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Chapter 29: Kent

Author: owlonmywrist
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-28 12:39:44
TRIGGER WARNING: Discussions of suicide and attempted suicide. Read at your own discretion.

“How are you feeling today, Kent? You’re looking better—there’s more color in your cheeks.” My therapist, Allison, is watching me closely, her tone gentle but probing.

I force a small smile, shifting in the plush chair of her office. “Yeah. Star dragged me to the flea market Saturday. They made me put on, like, an entire bottle of sunscreen. Said they were worried I’d turn into ash like a vampire,” I joke weakly, managing a short chuckle.

It’s been three months since that disastrous meeting with Cole.

When Cole said he didn’t want me anymore, I ran from the café without looking back. Ignored his desperate calls, his pleading voice. I barricaded myself in the apartment, locked him out, and then I fell apart.

Cole banged on the door, begging me to let him in, pleading for me to talk to him. But I just lay there, curled up in bed, crying so hard I couldn’t breathe. I knew I couldn’t go back to just
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Way to give me a heart attack there, Kent.

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owlonmywrist
Only one more chapter left and then this story is over. I feel bad for them, but they both had way too much baggage to go into this in a healthy way. Hopefully they can find peace and happiness elsewhere.
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owlonmywrist
I love Star! So supportive and right on the money every damn time!
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Melody Cawthra
That was brutal! I’m so glad Kent made it and is doing therapy. Starr is a true friend for being his support. Suggests his attachment to Cole wasn’t so healthy and he needs to learn to love himself first. Curious to see Cole’s perspective. It’s looking like these two won’t make it as a couple :(
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