I walked out of that cafeteria so fast you would think my ass was on fire. I expected Ace to run after me but to my surprise, he didn’t.
‘Maybe he figured out a lot faster than I thought he would. I guess it would be hard to forget someone like who I was in high school.’
I still had 20 minutes until my next class, and it was right next to the library building, so I wandered over to kill time and read a book. It was another passion of mine that I loved to do, but I stopped reading in public after Ace constantly shouted out the embarrassing and weird books I read. Eventually, I just stopped reading.
How could a guy like that ever think he could stand a chance of being my friend? He wouldn’t last two minutes with me before he ran off crying.
Maybe that was it. This was my chance to finally get back at him for all those years of bullying me.
That was laughable.
I scanned the library's aisles until I came upon a beloved classic; A Tale of Two Cities, by Charles Dickens. I fell in love with this book freshman year of high school, and the tormented and tragic life of Sydney Carton and Charles Darnay.
I found a corner of the library where there was a desk and chair to sit and read. I was so invested in the words I had read a thousand times; that I didn’t hear anyone approach me.
“A wonderful fact to reflect upon, that every human creature is constituted to be that profound secret and mystery to every other,” Ace said.
My head shot up and I glared at him. “What are you doing here?”
“You rushed out so fast after lunch, why?”
I sighed and put the book down. “I’ve already told you; that I’m not interested in making friends. Why can’t you just accept that?”
He shrugged. “Because I want to be your friend, and I’m not taking no for an answer.”
I had a feeling he wasn’t going to listen to me no matter how much I argued, and there were only 10 more minutes before my next class.
“What nonsense were you talking about earlier?” I asked.
He frowned. “It’s a quote from the book.” He pointed at my book.
“How many times have you read this that you memorized quotes like that?” I asked in pure shock. I didn’t ever remember him reading back in high school and he still didn’t strike me as the illiterate type.
“I started reading it after I saw a girl in my high school reading it. The book looked interesting enough and turns out it was nothing like I thought it was. I expected it to be a romance story, which it was, but there was so much more to it that it really caught my interest and quickly became my favourite book.”
My mouth dropped open. There was no way he was talking about me. There were tons of students who were reading this book in high school, it was mandatory freshman year.
“What, does that shock you?” he asked with a grin.
“Kind of, yes.”
He rolled his eyes. “You don’t have to be so blunt about it. Just because I’m a dumb jock, doesn’t mean I don’t like doing things other than playing hockey.”
I hated that I felt a little bad, he did have a point.
“Sorry, that isn’t what I meant,” I muttered.
He pulled up a chair and sat down backward on it next to me.
“You know, you talk sometimes like you’ve met me before, and something tells me you didn’t like me.”
I froze and waited for him to call me out.
“Why would you assume that?” I asked when he didn’t say anything.
He shrugged. “Just a hunch, guess I was wrong, and you’re just mean.” He stuck out his tongue at me.
“Wow, you’re mature.”
Ace put a hand over his chest. “Oh, why thank you.”
“Ugh, it wasn’t a compliment. What is it you want?”
He shrugged again and slouched over on the chair. “I’m bored, I have another half hour to kill before practice. So, I came to bother you.”
I slammed my book shut and grabbed my bag.
“Gee, thanks for blessing me with your presence, but I have class now.”
“Let me walk you there.” He jumped up and followed me.
I rolled my eyes and stayed quiet, there was no use in arguing, I was coming to realize that very quickly. How in the world did I stand this guy in the past? I wasn’t sure what Ace I preferred more; the one who bullied me or the one who won’t leave me alone.
Thankfully, my class wasn’t far from the library.
“Well, here we are,” I said and hoped he got the message.
Instead, he peered inside the class and watched as a few ballet dancers stretched.
“You’re taking dance? I never saw you as a dancer, I thought for sure you were a music junkie,” he said.
“A what?”
He chuckled. “It’s what we call the music students here, it’s all they talk about, like junkies.”
“I happen to love music,” I glared at him.
“Hey, so do I, it’s just a funny name and they’re all well aware of it, trust me.”
“What do you call the dance students then?” I asked.
He grinned. “I’m not sure you want to know.”
“Yeah, you’re probably right about that. Anyway, I got to go.”
“Wait, we’re having another game this Friday. Are you going to come and watch it again? I can save you a seat closer to the ice.”
For a moment I was thrown back to the past, to when I was a naïve teenager who just wanted to be accepted and would’ve killed to have had a handsome and popular guy like Ace Huxley. Instead, all I got was rejection and harassment.
I wanted to say no and walk away, but for some reason, it was hard to be mean when he looked so hopeful. “I’ll think about it,” I said instead.
He cheered anyway. “I might hold you to that, Isla.”
My heart thumped a little when he said my name. It was the first time even since high school that he had ever said it. Whenever he bullied me before, he had just called me names.
If someone had told me this day would’ve come 3 years ago, I would’ve laughed at them, then smacked them. This was almost a dream come true, I really could bully the bully.
I once again woke up to the familiar white walls and slow beeping sounds beside my head. It seemed like too many times I was waking up here, it almost felt like a dream. But I knew it was real when I moved my toes and fingers. My head ached as I tried to sit up, but there was a heavy weight on my chest. I saw Ace asleep on top of me, one hand holding mine. I went and gently stroked his hair, but my fingers froze when I realized something. “I remember,” I muttered out loud. Holy shit, I remembered everything! From my father kidnapping me, right down to getting bashed over the head by Amber. Ace stirred below me and groaned. “Isla?” “I’m right here.” He snapped up from the bed. “Isla! Are you okay? Does it hurt anywhere?” “I’m okay, Ace.” I smiled gently and caressed his cheek. He grabbed my hand and clutched it tight. “Wait…do you remember?” I nodded and gripped his hand back. “I guess that second knock to the head was all I really needed to put things back into place,” I chu
I stood in shocked silence as I watched the moment in front of me unfold. I didn’t recognize the feelings of anguish and rage that took over me until Chase placed a hand on my shoulder and brought me back to reality. “It’s not what you think, trust me. Just watch,” he said. I closed my eyes briefly then opened them to see Ace push the girl away with an irritated look on his face, then shouts at her to leave him alone. “Hey, Ace!” Chase called out. “What?” he roared back and spun around. Once our eyes connected, it felt like the world crumbled and crashed around us, until we were completely alone. No memories resurfaced, but I felt a sense of comfort I had never known in the past three months of trying to find myself. I sensed a missing part of myself nestled inside the warmth of his beautiful blue eyes. I wanted to run to him and run away from him, afraid of these overwhelming feelings that had no sentiment attached to them. Like Chase had predicted, Ace pushed the girl aside a
I was packing my bags in my room when the doorbell buzzed. “Yes?” I answered on the intercom. “Miss, there is a girl here to see you.” It had to be Sylvia. I was wondering when she would turn up. I asked Chase about her, and he vouched that she was someone I knew, but we weren’t the closest of friends before my accident and some of them even suspected her of trying to harm me in the past with a suspicious fire. At the moment my heart trusted Chase more than it trusted Sylvia, but I wanted to figure out what she was planning by hanging around me suddenly. “Let her come up,” I said. There was a knock on the door a few minutes later and I opened the door to her smiling face. Even something about that made me feel off, although it was just a harmless gesture. “Hey, how have you been feeling?” she asked, but I knew what she really meant to ask was if I had remembered anything. “I’m alright, nothing much has changed.” She looked at my bags and frowned. “Are you going somewhere?” “
I stared at the text message for what felt like hours in the dark of my room, the only illumination from my phone. I read the message over and over again, the number now unknown but one name kept pushing at the forefront of my mind.Ace Huxley. I couldn’t be sure it was him, something in the back of my head screamed for me to call the number, but my fingers shook and hesitated over the screen.Before I had the chance to decide, my phone lit up once more with a phone call this time. It wasn’t the same number as the text message, which prompted me to answer it.“Hello?”“Isla, it’s me, Sylvia! Are you still at the hospital? I brought some goodies for you to eat.”I bit my lip and contemplated seeing her to ask about my bag, but I had no proof it was her and if she denied it, I would just look suspicious for no reason. I don’t know this girl, or remember her at least, and until I do my gut tells me not to trust her so easily.“I’m at home right now, I’ve been put on bed rest for a coupl
I woke up in an all too familiar place, I was back in the hospital. This time I only had an IV in my hand and breathing tubes shoved up my nose – and I wasn’t alone in the room.The girl from earlier, Sylvia, was still there waiting anxiously on the chair next to the bed. She gasped and rushed over when she saw me move.“Isla, are you okay?” she asked.I stared at her for a few minutes, but no other memories flashed in my mind.“Are we friends?” I asked.“Why would you ask that? Of course, we are! What happened to you?”I wasn’t sure if I should tell her what happened. Was she really someone I knew before?“Where did we meet?” I asked.She looked confused but proceeded to tell me about the University and the dance program we are both enrolled in, the time we met in the practice rooms and the drama we both went through with a girl named Amber.“Is she the reason you’re here? Did she do something to you?”I shook my head, feeling a little more familiar with Sylvia.“I was hit by an onco
3 months later… It had been a slow process, but after a few months, I had most of my functionality back in my body. I could move more than a few steps before my legs collapsed and they no longer shook after running on the treadmill. My arms were stronger and the last of my bandages came off today. During the time I spent in the recovery ward, I met another girl around my age who suffered from the same thing as I did, total amnesia. She couldn’t even remember the accident she was in and was unable to speak her own name before two weeks of recovery. Her name is Sarah and she had been a rock the entire time I was here. I had felt so alone the first week I was there, unable to remember who I was or where I came from, the only detail I had was my only living family member tried to kill me, and I almost succeeded. He was now in jail, and I was left completely on my own, with nothing to me but my name and the clothes I arrived with. They were so f