To say he was exhausted was an understatement.
A sleepless night, eighteen hours of travel and the time zone change had liquefied him. When he landed in Beijing, he was literally a shadow of his former self. All he wanted was a warm bath and the comfort of a soft mattress. Perhaps he would even allow himself a frugal meal in between.
With the last strengths, Adam headed off to complete the paperwork for entry and dragged himself to retrieve his luggage.
Despite the late hour, the airport was packed with people, so he found it challenging to find a free taxi. He was far too tired to go in search of public transport, but the long wait for a free car was taking away the last bits of lucidity.
Due to the tiredness and the bedlam, he was on the verge of a severe migraine.
He massaged his temples to relieve the slight pain drumming in his head. With his head bowed, he did not notice a black luxury car that had pulled up alongside the pavement where he was waiting.
"What a coincidence!" Said a grumpy voice from the back seat.
Adam jumped. He knew very well who the obnoxious stamp belonged to. Comfortably seated inside that car was Zhao Shang Chiang, his cousin.
He slowly raised his head to look at his hated relative. Then, with a sharp nod, he waved goodbye, and as if nothing had happened, he picked up his luggage and headed for the nearest underground station.
"Where are you going? I'll give you a ride."
A rattlesnake's instead bite me, Adam thought, taking the stairs that would take him safely from that inauspicious encounter.
"Adam! Adam! Adam!" Shang Chiang continued to call to him until he disappeared from his sight.
His shouting had attracted the attention of many people, and all were now watching the young man intent on calling out to someone in the middle of the crowd.
Farewell to the possibility of living quietly for some time, Adam thought before boarding the underground car.
***
An unconscious bystander watched as the two cousins met. Then, after his evident surprise at what had happened, he decided to pull his mobile phone out of the pocket of the leather jacket he was wearing.
He didn't even need to scroll through the phone book because the number he was interested in was the first one on the speed dial. So he clicked on it and waited for his caller to answer.
"Yes?" A warm baritone voice answered from the other end of the line.
"Adam's here!" he reported.
"Don't do anything. I'll take care of it myself," the person ordered after a moment of silence.
The communication was abruptly cut off. The man shrugged his shoulders and proceeded to the motorbike parked nearby. But, knowing his interlocutor well, the young man was not going to have it easy.
***
Arriving home, Adam let himself fall onto the sofa he found in the living room. The migraine had taken over, so he decided to wait a moment before showering and going to sleep.
He didn't have the strength to do anything.
In a small corner of his heart, he had nurtured the hope to not meet anybody from his past. At least not the first few times he was there. Instead, he had run into his cousin not even an hour after his arrival.
Fate was not on his side.
He was sure that by now, Ming Chun Chu also knew of his arrival and, as a result, would move to make his life hell.
"Your mere presence in this house ruins the good name of this esteemed family," these had been his grandfather's last words to him seven years earlier.
That same evening, immediately after the fierce altercation and the ensuing attack, Adam had struggled to gather some of his belongings. Finally, he had left the old man's house forever.
Since then, he had buried the experience in the darkest corner of his memories: his grandfather and the Ming family; the difficulties he had encountered; the harassment he had suffered.
Only one memory returned to his thoughts from time to time. Then, a lashing look and a mocking smile would sneak into his dreams, making his heart race.
When this happened, he would wake up in a tangle of crumpled sheets, drenched in sweat with the echo of that deep voice that called him Xiao Wū Mù in the climax of lovemaking.
The night before, it had happened again. He had dreamed him.
Hēi Sé.
His first love, his only love, because it had been impossible for him to trust anyone else after him.
The man who had tormented, challenged and loved him. But, no, he had not loved him, never. Instead, he had used him as an outlet while waiting to reach his absolute goal.
And he had fallen for it; he had allowed himself to be beguiled by those two black pools that were brazenly squaring up to him. He had believed every single word of love and had allowed himself to be seduced by every kiss and caress.
Even now, he could clearly remember her large hands eagerly exploring every inch of his body, the intoxicating smell of their skins brushing against each other, and the sweet melody of their moans of pleasure.
He had been a foolish dreamer, but he had learned his lesson and hard.
At the moment, he had only two goals in mind. The first was his new job assignment, and the other, to avoid any contact with unwanted people as far as possible. With this last thought in mind, he headed for the bathroom to take his much-needed shower.
After a shaky night's sleep, the following day, he got up early to sort out his belongings and do some shopping. He had a whole day before he had to plunge into work.
First, he studied the new house, not that there was much to explore. It wasn't huge, but at least it was new; a functional kitchen with a small living room, a sitting room, and a cozy bedroom with an en-suite bathroom was all that was included. The furniture was minimalist, and there was a preponderance of black and taupe in the colors.
He would have to buy a few more furnishings and ornaments to make it more pleasant to live in. After placing all his belongings, he made a list for immediate purchases. Food shopping came first. Shuangjing was a residential neighborhood in Chaoyang District. It was located just a few minutes away from the Beijing Cbd (Nda. Beijing Central Business District), where the editorial office where he would be working was also located. It was a lively area, full of supermarkets and western-style restaurants. Moreover, its population included many ex-pats like himself. So he would fit right in, he thought. Given the proximity of the shops he needed, it didn't take him long to finish his errands. He still had most of the afternoon to spare. Since he already knew the city, he didn't need to visit it, so he decided to go to the newsroom to test the waters before the official start the next day. Taking advantage of the beautiful autumn day, he decided to go for a
"Cancel this morning's appointments!" The peremptory order was snarled at the poor assistant waiting outside his office. Then, without further ado, he locked himself inside, slamming the door. The situation had gotten out of hand, thought Shàng Wèi as he looked out of the window. He had planned their meeting several times and promised himself that he would be cold and impassive towards him. He promised himself that he would be cruel and cold-blooded towards him. He would look at him with a composed, icy expression to hide the pain and disappointment he had felt over the last few years. And then he would... And instead... He had gone after him, as excited as a child who had finally been given the puppy he had so longed for. He had jumped out of the car stopped at the red light, leaving the company driver stunned. He had followed him into the building, admiring the slender body wrapped in that jumper. Still, Shàng Wèi knew all that was hidden beneath those clot
In the years that followed, the Carter family returned to Beijing at least once a year. But fate had not allowed him to see the doll so often. He had managed to catch a glimpse of him at a few occasions or official receptions. Still, he had never been able to approach him because he always kept to himself, talking only to his siblings and parents. Then, finally, the right opportunity had presented itself. The right opportunity came to him during university. In those days, he was called Hēi Sé, the black, by everyone. That nickname had been given to him by one of his many high school adventures. She had explained that he deserved to be called because his soul was black, and not even a sliver of light could pass through it. His fame as a playboy and the echoes of the misdeeds he had committed together with his two companions in misfortune, Sun Wěi Qí and Hu Yún, had only fuelled the use of this nickname. His father, tired of rushing to clean up his messes aroun
3.99 km2. This was the size of the Cbd area, and, despite the vastness of space, he had come across Hēi Sé himself, even making a fool of himself. That lightning-fast thrill of seeing him again had taken him back in time. For a moment, he had rediscovered the impertinent self of a few years earlier when he had not yet discovered the suffering of love. As a boy, he had always been sociable and cheerful and, for this reason, wanted and loved by many. It was because of these characteristics that he had first approached Shàng Wèi. Although he felt he had already met him when he noticed him lost in his faculty, his haughty attitude made him unbearable. That was why, after the first stormy encounter, he had tried very hard not to be in his vicinity. As soon as he saw him appear anywhere, Adam would eclipse himself. But slowly, he had not realized that in avoiding him, he had begun to observe him, studying his movements and his schedule. As t
Until one day, on his way back from his shopping trip, he had heard that annoying nickname again. "Xiao Wū Mù, you're hard to intercept without your little fan club," a wry voice had said behind him. To his surprise, the shopping bag he was holding had slipped from his hands, falling to the ground. Then, heedless of the cans rolling everywhere, he had turned to face the owner of that item. "You think you're funny? My name is Adam and not Xiao Wū Mù." He had rebelled. "I know! But I find that the name I gave you suits you better," Shàng Wèi had said confidently, approaching him. "You see, your skin is the shade of Macassar ebony, which is very precious and not easy to come by, kind of like you are." He had said with a caressing look. Adam had been incredulous; he had never heard such nonsense. It was clear he was pulling his leg. "You know there are different shades of colors in the world; we're not all made the same. The fact that you'
Strolling lost in his memories, he arrived at Ritan Park. There weren't many people around, just a group of elderly people taking a Tai Chi class and a few tourists on their way to the Temple of the Sun. He decided to rest for a moment and chose to sit on a bench not far away. He looked at the time; Claire was probably already in the shop at that moment. He decided to call her. After only two rings, he was greeted by the bright, joyful voice of his little sister. "How is my charming big brother? Do you already miss me after such a short time? Don't worry; I haven't set your house on fire yet!" Adam smiled as he listened to that flood of words; it instantly lifted his mood. Claire was the one who had helped him most to recover from his bad experience years ago. Despite being the baby of the family, she had been there for him and had been his confidante. She was the only one who knew what had really happened. "Adam? Adam? Are you still t
The next day Adam went to the office. As soon as he entered, he was greeted by the bright smile of a young woman with long black hair. "Good morning! You must be Adam, welcome. I'm Shun La, the editorial secretary," the girl told him. "Good morning Shun Lan. Nice to make your acquaintance. I'm Adam Carter." "Don't be so formal. We prefer to keep a more relaxed environment in the office. The work itself is stressful enough, without having to think about all the pleasantries involved." She explained to him jokingly. "Come on; I'll take you to the director." "I'm not late, am I? I remember the email said to report at 9 am today," he asked worriedly. "Yes, that's right, rest assured. But, unfortunately, Mr. Jameson had to come in early because of a little problem that arose last night." She said as she got up from her desk. Shun La filled him in on some work-related matters as they walked down the long corridor that led to the manager's of
When Adam left the office that Friday, he found the smiling face of William waiting for him. As he reached him, he was smothered in William's strong embrace. They hadn't seen each other for many weeks. They decided to go to a restaurant near Adam's home; this would also make it comfortable to prepare for that evening's event. After ordering a delicious hot pot, sitting down at the table, they told each other about the latest happenings: job changes, updates from their old friends, and their respective families. Having been friends since high school, their respective families had also grown closer, and it was not uncommon for them to be together on several occasions. Even Margaret, William's younger sister, had become Claire's best friend. "How's George doing in Ottawa?" asked William as he dipped a piece of tripe into the pot of boiling broth. "We spoke just this morning. First, George spent a good five minutes complaining about the bitter col