble, hiding my pleasure in discovering my current location. England. "We will fix your shortcomings. Again," the old knight commands. The muscles in my arms are killing me! I practice with the bow for about an hour when Sir Hubert takes pity on me and grants me a break. Servants brought the midday meal consisting of bread, cheese, and warm mead. Mead, a honeyed beer made to be sweet and refreshing, and I was grateful Sir Hubert was allowing me a few moments of respite. My body was covered with sweat with beads of perspiration trickling underneath the bindings that were holding in my boobs. The makeshift bra was soaked from the warming noon- day sun and the exertion to try hitting the damn target! I was looking forward to tonight, where I might be able to sneak a quick bath. "How is the twig holding up, Sir Hubert?" Bryce Plantagenet is walking up to us. He had changed into his everyday lordly clothing with a fresh satin tunic and hose. I can't say the style doesn't suit him, because damn! His appearance makes him even more handsome after washing away the grime from this morning's exercises. Bryce's hair was combed back and shiny, falling gracefully to his shoulders, accentuating the outline of the muscles barely hidden beneath the tunic. The man regally carried himself, telling all that he was the lord of the castle. My stomach clenches and the place between my legs begin to heat as I keep watching Bryce. It is so uncanny how he mirrors like my last two lovers. I grasp I am going to have a hard time keeping my attraction for him at bay. "He will grow stronger, my lord," Sir Hubert replies. I blush in embarrassment for my lack of strength to pull the long-bow. If I were in my own time, I would show you what this "twig" can do! I keep eating, ignoring the two men as they discuss other things. I was too tired to listen to the tedious talks about the logistics on when and how the Duke's household will leave for the King's tourney in London in two weeks. I will simply go with the flow. Instead, I stare into the far distance, wishing I was back home with my parents and my younger sister, Meena. She was with me on the fairy hill, and I had been praying every day she wasn't sucked through the time portal like I was. My sister and I were considered "Irish twins" born less than a year apart. We were profoundly close, and I miss our conversations and her bubbly spirit. "Page!" Bryce's voice is pulling me back into the present. I sigh, realizing my "lunch break" is over, and I stand to bow to the Duke formerly. "Yes, my lord?" Not looking forward to my next task. "Come with me," Bryce commands, turning on his heel and walks towards the castle. Nothing to do but to follow him.fun night!Chapter ThirteenWe left Nantes after a week, Bryce wanting to fully restock the ship since we weren'tstopping at Bordeaux. The seas were calm, and the wind was in our favor to rocket us towardsSpain. Everyone stayed mostly above deck, enjoying the fair weather and the warm sun.88I am watching Bryce and the other sailors in a friendly competition of fishing fortonight's supper. Whoever catches the most fish wins an extra cup of grog, and so far, Bryce hasyet to find one.The majority of the competing sailors already have captured five or six different types offish, but they are using different bait and tackle than Bryce. I watch in amusement as Bryce'smood turns sour as another sailor hauls up another catch.Bryce's dark stare glances at me, but I smile full, and I stick out my tongue. I told himthat deep-sea fishing was way different from stream fishing. He gives me a dirty look whilesuppressing a smile that flitted on his lips. Bryce didn't think I would catch t
The fleet drifts down the Thames, the calmness of the river giving an air of tranquility,but I feel anything but calm. There are so many emotions rushing through me that I could burst! Iscan the green landscape float by, helping me relax and to formulate a plan.I ignore the deckhands rushing to the barking commands of the ship's captain. The sky isovercast, and seagulls scream while flying overhead, and the scent of salt is on the mild wind.Not all the sails were unfurled when we departed the docks because there wasn't a strong enoughbreeze to fill them."What are you thinking?" Bryce whispers behind me. I knew sooner or later, he wouldfind me, and this may be the best place for me to make a request. I don't turn around, wanting totake in the last time I'll probably see England at this time."Please avoid docking in Bordeaux, Bryce," I slightly plead."There shouldn't be a reason for us to land in Bordeaux," he answers."I don't trust Geoffrey," I mutter. I have an awful inkli
Boisterous merry-making greeted us when we returned to the banquet hall. Bryceunhappily plunked down into his seat, and I swiftly grabbed a goblet of wine to serve him. Thiswhole situation sucks!The King sings praises to Bryce for his prowess on the jousting field, and everyonefollows suit. But Bryce remains stoic, not engaging with anyone because he was blindsided bywhat happened in the library.When enough time has passed, Bryce stands to make his excuses due to his injury, andthe King allows him to leave the party early.Back inside the sanctity of the tent, Bryce picks up random items and starts throwingthem against the fabric walls. I stand outside of his throwing range and just watch in silence.Bryce sits heavily on the bed, his head in his hands. I quietly sit next to him, wrappingmy arms around him. "Do you want to talk about it?" I whisper."You heard it all. What's there to talk about?" He replies angrily, closing himself from meas he keeps his head down.74"Tell
The King's physicians did make an appearance, demanding entrance to the Duke'slodgings when the sun was at mid-morning. Sir Hubert must have assigned the most loyal ofBryce's guards because the commotion woke the Duke.Once I made Bryce comfortable, I went to the impatient doctors, taking my time to grantthe group entry. The physicians examined the Duke, patting themselves on the backs on howquickly the Duke was on the mend, thanks to the leeches and blood-letting.I was ignored throughout the entire exchange. However, Bryce would smirk every time Irolled my eyes at the head physician's self-praise."I thank you, gentlemen, for your hard work," Bryce states smoothly, ever the diplomat."Please inform the King that I will appear at court later this evening.""Yes, my lord," they all state in unison, making their formal bows and leaving the tent."This evening?" I question, crossing my arms. "Please remember who saved your assbecause it wasn't those smelly old fools.""I feel well
The bandage needed to be changed every few hours while I monitor Bryce's temperature.Sir Hubert visited, inquiring about the Duke's health. There wasn't much I could say except toshow the older man Bryce's condition."You seem to be quite competent in nursing the Duke, lad. Please send for meimmediately if you need assistance with anything. ""There's one thing, Sir Hubert," and I explain to him about the King's physicians visit inthe morning."Say nothing more, boy," Sir Hubert grins, understanding my reluctance to allow the so-called doctors access to Bryce. "I'll have two guards here at the entrance in the morning."I return the smile, thanking him, and once again, I'm left alone with my charge. Today'sevents have exhausted me, and the night has only recently fallen. I check on my patient, thewound is seeping through the bandage, and Bryce's forehead is clammy.60I change the cloth, washing the wound, and applying a new layer of honey. After I forceanother cup of Willow Ba
I managed to bring Bryce to his room, but whatever the bitch gave him, made him sick asa dog.52The man threw up, nonstop, all night. I gave him sips of water in between each up-chuck,but I knew he was given poison. I had to monitor and let it ride while I prayed that the dosagewasn't generous enough to kill him. And then it hits me.Whatever was given to Bryce was given to him the last few nights. Geoffrey knew thatBryce's Achilles heel was a beautiful woman. Fucking asshole!And now I'm stuck babysitting the Duke, hoping he will be fit to ride tomorrow. Luckyme!After the fifteenth time Bryce dry heaved, he finally passed out, and I was able to catchsome shuteye.The fucking cock crows, and I jolt awake. I scramble to Bryce's side, nervous that hechoked on his puke during the night.I place my pointer finger underneath his nostrils to detect airflow. Oh, thank God! Helives!I leave him to sleep. The joust is a few hours away, and Bryce will need every minute ofsleep he can







