"Celine, let's go grab some food in star busks," Venus said and pulled me without my permission.
"Just a moment"
It’s been a month and I can confidently say that I already overcome my Trauma and forget about that nightmare, I started a new life and a better perception of life.
I have been reading many books this past few months and I can say that I'm learning, totally accept myself now and I support self-love, I've been loving myself these days but I can't lie my heart still longing for someone from afar.
And I can’t stop that but I’m trying my best to lessen the feelings and focus on the new me.
Tagan might be my biggest weakness but now that he's not here I’m starting to get stronger, bolder, and enjoying the better version of me.
I have been filled with love by my parents and my friends, Venus Otis and Zake were my
“I can’t Zake” I said but he tightens the grip in my hands pleasing me with his puppy eyes, and so did Venus and Otis next to me.“Panong Banda Zake? I mean how? ”“I can play drums” Otis raises his right hand in front of me.“I can’t play guitar too,” Venus said yes, I know that thing.“I can play electric guitar and acoustic” Zake smirked at me.I can’t process anything a
5 years passed byIt’s been a while and I’m doing well with my band, were already 4th year college here in Ethereal and I choose Fine arts because these past few years I’m into painting, music, all about arts.And with years passed by Nefarious become the official band of Ethereal, we already received awards from the university and competed to many contests to represent our school, we also gain many fans and they become our inspiration through all this year.I’ve been blessed by many things after what happen to me; I choose the better life and forget the past and I’m proud of what I am right now.
"My brain is badly drained their ah" Venus said as we walked out of the Classeroom because we just finished our Exam and I can say it's hard but bearable it's good that I reviewed."You just copied Celine" Otis teased Venus but she didn't really copy because Otis just wanted to tease her."Maybe it's you" he hit Otis with his bag Otis just laugh at her reaction."Hey we have a gig later in the Engineering building with team building because they invited us to perform at 8pm" Zake are waiting for my answer."Yes G 8pm" I look at my wrist watch "It's only 5 pm so let's eat outside first" when I take care of him
"Oh my god Celine" Venus said as I ran into the house to pick up my guitar.I went to my room and saw my guitar at the bed why did I forget about you of all time right now really.When I got it I immediately went down from my room and I saw Venue standing at the door when he saw me on the stairs he walked out."Celine come on, we're going to miss the contest" Venus shouted and pulled me inside the car, we're going to university for a battle bands this 8pm and it's already 7:35 so we hurried. Our opponents are probably already ready there."Why is it that as much as you can forget, your guitar is still celine ano bayan" Venus is
I can hear them cheering for Cntrl S for winning it, I stayed at the restroom until after the noise outside, after that I cleaned my face because my eyeliner was a bit spread.I don’t want anyone to see me like this, I fucking hate myself in just one sight of him I became this weak.Still have the same effect, Tagan.when I finally left the rest room I walked out of the university I don't want to stay there first I want to be alone.I go to a nearby park here at the university I wear my face mask so no one can see, I sit on the bench beside the playground and watch some kids playing.They were so happy I hope it's just that easy to smile,
Nefarious is back, we are catching up and trying to regain our loss by having gig’s near our University. We received a series of gigs from various clubs and events to recount what happened in the battle of the bands. Even so, I still can't get rid of the guilt for what I did, we had to do it because of my stupidity. But even so, Venus, Otis, and Zake didn’t let me feel that it was my fault after they forgave me we went back to the past where we enjoy being with each other. Today we are here at the Mystical club for a gig. "Are you guys ready?" Miss Jane asked us she is the manager here at this Club, we all nodded at her and followed her through the stage. We performed
"Celine where are you going?" Venus asked me as I hurried to fix my gear after a rehearsal."I have to go I just have to do something" I said and put my guitar on his case."Wait, let's eat outside" Otis said and watched me fix my case.I looked at him and smiled "It's you first" I put on my guitar bag and case and faced them "I'll be back next time bye" astonished they watched me until I was completely out of the Music room.I ran down our building and went straight to the parking lot of the University, I was stopped when I saw him standing beside his Raptor while checking something on his phone.I walked closer to him and when he noticed my presence he immediately loo
"Hey Celine where are you going again, we'll have a gig later!" Venus shouted at me as I walked away from them.I looked at her and she’s with Otis and Zake standing in front of the music room, they were surprised because I passed there. "Chasing me promise I'll just go byeeeee" I said and started to run to the elevator of our building.I sneak out of the parking lot and go straight to ride Tagan's Raptor as I enter, I see him wearing his black hoodie and with some specs on. "What took you so long" I saw the irritation on his face so I just smiled at him and replied "our professor is still announcing something so it took a while sorry" I made a peace sign and put it on his face so he wouldn't get angry.&