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Struggle

Author: Stephen Sarah
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-30 22:59:00

VALERIE

My breath hitched when we got to the large oak doors, madam Margaret stepped back and jerked her head towards the door.

“Go in,” she muttered and my heart shrank.

My feet froze as I struggled to move closer and push the door open.

“Valerie?” Margaret snapped impatiently.

“The Alpha doesn't like to be kept waiting,” she added, but no matter how hard I tried, my paralyzed feet wouldn't budge from the spot.

I gasped out, my heart thumping loudly in my chest.

“Go in!” Margaret repeated, her voice louder than before.

I gulped hard and bit my lips before pushing my feet forward.

I reached out to open the door, but it pulled open, and Alpha Jonas's face popped out, to my dismay.

Anger flickered across his sharp brown eyes as he ran his eyes around my trembling body.

“Why is she late?” He sneered in a voice that made me cringe.

“Forgive me, Alpha. She is a naive girl,” I heard Margaret reply behind me.

“Naive?” He scoffed with disdain laced in his voice.

He snapped his eyes in my direction and shivers ran down my spine. He moved out of the way and waved his hand towards the inner part of the room.

“Get in there!”

My heart dropped into the pit of my knotted belly.

Tears slowly gathered in my eyes as I scanned the dimly lit room from where I stood.

“Get in, dear,” Margaret's whisper jolted me back to my senses.

I nodded and walked slowly into the room.

I heard the shuffle of Margaret's footsteps slowly fade away.

The sound of the door slamming close brought fear.

My throat knotted as I felt his cold hands grip my waist.

His hot breath fanned my face when he brought his face closer to my neck, placing a kiss on it.

I shivered and my body stiffened at his touch.

“Pull off your clothes,” he said and my belly knotted.

I don't know where the courage came from but I found myself shaking my head in disagreement.

“What?” His eyes darkened as he stared at me, astonished.

I parted my lips and summoned as much courage as I could, staring into his devilish eyes.

“I won't be your sex slave.”

Shock darted quickly across his eyes at my outburst.

He scoffed, chuckling sinisterly.

The dark smile on his face slowly faded away and he scowled at me.

“Pull off your clothes!” He rasped in a more authoritative tone.

I stared at him, filled with fear and a little bit of courage.

“I said that I won't!” I snapped and his forehead wrinkled in anger and dismay.

I want to get away from him but I can't make out of a way.

My rheumy eyes drifted towards the window and an idea flashed into my head.

I spun around and dashed for it, not caring about what will happen next.

Surprisingly, he didn't come after me like I predicted.

I pulled the windows open and gasped out as the cold stinging air hit me hard on my face

I batted my lashes and looked down when I recovered from the sting. To my dismay, I couldn't see the ground below. All I could see was darkness.

“Go on, jump,” he chuckled behind me.

My heart shrank in defeat and I slowly pulled away from the window.

All my hope is gone and I am trapped with this monster.

What do I do? How do I get out of this tyrant's grip?

“Shut it!” He snapped and I jumped.

My trembling hands reached for the windows and I slammed them shut.

Immediately, I turned; his hands gripped my dress, and my eyes widened as he ripped it off.

I gasped out and cupped my breasts with my hands, dropping my head down dejectedly.

He laughed out like a maniac and gripped my arm, pushing me roughly towards the bed.

I gasped out when my body hit the soft mattress.

He gripped my legs before I could begin to struggle and forcefully parted my legs, getting in between my thighs.

I screamed out and sank my nails into his shoulder, fighting him off with every single strength left in me.

Oh, goddess, please help me out, please save me from this monster.

He leaned closer and captured my lips in a ferocious kiss, I groaned out in disgust and sank my teeth into his lips.

He groaned and pulled away from me then sent a heavy slap across my face. Pain shot through my cheeks and a shrill sound echoed in my ear.

I cried out and tilted my head to the side, clenching my fist as my cheeks burned from his hit.

His large rough hand gripped my chin, forcing me to look into his darkened eyes.

“You little whore!” He spat and lowered his face, capturing my lips again.

This time, I didn't try to fight him like I did earlier. I kept quiet and snapped my eyes shut as his hands explored my body.

“Open your eyes! I want you to watch me break that little hymen between your legs!” He barked, making my blood freeze.

I obeyed him and my eyelids fluttered open, my eyes staring into his dark brown eyes filled with lust and evil.

I heard the ripping sound of lacy material strapped around my waist and my heart skipped.

Shivers ran down my spine when his hands brushed against the bare folds of flesh covering my untouched vagina.

I need to stop him, I have to. I can't let him take my pride in the most disgraceful way.

I've kept my virginity for whoever my mate turns out to be. I can't let this monster break the remaining dream that I hold dear.

But what can I do? What?

“Please, stop,” I whimpered but my pleas only got a smack as a response.

I cried out as pain throbbed in my face.

“Shut it, whore!” He snapped, burning me with the fury in his eyes.

My cries dwindled to a muffle but increased again when he began to pull off his clothes.

He growled at me, showing off his dangerous fangs. I cringed and snapped my eyes shut at the horrifying sight. He sent a third slap across my face, forcing me to open my eyes.

My throat tightened as I stared at the cock dangling before me.

His hands grabbed my hair from behind, and he forced my head up; the tip of his cock hit my face.

“Have you sucked a cock before?” He laughed, making my heart constrict.

“Put it in your mouth and suck it till it stiffens,” he ordered, shoving the cock towards my lips.

I slammed my lips together, cranking my head back. He hissed in anger and tightened his grip on my hair, almost pulling it out of my scalp.

I groaned, shaking my head as pain rippled through my head.

“Do it, you bitch!” He growled and shoved my head forward, burying my face in his thighs, his balls hitting my face.

I clenched the sheets and struggled helplessly to get my face out as my breath seized.

“When you're tired of the suffocation, then you obey me,” he said, chuckling evilly.

When seen outside, he looks like an angel but inside, he's a monster, a devil. I wonder why the moon goddess let people like this rule a pack and treat the lower werewolves like slaves.

Perhaps, if my beastly and selfish stepfather hadn't sold me to Alpha Jonas, I wouldn't be in this situation.

I choked and finally gave up.

He noticed my submission and let go of my head.

I dropped down to the bed, gasping loudly and I sucked in as much air as I could.

His hands running down my thighs caused a feeling of disgust to ripple through me. I wanted to slap his hands away but couldn't. My hands were tied.

His large body hovered above mine and I felt the tip of his cock brush against my opening.

I shuddered and tears filled my eyes.

“Are you ready?” He grinned, squeezing my nipples.

My best friend always tells me of her sex escapades with her mate and the way she always feels when he touches her. But I couldn't feel anything, all I felt at the moment was disgust and anger.

My heart constricted and my eyes widened in dismay as he directed his dick towards my pussy.

As he was about to plunge into me, the door burst open, and a man staggered in, covered in blood.

I shrieked out in horror and gripped Alpha Jonas’s shoulders.

“Alpha!” The man snapped, his eyes darting from me to Alpha Jonas who stared angrily at him.

“They are here, they are here!” He said, fear visibly laced in his voice.

I looked at Alpha Jonas and saw fear flicker across his eyes.

He sprang up and grabbed his clothes, quickly wearing them.

“Get up, right now!” He snapped at me, glaring hatefully at me.

I scrambled to my feet, silently thanking the moon goddess for saving me from my worst nightmare.

I reached for my ripped dress and wore it. Though, it didn't cover much but it was better than having nothing on.

“Open the secret passage!” He ordered and gripped my hand, glaring at me.

“You are coming with me.”

My heart sank in dismay and my lips trembled.

But my fears increased when we heard a loud howl that made the ground beneath my feet shake.

Alpha Jonas glanced around the room, fear visibly scribbled on his face.

“Shit!” He cursed and dragged me off to the window.

I stepped back in shock when he flung it open and stepped on it.

He glanced back at me with a scowl on his face before sweeping me into his arms.

Before we jumped off, I glanced back and saw the man lying on the floor, a pool of blood surrounding him.

My body froze at the sight of the pool of dark blood and shadows.

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