로그인Chapter 74
“Stop looking at me like I’m already dead.”
Cassian’s voice barely made it through the chaos.
But Luca heard it.
Every word.
The chamber had become a nightmare of blinding light and screaming machinery.
The neural core surged violently overhead while warning alarms wailed through the underground facility.
“Overload transfer initiated.”
Electricity burst across the synchronization chair in violent blue arcs.
Cassian’s body jerked hard against the restraints.
Another scream ripped from his throat.
Luca broke free from Seraphine instantly.
“Cassian!”
He reached the chair just as another surge slammed through the system.
The force nearly knocked him backward.
“Do not touch the chair!” Hale barked sharply from the console.
Luca ignored him completely.
Cassian’s breathing had become ragged.
Unstable.
Blood streamed down his neck from the neural ports connected behind his ears.
And still
He looked at Luca instead of the pain.
“You always…” Cassian gasped weakly.
“…panic when it matters most.”
Luca nearly choked on the emotion rising in his throat.
“You idiot.”
Cassian laughed.
Or tried to.
It came out broken.
“Yeah.”
The neural core pulsed again.
Harder.
The chamber lights exploding overhead in showers of sparks.
“Synchronization destabilization detected.”
Mira cried out sharply from Damon’s arms nearby.
Her body trembling violently now as the system tried ripping itself apart.
Damon held her tightly.
Protectively.
“It’s okay,” he whispered desperately.
But it wasn’t okay.
Nothing about this was okay.
Seraphine rushed toward Hale at the console.
“How long until shutdown?”
Hale’s fingers moved rapidly across corrupted system controls.
“The overload transfer is incomplete.”
“What does that mean?”
Hale’s jaw tightened.
“It means Cassian is absorbing the synchronization faster than his nervous system can process it.”
Translation:
He was dying too quickly.
Vale’s voice cut sharply through the chamber speakers.
Gone was the calm detachment from before.
Now she sounded furious.
“You’re destroying decades of work.”
Cassian’s blood-covered lips twitched weakly.
“Good.”
The core surged again.
Cassian screamed.
Luca grabbed the sides of the chair helplessly.
Watching the other man convulse against the restraints while warning symbols flashed across nearby monitors.
And suddenly
More memories surfaced.
Young Cassian sitting beside him after another failed procedure.
Silent.
Bleeding.
Young Luca whispering:
“Why do you keep surviving?”
And Cassian answering quietly:
“Because you do.”
Luca physically staggered from the memory.
Because even then
Cassian’s entire existence had revolved around protecting him.
“Luca.”
Cassian’s weak voice dragged him back instantly.
Luca looked at him desperately.
Cassian’s eyes were unfocused now.
Fading.
“You need to listen carefully.”
“No.”
“Luca.”
More firmly this time.
Luca froze.
Because Cassian rarely used his name like that.
Only when something truly mattered.
“The core still recognizes your neural imprint.”
Cassian coughed painfully.
“If I absorb enough overload…”
Another strained breath.
“…you can sever the system manually.”
Damon looked sharply toward Hale.
“Will it work?”
Hale hesitated.
Again.
And Damon was beginning to hate those hesitations.
“Possibly.”
“Possibly?!” Seraphine snapped.
“It was never tested under these conditions!”
“Meaning you don’t know,” Damon growled.
The facility trembled violently again.
Chunks of concrete crashing from the ceiling now.
“Critical structural failure detected.”
Time was collapsing.
Literally.
Mira whimpered weakly in Damon’s arms.
“Luca…”
He looked toward her immediately.
She smiled faintly despite the pain.
“You came back.”
God.
Luca felt like his heart was being torn apart from every direction.
Cassian dying in front of him.
Mira breaking apart in Damon’s arms.
The entire facility collapsing.
And somehow
Damon still watching him like he was worth saving.
Cassian’s voice weakened further.
“You know…”
A rough breath.
“…I used to hate you.”
Luca’s eyes snapped back toward him.
Cassian smiled faintly through the blood.
“Not because of what you did.”
Another painful breath.
“Because Hale looked at you like you mattered.”
Silence.
Hale stopped moving at the console for just a second.
Cassian noticed.
And laughed weakly again.
“You never looked at the rest of us that way.”
Hale’s expression hardened.
But beneath it
Something fractured.
Because Cassian was right.
Luca had always been different to him.
Not loved.
Not exactly.
But important.
And the others knew it.
Even as children.
Cassian looked back toward Luca.
“But then Damon happened.”
Luca blinked slightly through tears.
“What?”
Cassian’s exhausted eyes shifted briefly toward Damon.
“You became unbearable after him.”
Damon almost laughed despite everything.
Almost.
Cassian continued weakly:
“You smiled more.”
A pause.
“You hesitated before killing.”
Another pause.
“You started looking at sunsets like they meant something.”
Luca broke completely then.
Tears finally falling freely down his face.
Because Cassian noticed.
All this time
He noticed.
Cassian smiled faintly at the sight.
“There you are.”
The overload surged violently again.
Cassian screamed harder this time.
His body arching so sharply Luca thought his spine might snap.
Warning lights flashed blood red across the chamber.
“Absorption capacity reaching failure threshold.”
Hale turned sharply from the console.
“Luca!”
Luca looked up instantly.
“The overload transfer is creating a severance window.”
His pulse dropped cold.
This was it.
“One chance,” Hale said tightly.
“If you disconnect the core now, the system dies.”
“And Cassian?”
Silence.
Hale didn’t answer.
Because he couldn’t.
Cassian already knew anyway.
He looked at Luca quietly through the pain.
And for the first time in his life
He looked peaceful.
“Hey,” he whispered weakly.
Luca moved closer instantly.
Cassian’s eyes stayed locked on his.
“Stay alive this time.”
Chapter 103The worst part?Neither was anyone else.Because the second Damon placed his hand behind Luca's chairThe entire room noticed.Every.Single.Person.Adrian noticed.Nova noticed.Seraphine noticed.Mira nearly dropped her drink.Cassian looked moments away from ascending into a higher plane of existence from pure entertainment.And LucaLuca definitely noticed.A faint tension appeared in his shoulders.Not discomfort.Awareness.Dangerous awareness.Adrian looked between them.Then slowly smiled.Ah.That kind of smile.The kind that said:I understand what's happening here.Damon immediately disliked him more.Which was impressive.Because he already disliked him a lot."So," Adrian said casually.Looking directly at Damon."How long have you two been together?"Silence.Catastrophic silence.The room froze.Someone in the corner actually choked.Cassian.Obviously.Luca blinked.Damon stared.Adrian frowned."What?"Nova covered her face."Oh my God."Seraphine immedia
Chapter 102Damon was running out of excuses.At first, he blamed stress.Then survival instincts.Then trauma.Then proximity.Now?Now he was simply lying to himself.Because there was only one reason his attention kept finding Luca.Only one reason his eyes searched every room until they landed on him.Only one reason jealousy burned every time someone else occupied Luca's time.And Damon was getting tired of pretending otherwise.The problem was Admitting it made everything real.And real things could be lost.That thought lingered with him throughout the next few days.The safehouse became strangely routine.Morning briefings.Research.Planning.Training.Normality.Or whatever passed for normal among a group of deeply damaged survivors.Unfortunately, routine also meant Damon and Luca spent more time together.Which helped absolutely no one.Especially Damon.The training area behind the safehouse had once been part of an old vineyard.Now it served as a makeshift practice fie
Chapter 101The mission file stayed hidden.Locked away.Buried beneath years of guilt and fear.But secrets had a way of breathing.Waiting.Patiently.Luca knew that better than anyone.Which was why every time Damon smiled at himEvery time Damon stood too closeEvery time Damon looked at him like he was something worth protectingThe guilt became harder to ignore.Because Damon didn't know.And Luca didn't know how to tell him.Or if he ever could.The next morning brought another briefing.Unfortunately.Because briefings meant people.And people meant Nova.Which meant Damon spent most of the meeting in a bad mood.A fact everyone noticed.Especially Cassian."You're pouting.""I'm not.""You absolutely are."Damon glared at him.Cassian looked delighted.Across the table, Nova casually stole a grape from Luca's plate.Damon's eye twitched.Immediately.Instantly.Luca noticed.Again.The tiny smile returned.Again.Traitor.Absolute traitor.Nova looked between them.Then grinn
Chapter 100He was jealous because he didn't want anyone else's.The realization should have alarmed Damon.InsteadIt settled into his chest with terrifying certainty.And that was somehow worse.The next morning began with shouting.Not unusual.What was unusual was that the shouting came from the roof.Again."WHY ARE YOU UP THERE?"Seraphine yelled from the yard.Cassian sat on the edge of the safehouse roof eating an apple."Fresh air.""YOU HAVE INTERNAL STITCHES.""They're internal.""That doesn't help!""It helps me."Damon stepped outside with a cup of coffee.Luca appeared beside him seconds later.Neither acknowledged the fact that they'd left the house at exactly the same time.Cassian immediately noticed.Of course he did.The recovering menace pointed his apple at them."There they are."Damon sighed."No.""Yes.""No."Luca looked toward the horizon.Pretending not to hear.Coward.A vehicle engine sounded from the road below.Everyone froze instantly.Instinct taking o
Chapter 99Someone Damon was beginning to think of as his.The realization followed him for the rest of the night.Like a shadow.Like a threat.Like a promise.And Damon hated it.Mostly because he didn't hate it enough.The dinner disaster eventually ended after Mira received approximately six conflicting explanations of what jealousy meant.None of them helpful.Especially Cassian's."Imagine someone stealing your favorite blanket.""That's not what jealousy is.""It absolutely is.""No.""Emotionally speaking, yes."Seraphine had eventually thrown a bread roll at him.Which improved nothing.Now the house was quiet.Mostly.Cassian was still arguing with Hale somewhere upstairs.Nobody knew why.Not even Hale.Damon stepped onto the back porch hoping for peace.Instead he found Luca already there.Of course.Luca sat on the wooden railing overlooking the dark vineyards.Moonlight silvered his hair.The night breeze shifted softly around him.And for one dangerous momentDamon simp
Chapter 98Luca didn’t want the moment to end.Which was exactly why it did.Because the universe clearly enjoyed tormenting him.“ARE THEY FINALLY KISSING?”Cassian’s voice echoed from somewhere inside the safehouse.A crash followed.Then Seraphine shouted:“GET BACK IN BED!”“TYRANNY!”“YOU HAVE THREE STITCHES LEFT HOLDING YOU TOGETHER!”“THAT SOUNDS LIKE A YOU PROBLEM!”Luca closed his eyes.Damon laughed beside him.And that laughThat stupid, warm laughMade Luca forget every terrible thing for half a second.Dangerous.Very dangerous.The next morning was worse.Because now Luca was aware of Damon.Painfully aware.Every glance.Every smile.Every time Damon stood too close.It was unbearable.The safehouse kitchen wasn’t particularly large.Yet somehow Damon always ended up beside him.Reaching over his shoulder.Brushing past him.Occupying entirely too much space.Luca was beginning to suspect it was intentional.“Coffee?”Damon asked.Luca accepted the mug.Their fingers br







