“Ivor, I know,” I said, and wanted to explain, but Ivor’s cynical and impatient gaze made me lose my confidence.
Elie said, “It’s okay, Ivor, we’re just talking.”“I hear your screams. And your arm, too, what happened to it?” Ivor asked, staring at the red mark and frowning.My heart twitches. I did not trust Elie to be a naive girl. What I had seen proved it to me, or at least I believed it was.So I couldn’t let Elie continue her conversation with Ivor, most likely she would turn the story to a different direction.“Boss, I…,” I said hesitantly.Only then did he glance at me. He said, “What’s wrong?”My heart beat fast.I was nervous.I took out my phone, gave it to him. Ivor looked up at the screen and saw a recording displayed.He looked at me; I signaled him to hold it the way he signaled me when we worked together.Ivor opened the recording file.“Hey, don’t,” Elie tried to stop him, but it was all for nothing.The content of the recording file sounded. Ivor frowned, listening to what was recorded, while my heart seemed to jump out of my chest.I stared at him, observing his every expression, and cared nothing around.After listening to the recording file, he asked me,“You did it?”I hurriedly nodded, hastily responding, “Yes, I did”I expected Ivor to expose Elie’s lies and kick her out of his life, paying no attention to his unhappy gaze.Ivor nodded, then returned the phone to me.I was fully satisfied“Ivor, I…,” Elie said hesitantly. She wanted to explain, but I didn’t allow that to happen.“Sir, I suspect Miss Jenner is cheating on you, she’s catching fish with two hands, becoming your mistress but still dating another man,” I said what I thought of Elie and wait for Ivor to kick Elie out of the villa.“No, Ivor, please hear me explain,” Elie said.“How do you know that?” Ivor didn’t mind Elie asking me.“I, the audio file…,” I replied hesitantly.“Is that all?” Ivor asked and sighed.I did not understand. What else made Ivor hesitate without doing what I wanted?For me, that recording file was enough for everything. Why would Ivor say that?Ivor’s gaze was still on me, he expected an answer.“Yes, it’s the only thing,” I said.Ivor looked at Elie, his gaze reminded Elie to say what she meant.“Ivor, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to lie to you, but my dad is seriously ill. He’s in the hospital, but I can’t visit him. The hospital staff called me this morning, told me that the doctors who had just done one of his surgeries last night, and they reminded me that the hospital fees you paid earlier were over. So I was worried about my dad. Ivor, I miss him, I really want to see him. I’m sorry,” Elie said, her eyes welling with tears.I heard the whole thing and was surprised because I didn’t think she would say that. And what the hell was that?She was lying.“Lia, get back in the car, you need to rest,” Ivor told me.“But, I” I did not take it for granted when things got that way.Things shouldn’t have been that way. I was supposed to be the winner.“Lia, listen to me. You really need to rest,” Ivor repeated, not allowing me to deny his request. “Before that, apologize to Elie.”Ivor’s words made me sad, more than jealous of Elie, Ivor didn’t believe me.Did I lose his faith?I had a tangerine stalk, but I couldn’t bear to bow down and apologize to my opponent.Ivor sternly looked at me.I could only make concessions.“I’m sorry, Miss Jenner,” I said.“No problem, you’re a loyal Ivor aide, it’s just a small misunderstanding,” said Elie.Before I got back to Ivor’s car, I heard him ask the butler to contact the staff in the hospital where Elie’s father was and pay all his hospital bills.Everything was clear, Ivor believed Elie.I got back in the car; the driver gave me a look and then focused on his work. But I could not cry in the car, where there were strangers, even if I wanted to.I did not want to do anything, sitting idly on a chair. And when I calmed down, I realized I was really stupid.I was too hasty, immersed in jealousy and dominated by affection.Ivor returned shortly after, to return to the company. We didn’t tell each other anything.I’m too ashamed of what I’ve done, and I may disappoint Ivor.My mood went bad. Coco recognized it and she tried to help me better, but I refused her help.Coco sighed, leaving me alone.Everything was going as usual. I still did what I needed to do as an assistant to Ivor.A few days later, I was told that Elie was ill. She only had a cold, but Elie’s resistance was weak, so without good care, Elie won’t be able to heal quickly.I worry about Elie, that was part of my job, and I could get more credit from Ivor if I took good care of her.I asked about her health every day and also asked the excellent doctors from the hospital of Ivor’s mother to come and examined her.However, I quickly realized that Ivor would not come to Elie’s villa during her illness. He had no intention of finding a new mistress, even if I had deceived his mistresses to leave him.I was glad about it.At that time, I had to choose between satisfying my feelings and taking good care of Elie to gain Ivor’s trust.It was a hard choice, but it didn’t take me too long to decide.The love for Ivor had subdued me, the jealousy had invaded me; I did not take good care of Elie. She had been ill for a long time until Ivor received a report from doctors.Ivor asked me to come to his office.“What have you been doing all this time, Miss Reyes?” Ivor scolded me. “Did you know that Elie’s resistance is weak, she needs good care. You just showed me how unprofessional you are. Unprofessional and irresponsibility had never to appear when you are my assistant.”I could not explain, I looked at Ivor’s angry face and realized I had fallen into an infinite loop.I was Ivor’s personal assistant; it took me five years to get credit from Ivor, but I was so jealous of his mistresses that I could not fulfill the tasks Ivor had given me and let him down, but when I tried to want again to get the highest credit from Ivor, I was so jealous of his mistresses.I was afraid Ivor would fire me.I was not brave enough to be a stranger to Ivor. But I fell into a terrifying emotional loop that couldn’t find my way out.The situation was dangerous, and I offered a clever solution.“I, please allow me to take a week off before going back to work,” I said.I believed a week was enough for me to calm down.“Take a week off, once again? Lia, why don’t you quit as well?”I could not believe what Ivor had said. “No way. I mean…”, I panicked, trying to resolve this terrible situation. So far, I really regretted what I had done. That was an expensive price. But Ivor didn’t give in to me, he looked at me with stern eyes. Ivor said, “You can write your resignation this morning, I’ll sign it for you right away.” Then he focused on his work. I couldn’t believe Ivor would be so heartless, and I realized I was so reckless and confident in thinking that he would forgive me after all, just because I was his assistant who worked with him for five years. I had to admit bitterly, Ivor might have an assistant who was more professional than me, but I could not find another person I could love as passionately as I loved him. He certainly knew that, too, and he did so. He was going to fire me and found a new assistant. I felt pain. Ivor, you were so heartless. But my reason reminded me I had no right to suffer or regret. Because from the beginning, I knew the
I was dedicated to my job, making myself busier than anyone in the company, so I did not have to worry about Ivor or anything about him. My devotion surprised and pleased Ivor. So I became his only assistant not to accompany him on his business trip to California. Instead, I would assist the vice president in the company's management. On the third day of his business trip, he called me and asked me to escort Elie to the hotel where he was staying. As I had assisted the vice president with most of the important tasks in the company. On a private plane, Elie asked me, “It’s amazing that Ivor left you so busy to see me.” “It’s my job, Miss Jenner,” I coldly replied. I was lazy to think about what it really meant, and I leaned back in my chair and took a nap. I did not believe Elie was a deer, but I did not hate her either. Simply, I wanted brief contact with her. After a nap, I continued to bury my head at work. Recently, Ivor was only interested in Elie, so things related to Iv
I didn’t want to face being fired again.For me, there was nothing as important as staying with him, even if I could only be with him as his assistant.I struggled to get out, but he held my waist tight.“Ivor, stop,” I said, almost begging, trying to turn away from his kiss.He did not seem to be satisfied when I did that. Of course, he was a possessive man. He did not allow anything that belonged to him to go out of his control.But I did not belong to him. He should know that better than anyone because he rejected my love. By this time tomorrow morning, when he was awake and found out I had sex with him, he won’t give me a friendly gaze.Ivor hold my head so I could not interrupt the kiss again.I slowly fell into a kiss with the man I loved.But, of course, I did not want to be fired.My reason and my feelings started a battle to find the winner.I was so focused on that battle that I didn’t mind the kiss with Ivor. He wasn’t happy about it, he didn’t want anyone to ignore him and
I was scared and didn’t believe what happened last night. Ivor raped me, but in the end I felt happy. I was crazy, I could feel good when I was raped. A crazy thought came to my mind again, I had sex with Ivor, which was something I never thought I’d get a chance to do. But I panicked, my heart beating fast when I thought about the consequences I would face. No, I couldn’t just sit here and wait for Ivor to wake up, see me and then get mad at me and fire me. I have to get out of here and erase all the evidence. Holy shit! I should have left last night. But, after he finished the last round in the bathroom, he fell asleep right away. I was horrified to think he was in a coma. I had to help him to the bed, and as soon as he laid his back on the bed, he took my hand and pulled me into his lap. I was too tired to stay awake until he fell asleep and ran away. I sat on the bed, rubbing my temples. I had a headache and wanted to go home immediately. But I had a lot of work to do, fi
I brought my fatigue and anxiety back to New York. I couldn’t sense how Ivor’s threats, which he had for the girl who slept with him last night, affected me until I had a bad dream when I took a nap on the plane. I could not remember what I dreamed except Ivor. I tried to fall asleep again, but I couldn’t even take sleeping pills. I did not come to the company immediately after Ivor’s will, but returned to my home, sleeping soundly by the slow effects of sleeping pills. I woke up in the middle of the night. The first thing I did was fumbled for my phone. The battery line was yellow, on the screen was a series of incoming calls. I was tired and hungry so I did not care who called me. I ordered food at a night diner. When I opened the door to pick up the goods, I saw a large box carefully and beautifully packed on my porch. I checked the sender’s address on the box after I had finished having dinner, and was surprised to see the address of the corporation where I was working. I br
“Lia, Lia,” John’s call startled me. I feel my eyes widened.Maybe I looked stupid then. At first, he tries not to laugh, but ended up smiling amusedly. He asked, “I see you motionless for a moment. What’s wrong?”“It’s, no, it’s nothing. I was just thinking about work this afternoon,” I said, then focused on eating noodles without raising my face because of shame.Shit, I had had been thinking a lot, but I still could not figure out what was going on with Ivor that day.Maybe he didn’t get weird, I just thought too much. I tried to hypnotize myself for such superficial reasons. And I felt that my actions were ridiculous and stupid.In the afternoon, I brought the report to him as promised.When I walked into the room, Ivor was still busy with his work. He was so focused that he didn’t notice my appearance.I left the report on your desk and then left his room. But immediately, Ivor raised his head and said, “Stop, I’ll comment on your report right away.”Well, he commented on my repor
Of course, I was telling the truth, but I only slept two hours last night after I took my sleeping pills. The feeling of insecurity has followed me since yesterday, when I learned that the hotel still had backup surveillance tape files.“We have the tape, so you’ll find her soon,” Ivor said.“Yes, of course,” I answered sloppily, although I still wanted to chat with Ivor, as fatigue and the effect of sleeping pills had not dissipated.I fell asleep immediately and when I woke up, Ivor and the staff on the plane were transporting the luggage to the car.I got into the car with my drowsy face and tangled hair. Before the car left, a female employee promptly handed me a comb, a mirror, my handy makeup box, and a cold orange juice bottle. I raised my eyebrows when I saw the orange juice bottle.Although quite shy, I still I still put on makeup when I’m sitting next to the car while the car is moving.When we arrived at the hotel, the hotel manager was waiting.“We’re here to get backup fil
That someone erased the backup surveillance footage made me worry. As soon as I got back to New York, I went back to my home, searching for surveillance footage in the handbag that I used when I escorted Elie to California, which I had left on the sofa for days.I wanted to check the contents of this surveillance tape. Would it have erased the part of Elie’s stay in Ivor’s hotel room?But I hesitated. I was not interested in seeing what Elie and Ivor did when I wasn’t there. Plus, Ivor didn’t have any important clues left to find that strange girl, who had a one-night stand with him, was me.My curiosity won.Indeed, the contents of the surveillance tapes were only during the time Ivor and I were in his room.But why?To get this surveillance footage, I texted Ivor’s loyal subordinates by his phone. I asked him to ask the hotel’s surveillance officer to remove the tape and take the surveillance tape to the front door of Ivor’s hotel room.That loyal subordinate won’t be able to erase E