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Chapter 16 – The Fear of Falling

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last update Last Updated: 2025-03-18 05:38:09

Adrian was changing. He could feel it.

For so long, he had been trapped in a body that was no longer his own, shunned by the world that once adored him. But now, something new was unraveling within him, something foreign yet intoxicating.

It was her.

The way she looked at him. The way she saw him—not as a man cursed by fate, but as someone worthy of care.

It terrified him.

Because the moment he let himself believe it, the moment he let her in… he would never be able to go back.

The morning was crisp, the air damp from the previous night's storm. Clouds lingered in the sky, whispering the promise of more rain.

Adrian stood on the porch, staring at the endless stretch of wilderness before him. His body ached, not just from the remnants of the virus but from something deeper—an exhaustion that no amount of sleep could cure.

A part of him still didn’t trust the warmth creeping into his chest.

His mind was at war with itself. One side screamed at him to keep his distance, to protect himsel
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