LOGIN*ERIC*
I completely forgot my promise to Kayla that I’d take her to the festival at her school today. To make matters worse, I started a new account today that was incredibly complicated. It took me and three of my top employees to break it down and take portions. It wasn’t until Kacie called that I realized what time it was. She was upset. Sometimes, she acts like she’s more than my sister. Then I have to remind her that I’m a grown ass man and if she wants someone to push around, she should go to Josh for that. That makes her blood boil, but she leaves me alone afterward. I left work as soon as we hung up and headed for my condo. I lived about 20 minutes from the job and needed to get ready and head to the school, which was about another 15 minutes away. I was looking at an hour before we got there. When I opened the door, Kayla stomped up to me with her arms folded. The sass on this girl! “Uncle, Mommy says it’s 4 o’clock, and you were supposed to be here on time for the festival.” “I know, sour patch, but work got busy. Besides, I’m here now to get ready and take you.” “But we’re going to be late.” “We have time, I promise. Why don’t you ever give your mom a hard time like you do me?” Hearing that, Kacie chimed in, “Trust and believe, she does. I just tune her out.” I threw my hand up in disbelief and went to get ready. I showered and put on some sweatpants with a black t-shirt and a zip-up hoodie. By the time we arrived at the school, it was a little past 5 p.m. I didn’t expect to see such a small school lot come to life with all the decorations. I looked around, taking everything in, when I spotted Jamira, just as beautiful as always. But who was with her? We looked at each other but said nothing. Not even a wave from afar. I kept my cool because of the children, but when I got my chance to talk to her, I was going to take it. For the next hour or so, Kayla, Kacie, and I all engaged in games. Occasionally, I glanced around and observed Jamira and that guy interacting and playing games together. She would occasionally catch me staring. I never looked away because I was curious about their relationship. Was he a coworker, a friend, or a lover? Regardless, I was determined to find out. Finally, the opportunity arose when I spotted her alone by the fish bowls. I excused myself from my sister and rushed towards her, grabbing her arm more forcefully than I intended. I decided to simply ask about the guy she was with and discovered that they were together. My heart nearly burst at that revelation. I couldn’t comprehend why she would play with me. So, I told her to leave him because my jealousy prevented me from leaving her. She attempted to protest, but I lost interest and left after sending her a warning. She could do whatever she wanted with that. The drive back home was filled with tension, and neither of us wanted to break the silence. When we arrived, Kacie sent Kayla to their room before stopping me in my tracks. “Alright, dummy, who is she?” she demanded. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” I replied, trying to maneuver around her. She kept getting in my way. “You’ve been sulking the entire ride back and you’re clearly irritated, so what’s got your panties in a bunch?” Offended by the question, I pushed her onto the couch and made my way to my room. There, I threw myself onto the bed and replayed our conversation in my mind. By then, Kacie stormed in, arms folded across her chest, her face filled with anger. “Eric Franklin! What is your problem?” “Leave me alone, Kace. I’m not in the mood.” “Talk to me,” she demanded. I let out a sigh and rubbed my hands down my face. “Ugh, Kace… it’s… it’s this girl, her name is Jamira, and she’s… I tried my best to explain, but I struggled.” Kacie unfolded her arms and sat down beside me. She ran her fingers through my hair, just like she did when we were kids, and I became frustrated. She always knew how to calm me down. It was as if she possessed some kind of psychic ability. “E…I’m not sure what you’re trying to say and I won’t pretend to know what you’re going through, however, if this is girl is truly your person it’ll all work out. Just don’t force it and try not to think completely with your heart. Try to use your head too.” After that she left with those words still in the air heavy with a certain pressure I knew all too well but couldn’t put a name to.*JAMIRA* Ayana and I talked and laughed as she recounted the events from her date and everything that happened afterwards. That girl still hadn’t changed. “Okay, but why didn’t you call me? I would’ve picked you up.” “Girl you too busy playing house with that man all up in your business.” “You see where that got me.” We both laughed. “Speaking of that, how’s the baby?” “He’s fine. I’m just ready for him to come already.” “Just hang in there girl.” I smiled. It’s amazing how a simple phrase can make you feel better than you did before. Even though I was happy to be talking to Ayana, my mind stayed on Eric. Ever since Kacie left he’s been down in the dumps. I thought if I surprised him at work, he’d feel at least a little better. Then Walt was acting strange like he didn’t want to be bothered. Eric would never say it, but I could tell he felt that the whole interaction was…off. “Hello, hello?” Her voice pulled me away from my thoughts. For a moment I’d fo
*ERIC* The move was not only bittersweet, but it made the condo feel bigger in a way I hadn’t imagined possible. The commotion in the morning, the laughter, even the routine I’d gotten accustomed to were all nonexistent now. I sat on the couch watching the game when Jamira came and sat next to me. She took my hand into hers and looked at me for a while before speaking. “You know we should do something nice for Kacie.” I nodded my head not fully processing what she was saying. She didn’t press the issue. I’m glad she didn’t. She just motioned for me to lift my legs up and started massaging my feet. That did more than I expected, actually. It was like most of the tension that had been building over the months was finally starting to ease. The rest of it melted away when I got in the shower. The water ran down my body and took my troubles with it. When I got out I found Jamira had already fallen asleep. I slid in next to her, not trying to wake her up. That night
*AYANA* “Ayana, if you don’t go back in the house and change, we’re not going anywhere.” “What’s wrong with it?” “If I show you what’s wrong with it, we’ll never make it out.” I rolled my eyes at him. Whose dad is this man? For the record, it’s nothing but a little cleavage. Sometimes the titty is the outfit. I thought it was cute. I stepped out in a denim mini skirt with a corset top and a nice pair of heels. I will admit that top was a size or two too small, but that’s because I wanted that lift. Jeremy didn’t appreciate it. He’s always thinking these thirsty dudes are looking at me. I keep telling him that’s none of his concern. He just keeps insisting on telling me to change my clothes. I went inside and found a cute bodycon dress that stopped mid-thigh. It was red with black straps. I paired it with a black leather jacket and my black chunky heels. When I stepped outside, he smirked and gave his ‘nod of approval’. He opened my door and helped me into my seat. “
*CHRIS* The next day, I went into work with dinner still on my mind. I never knew my mom was in such a state. She seemed perfectly fine when she came to visit me at the hospital. She even helped me around the room during my recovery. I hadn’t known she’d been lying. Neither did I know that she lied to my dad too. I wondered what else they weren’t telling me since I left last night. That unsettling flutter in my stomach hadn’t left either. It’s safe to say I didn’t sleep. Between me trying to find Mira and worrying about my mom, I might be on the verge of losing my mind myself. I didn’t talk to my dad about it because it was already late, so I ended up leaving, but I intended to talk to him about it today. The morning rush came early, and we were all busy trying to get everyone in and out. It wasn’t until around one o’clock that I was able to get enough breathing room to go address things. I went down the hall and knocked on his door. “Come in.” I walked in and sa
*CHRIS* For weeks I’ve been working to escape my own thoughts of Jamira. She really thinks I’m going to just lay down and accept the fact that she wants to leave? She has life all fucked up. The last time we spoke I made sure to let her know this wasn’t over. I intend to show her exactly what I mean. I’d been riding past her school looking for her for a week just to finally call and find out she doesn’t even work there anymore. That made my mission to find her harder, but not impossible. The following week I rode around and when I went to get some gas, I just so happened to catch her bald-headed ass friend Ayana. I made sure she didn’t notice me by sliding a little down in my seat when she exited the car. She was with a medium-built, medium-brown man with dreads and just a few inches taller than her. I wanted to throw my shoe at the back of her head. It took all of ten minutes for them to come out and get in the car. I waited another five minutes before I left. I
*ERIC* Two cars. Three people carrying the same destination. Three completely different silences. As I pulled onto the road toward my parents’ house, I couldn’t shake the feeling that dinner wasn’t going to end the way any of us hoped. I didn’t know what to expect, but I knew what I didn’t want. The tension was so thick it felt wrong walking inside someone else’s home like that. I slowly pulled into the driveway, stretching every agonizing minute. Jamira placed her hand on top of mine. I let out a deep breath that I’d been holding the entire ride over. I stopped the car and got out. As I walked over to the passenger side to let Jamira out, my heart started beating fast as my anticipation grew. I forced a smile on my face as I grabbed her hand and led her to the door. This time, we showed ourselves inside. My dad was on the couch watching football while yelling out to my mom, who was in the kitchen finishing up dinner and preparing dessert. “Kitty, your kids







