Thinking about her feelings

Elena ran into her room and locked the door; she sat at the feet of her large bed and cuddled her legs feeling like tearing up. Elena was worried and confused, she didn’t understand why she was suddenly being so easy to go with Leonardo.

Didn’t she despise him anymore? But he was keeping her here against her wish? He made her do horrible things? Well, those thoughts were just her trying to cover up her real worries. Yes, she once hated Leo but not anymore and she has known that for a while now.

The main issue at hand was not about her hating him, it was about her loving him. She was developing feelings for him against her better judgment. He was the devil’s protégé and yet she was falling for him. That man had so much blood on his hands and yet she was having complicated feelings for him.

What did she even really want? Were these feelings real to begin with or was it just her being silly? She didn’t understand why she had sex with him t