Kabanata 14.3

“Hey, are you alright?” I heard him asked as he stepped out of the car. 

“I’m sorry… I’m sorry... I’m—” My voice was shaking, staring at him with my watery eyes while my body was extremely shaking from the emotional feelings that I have.

“I’m sorry, ma. I’m sorry.” I whispered, losing my insanity. “It’s my fault. I’m sorry.” I repeatedly apologized to my mom that because of me, she died. My breathing became unstable and I started to lose it, my heart is in so much pain and my body is trembling with fear. Memories of the past started reminiscing about what had happened twelve years ago. 

He stepped his foot towards me and put his hand on my shoulder and moved it softly to get my attention. “What’s wrong? Why are you shaking? I should be the one who gets mad—”