LOGINChapter 62
Everything Luca Could Have Been
Rain poured through the broken warehouse ceiling in slow cold streams while Damon stood beside Luca facing Cassian.
The resemblance between them was horrifying.
Not physically alone.
Something deeper.
The same stillness.
The same lethal awareness.
The same trained instinct to calculate every exit, every weakness, every possible kill shot within seconds.
But where Luca looked human
Cassian looked hollow.
Like Hale had carved everything out of him until only obedience remained.
“You’re staring,” Cassian said calmly to Damon.
Damon’s jaw tightened.
“I’m trying to figure out how someone can look alive and still be empty.”
Cassian smiled faintly.
Not offended.
Almost entertained.
“And I’m trying to understand why Hale let you survive this long.”
Luca shifted slightly beside Damon.
Protective.
Immediate.
Cassian noticed.
Of course he did.
“You place yourself between him and danger automatically,” Cassian observed quietly.
“A fascinating degradation.”
“Keep talking,” Damon said coldly.
“I’m sure someday someone will mistake you for human.”
For the first time
Something dangerous flickered across Cassian’s face.
Not anger.
Worse.
Interest.
“You changed him,” Cassian said to Damon.
“No,” Damon replied immediately.
“Luca changed himself.”
Silence.
That answer unsettled Cassian.
Just slightly.
But Luca noticed.
Because Cassian didn’t understand change.
Only conditioning.
Hale watched the interaction from the shadows without interrupting.
Observing.
Always observing.
Then Cassian looked back at Luca.
“You remember the Istanbul operation?”
Luca’s expression hardened instantly.
“No.”
Lie.
Damon looked sharply toward him.
Cassian smiled slowly.
Cruelly.
“You killed twelve people in seven minutes.”
A pause.
“No hesitation.”
Fragments slammed through Luca’s head immediately.
Blood.
Fire alarms.
Screaming.
His breathing staggered.
Cassian stepped forward slightly.
“You weren’t afraid then.”
Luca’s hand tightened around the gun.
“I was a child.”
“No,” Cassian corrected softly.
“You were efficient.”
Damon stepped closer to Luca instantly.
Grounding.
Anchoring.
Cassian watched the movement with fascination.
“You need him to stabilize yourself now.”
Luca’s voice sharpened.
“I don’t need anything from you.”
“That wasn’t my observation.”
Silence.
Because Cassian was right.
Damon could feel it too.
The difference in Luca whenever they touched.
Whenever Damon spoke.
Whenever Luca remembered he wasn’t alone anymore.
Hale finally moved then.
Stepping fully into the flickering emergency light.
“You misunderstand dependency,” Hale said calmly.
Cassian glanced toward him.
“And you misunderstand evolution.”
Interesting.
The tension between them shifted instantly.
Not alliance.
Not loyalty.
Conflict.
Damon noticed immediately.
The second division wasn’t obeying Hale anymore.
Cassian’s eyes never left Luca.
“You think love saved you,” he said quietly.
Luca’s jaw tightened.
“It did.”
Cassian tilted his head slightly.
“Then why do you still look guilty every time he touches you?”
That landed.
Deep.
Because Luca still felt it.
Every second.
The blood.
The rain.
Damon’s mother dying because of him.
Damon saw the guilt flash across Luca’s face and immediately stepped closer.
“Stop listening to him.”
Cassian laughed softly.
“You think truth becomes manipulation simply because it hurts?”
“No,” Damon replied coldly.
“I think people like you only know how to weaponize pain.”
Cassian’s expression darkened slightly.
“Pain creates clarity.”
“No,” Luca said quietly.
Everyone looked at him.
Luca’s voice shook slightly now.
Not from fear.
Emotion.
“Pain creates fear.”
A pause.
“And fear made us monsters.”
Silence spread across the warehouse.
Even Hale watched him carefully now.
Because Luca was saying things he was never taught to believe.
Cassian frowned.
“You sound weak.”
Luca laughed softly under his breath.
Tired.
Broken.
Human.
“Yeah,” he admitted.
A pause.
“But at least I sound human.”
That
That made Cassian angry.
Actually angry.
The temperature of the room shifted instantly.
“You think humanity makes you special?” Cassian asked quietly.
Luca looked at him steadily.
“No.”
A beat.
“I think it gives me a choice.”
Cassian moved so fast even Damon barely saw it.
Gun raised.
Directly at Damon’s head.
Luca reacted instantly.
Stepping in front of Damon without hesitation.
“Don’t.”
The word cracked through the warehouse sharply.
Cassian froze.
Not because of the threat.
Because Luca chose Damon faster than survival itself.
Even now.
Even after learning the truth.
Even destroyed emotionally
Luca still chose Damon first.
Cassian stared at him.
Something unreadable flickering behind his empty eyes.
“…why?”
The question escaped before he could stop it.
And suddenly
Damon realized something terrifying.
Cassian truly didn’t understand love.
At all.
Luca slowly lowered his gun.
Not surrendering.
Just tired.
“Because he sees me,” Luca whispered.
Silence.
Cassian’s expression shifted strangely.
Confused.
Almost disturbed.
“No,” he said quietly.
“That’s impossible.”
Damon looked directly at him.
“That’s because nobody ever saw you as a person.”
The words hit harder than bullets.
Cassian actually flinched.
Small.
But real.
Hale noticed too.
And for the first time
His expression became dangerous again.
Because something unpredictable was happening.
Emotion was spreading.
And Hale hated variables he couldn’t control.
Then the warehouse alarms suddenly blared violently overhead.
Everyone turned instantly.
One of the operatives shouted from the upper level:
“We have incoming!”
Another explosion shook the entire building.
Concrete cracking.
Metal screaming.
Seraphine looked toward the entrance sharply.
“That’s military.”
Damon’s pulse dropped cold.
No.
Not military.
Government.
And suddenly Hale smiled.
Because now
Everything was truly beginning.
Chapter 103The worst part?Neither was anyone else.Because the second Damon placed his hand behind Luca's chairThe entire room noticed.Every.Single.Person.Adrian noticed.Nova noticed.Seraphine noticed.Mira nearly dropped her drink.Cassian looked moments away from ascending into a higher plane of existence from pure entertainment.And LucaLuca definitely noticed.A faint tension appeared in his shoulders.Not discomfort.Awareness.Dangerous awareness.Adrian looked between them.Then slowly smiled.Ah.That kind of smile.The kind that said:I understand what's happening here.Damon immediately disliked him more.Which was impressive.Because he already disliked him a lot."So," Adrian said casually.Looking directly at Damon."How long have you two been together?"Silence.Catastrophic silence.The room froze.Someone in the corner actually choked.Cassian.Obviously.Luca blinked.Damon stared.Adrian frowned."What?"Nova covered her face."Oh my God."Seraphine immedia
Chapter 102Damon was running out of excuses.At first, he blamed stress.Then survival instincts.Then trauma.Then proximity.Now?Now he was simply lying to himself.Because there was only one reason his attention kept finding Luca.Only one reason his eyes searched every room until they landed on him.Only one reason jealousy burned every time someone else occupied Luca's time.And Damon was getting tired of pretending otherwise.The problem was Admitting it made everything real.And real things could be lost.That thought lingered with him throughout the next few days.The safehouse became strangely routine.Morning briefings.Research.Planning.Training.Normality.Or whatever passed for normal among a group of deeply damaged survivors.Unfortunately, routine also meant Damon and Luca spent more time together.Which helped absolutely no one.Especially Damon.The training area behind the safehouse had once been part of an old vineyard.Now it served as a makeshift practice fie
Chapter 101The mission file stayed hidden.Locked away.Buried beneath years of guilt and fear.But secrets had a way of breathing.Waiting.Patiently.Luca knew that better than anyone.Which was why every time Damon smiled at himEvery time Damon stood too closeEvery time Damon looked at him like he was something worth protectingThe guilt became harder to ignore.Because Damon didn't know.And Luca didn't know how to tell him.Or if he ever could.The next morning brought another briefing.Unfortunately.Because briefings meant people.And people meant Nova.Which meant Damon spent most of the meeting in a bad mood.A fact everyone noticed.Especially Cassian."You're pouting.""I'm not.""You absolutely are."Damon glared at him.Cassian looked delighted.Across the table, Nova casually stole a grape from Luca's plate.Damon's eye twitched.Immediately.Instantly.Luca noticed.Again.The tiny smile returned.Again.Traitor.Absolute traitor.Nova looked between them.Then grinn
Chapter 100He was jealous because he didn't want anyone else's.The realization should have alarmed Damon.InsteadIt settled into his chest with terrifying certainty.And that was somehow worse.The next morning began with shouting.Not unusual.What was unusual was that the shouting came from the roof.Again."WHY ARE YOU UP THERE?"Seraphine yelled from the yard.Cassian sat on the edge of the safehouse roof eating an apple."Fresh air.""YOU HAVE INTERNAL STITCHES.""They're internal.""That doesn't help!""It helps me."Damon stepped outside with a cup of coffee.Luca appeared beside him seconds later.Neither acknowledged the fact that they'd left the house at exactly the same time.Cassian immediately noticed.Of course he did.The recovering menace pointed his apple at them."There they are."Damon sighed."No.""Yes.""No."Luca looked toward the horizon.Pretending not to hear.Coward.A vehicle engine sounded from the road below.Everyone froze instantly.Instinct taking o
Chapter 99Someone Damon was beginning to think of as his.The realization followed him for the rest of the night.Like a shadow.Like a threat.Like a promise.And Damon hated it.Mostly because he didn't hate it enough.The dinner disaster eventually ended after Mira received approximately six conflicting explanations of what jealousy meant.None of them helpful.Especially Cassian's."Imagine someone stealing your favorite blanket.""That's not what jealousy is.""It absolutely is.""No.""Emotionally speaking, yes."Seraphine had eventually thrown a bread roll at him.Which improved nothing.Now the house was quiet.Mostly.Cassian was still arguing with Hale somewhere upstairs.Nobody knew why.Not even Hale.Damon stepped onto the back porch hoping for peace.Instead he found Luca already there.Of course.Luca sat on the wooden railing overlooking the dark vineyards.Moonlight silvered his hair.The night breeze shifted softly around him.And for one dangerous momentDamon simp
Chapter 98Luca didn’t want the moment to end.Which was exactly why it did.Because the universe clearly enjoyed tormenting him.“ARE THEY FINALLY KISSING?”Cassian’s voice echoed from somewhere inside the safehouse.A crash followed.Then Seraphine shouted:“GET BACK IN BED!”“TYRANNY!”“YOU HAVE THREE STITCHES LEFT HOLDING YOU TOGETHER!”“THAT SOUNDS LIKE A YOU PROBLEM!”Luca closed his eyes.Damon laughed beside him.And that laughThat stupid, warm laughMade Luca forget every terrible thing for half a second.Dangerous.Very dangerous.The next morning was worse.Because now Luca was aware of Damon.Painfully aware.Every glance.Every smile.Every time Damon stood too close.It was unbearable.The safehouse kitchen wasn’t particularly large.Yet somehow Damon always ended up beside him.Reaching over his shoulder.Brushing past him.Occupying entirely too much space.Luca was beginning to suspect it was intentional.“Coffee?”Damon asked.Luca accepted the mug.Their fingers br







