11. Not feeling guilty

ANNA

I barely slept last night and anyone could tell that I couldn't get any sleep from how tired and drained I looked. The dark circles under my eyes were enough indication that I did not get any sleep and that I was extremely stressed out and visibly frustrated.

I had spent all night tossing and turning because I could not stop questioning myself and questioning my actions. I wanted to come to any sort of conclusion as to why I was doing what I was doing and as to what exactly was going on with me but, I could not get any answer to my question so I just kept tossing and turning in frustration.

The worst part of everything was that I did feel bad about the things that I did to my sister because I knew that she did not deserve something like that from me especially since she and I were so close and she trusted me so much but even though I felt bad about it, I still did not regret my actions as much as I should be regretting it. If anyone were to ask me right now how bad I felt, I