Grayson and I are now laying on the floor both naked and satisfied.None of us are speaking,we are just enjoying the comfortable silence between us.We are both lost in our thoughts,I wonder what he was thinking about.My hands begins to trace the tattoo's on his chest. There is a new one and my heart almost stops beating when I read the inscriptions.Grayson & Bryanna forever.Our bodies may depart but our souls will forever remain together.It is beautifully designed with roses around it,just above his children's name.If I told you I wasn't jealous then I would be lying.I am really jealous and hurt. It should have been my name.My hands kept still on their name and I slowly trace it with a bleeding heart."It is almost morning,I need to go before the kids notices I am gone"he softly says gestures for me to sat up."Okay"I whisper softly,I grabbed my shirt from yesterday and wore it.Luckily I always keep an extra pair of sweat pants in the drawer of the center table.Don't ask m
There was a total silence and I swear you could hear the sound of a pin if it falls down.Annalise was glaring at me probably planning my murder. This is all my fucking fault,I should have just stayed back in Paris and give my brother an excuse for not coming to thanks giving.I wiped my tears and sniffed, maybe I should have jumped the window and died then Grayson wouldn't see me as a killer.Because of me,he couldn't say goodbye to his wife neither did his kids.I am a monster,I tug my hair trying to control my sobs."Why the fuck are you crying?" A voice I recognize to be Annalise's snaps at me.I looked up wiping my teared face and sniffed."This is all your fucking fault. We told you to stay away from us you bitch but you had to come back and opened your stupid deranged legs for my father "she yells stalking closer to me and nobody stopped her."I am sorry "I whisper"Sorry? Sorry for what? Sorry for sleeping with my father or sorry for killing my mother because I really need t
My dad and I are taking Grayson home. Mom took his car back to Grayson's house so we had to take mine.Grayson wasn't willing to come,so we had to sedate him and carry him to the car.That wasn't easy because he really put up fight with doctors and nurses.There is a total silence in the car,my head is in a mess and my dad knows it too well.My hands are shaking against my lips as I remembered what everyone said to me.I can't believe my mom called me a whoreMy mom who always calls me sweetie, honey, baby, princess is now calling me a whore.I tried so said to control my tears but it kept coming. I sniffed softly but still crying." Princess, please stop crying. Don't worry about your mom,I'll speak to her" he says softly glancing at me and back to the road.That even made it worse at the mention of my mom. I bury my face in my palm as I sob.I know my dad is also disappointed in me but he'll never say it.After a few minutes we were at the Grayson house, luckily most of the neighbor
It has been two days since the memorial service,that evening we had a candle and balloon vigil for her. Her favorite color was grey,Erica took it upon her self to make t-shirt for anyone who attend the vigil.People really did come,most were her neighbors. They all really loved her and wanted to be there for the kids and Grayson.The next morning her ashes came back from the cemetery and was placed in a beautiful customized vase Annalise picked.Grayson's family left back to England after that night and now it was remaining only Erica and I with the girls.Grayson hasn't left his room since the ashes came back. We have so many times tried to get him out but he wasn't listening to anyone. All you could hear were his sobs of anguish and it was painful to my heart.."Call me when you get there okay"I mutter to Erica after giving her my car keys.She just had a call from her parents that her sister has been hospitalized again so she is going back home for a few days.I also plan on se
Grayson's P.O.V Two days before the memorial serviceI can't believe she is gone. I didn't get to say goodbye.'whose fault is it' my subconscious mocks me.This is all my damn fault,for letting Jane mess up with my head.Her body is alluring and captivating,her tanned skin glows in the dark and her body is so soft and warm,no man can resist this beautiful goddess.I let lust get the best of me and now I have lost the love of my life and didn't even get to say goodbye.I stare at the stars with tears running down my eyes as I sob softly.Bryanna loved watching the stars with me,it was her favorite thing to do when she was pregnant with Piper."I miss you so much. I don't think I can ever let you go" I whisper into the thin air.I continue to sob softly when the door to the porch open.I hope it isn't Jane because I can hardly handle her presence much less her face.I wiped my teared turned to see Piper standing Infront of the door wearing her PJ's.I thought she was asleep just like
I stretched out my arms to reach for Grayson but I felt nothing. His side feels cold, maybe he was checking up on his kids.I slowly opened my eyes and sat up on the bed with a smile on my face as the memories of yesterday came rushing back.He was aggressive yet gentle and I couldn't stop professing my love for him.He really wanted me to feel his hurt and pain. He wanted me to be his destruction and I gladly did. I would do anything for him at this moment even though it wouldn't make up for what he has lost.I am not hurt that he didn't say it back,he needs time to heal and with time he'll learn to love me just like I love him.I get up from the bed and wince at the painful throb between my legs.I put my night wear back on and began to search for him.I went out and decided to check in the kids room first.When I opened the door I am met with an empty room and bed.Strange.Maybe he was making breakfast. I smile and made my way downstairs but to my shock there was no one around.My
Part II Jane's office dress up^^5 years later.I hear whisperings around me and I roll my eyes, don't these people have work to do.Do I have to fire them and get replacement. It is hard finding good workers theses days."The boss is here""On time as usual. Does she ever take a vacation""Girl,she barely smiles and you want her to take a vacation" "We need to go before she fires us just like what happened to her 4 assistants in a this month" The whispering continues and I roll my eyes, I like how they fear me,it shows them who is superior and I am not my dad."Don't you have something better doing or do I need to fire you" I shout at them and they begun shaking."We..we are sorry Ma'am" they stutter and run away like fire was on their tails.I went to my private elevator and waited for it to stop on my floor.Immediately it dinges opened ,I am met with my assistant holding my morning coffee and schedule.My secretary stands on her feet as a sign of respect and out of fear.She
Grayson's P.O.V Sunlight on my face,I remember clearly closing my curtains. Who the heck opened them."Dad wake up!!"I hear the voice of my 16 almost 17 year old daughter."Why?it is Saturday. Let me sleep in" I groan tiredly." No dad,have you forgotten Piper has her show thing today and I have to go for football practice" she whinesI decided not to mind her thinking she would leave but damn was I wrong."Dad!!! Wake up!!"she yells jumping on my bed like a little girl.I immediately open my eyes and sat up rubbing my face."I'm up,I'm up" I tell her tiredly."Good, break fast is ready,get ready and take me to practice"she orders before getting out."A good morning would have been nice" I yell after her."Good morning " she yells her voice echoing through the hall way.I chuckle and stand up from my king size bed and went to my spacious black tiled bathroom.I look at my reflection in the mirror and sigh,there are bags under my eyes. Fuck! I need a vacation.I entered my specially