CHAPTER FIVE

Tearing my eyes away from Zachary, I was mortified and angry that I had been intently checking out another man .

Obviously, it was because I was angry that such a vile man was this handsome, nothing else . I walked around refusing to look back at Zachary .

There were some familiar faces, business associates, some I recognize simply because their businesses are well known and talked about. I briefly wondered if they were aware of who Zachary was. I wouldn’t be surprised if some of them were dealing illegally.

I stopped another waiter, dropping my empty glass and taking another one. I needed enough alcohol to get through this .

This was definitely not my kind of scene. Thankfully, due to my job, I had been to this kind of party so I knew what was to be expected.

My eyes glanced around the room.refusing to acknowledge that I was searching for Zachary. I simply told myself it was more out of cautiousness rather than curiosity. I frowned when I didn’t see him anywhere around .

Great, invite me and then leave me here.

I walked towards a group of ladies. Hello beautiful!! I said they turned to me, smiled and then introduced themselves.

From there onward I had no interest in what was discussed, smiled when I felt it was right and nodded when it was right. Really that was the only way to get through this kind of party, well at least to me.

It was way better to stand with a crowd, pretending you were interested in what was being discussed.Who knows, you actually could learn something valuable.

I stiffened as I felt a large hand at my back without having to look, I could tell it was Zachary.

I will recognize that familiar smell of his perfume anywhere, I glanced at him from my side eye releasing the breath I didn’t realize I was holding in.

Hello ladies!!! if you will excuse us, I need my friend over here for a while he said , flashing them his famous heart warming smile.

They smiled back at him, blushing.

He stirred me away, his hands still at my back. I could feel the warmth from his hand sipping through my clothes.

“Where are we going ?”I asked him.

“Zachary smiled!! to introduce you of course”.

I looked at the group of men he was stirring me towards and nearly froze.

I recognize our chief of staff at the FBI, Mr Alex Black. I also recognize the exact time he noticed me.

Mr Black, as he was well known, has been my boss since I started working for the FBI. The man is known to be hard as steel, but really he is like a father figure to me.

Everything I know today he taught me. I remember the first time I met him , I had finished my physical training for the FBI interview and passed. But for some reason, I failed my written test.

I remember going to his office everyday to understand why I wasn’t good enough. He finally took pity on me, taking me under his wings as he coached me more. He made me understand that sometimes you had to do whatever it takes to get the job done.

He made me who I am today.

I looked away, fuck!!! had he found out. ?

Was this the reason he wanted me to come to this party?, to expose me in front of my boss .

Suddenly I felt bare, I wished for the cold comfort of my revolver tucked at my back. I could not recall the last time I walked around, especially in this kind of setting, without my gun.

I calculated the distance it would take me to reach the nearest guard , dismantle him and use him as a shield though I doubt if it would even matter . I wouldn’t be surprised if Zachary is the type to gun down his own men as long as they were in the way.

The outstretched hand of mr Black made me frown in confusion, but I could see the sharp look in his eyes .

Fuck!! I needed to focus.

This is the man that saved my life Zachary announced. If not for him, I don’t know where I would be. They all nodded at me,I took mr Black’s hand shaking it firmly before doing the same to the others present.

I looked at Mr Black, wondering what he was doing at this party. I didn’t know he knew Zachary enough to be invited to his party, but then again Mr Black is a man shrouded in misery.

A part of me wondered if he was dealing with Zachary undercover. After all, the man had made it clear he was willing to get his hands dirty as long as the job gets done.

Zachary discussed with a few of them, glancing briefly at me before excusing himself.

“Walk with me," my boss said .

I took another glass of champagne, drinking it quickly to calm my nerves, before taking another glass .

Mr Black, raised his eyebrows without saying anything.

He led me outside towards a balcony where we could talk in private.

“You don't wanna drink too much and start spilling secrets now huh” he smiled, as he took a drink from his glass.

“ I can handle myself, I told him. ”

“He nodded his head, so what have you got so far he asked?.”

“ recovering!! I answered simply.” My tone is cold, leaving no room for elaboration. I am sure he knew what I was talking about.

“You don’t have a lot of time Deane, you need to hasten up.”

I gritted my teeth, before drinking the champagne I was holding. fuck!!! I probably might have drank too much, I could feel the effects of the alcohol .

“I need more time," I told him. Getting to Zachary is going to take some time”.

“I need him to trust me.”

I briefly contemplated telling him just how far I had gone to win Zachary trust, but I decided to hold on to that information.Now was not the time.

“Then what are you waiting for? “he said before walking out, leaving me alone.

I breathe in the cold air, taking in the view from up here . I felt like a failure. I had taken a life, yet I had no important information on Zachary that would give me the upper hand.

Mr Black was right. I had wasted a lot of time on getting into Zachary circle.

I needed to act now and fast. I decided to go back to my room, I could feel myself getting tipsy, as the alcohol I had consumed at an alarming rate ran through my veins.

I walked briskly, swaying slightly as I tried to recollect my way back to my room. I stopped at a door I suspected was it and pushed it open .

I stopped at the sight before me blinking slowly to take in the scene.

Zachary was sitting on the bed,his shirt opened up, legs spread apart with a half naked girl in between his legs, her head bobbling up and down. I could imagine what she was doing. Another girl was kissing him like her life depended on it.

I probably should’ve turned, excuse myself, giving them the privacy they clearly deserved, any reasonable person would have.

but somehow I was stuck,watching everything play out .

Zachary noticed me first. He stopped kissing the girl much to her protest, he smirked lazily in no hurry to cover up.

“enjoying the show he asked?.”

“ I scoffed,”automatically pulled out from the trance I seemed to have entered.

I turned to leave,I was not one to spoil a man’s fun though it was more obvious that I had been wrong.he seemed to truly not be gay.

“Stop!!” His voice ran out.

I turned, by now the girls had stopped what they were doing. Glancing between us as we stared at ourselves.

Excuse us he told the girls, his voice sharp and hard .

They quickly gathered their clothes and left the room.

I refused the urge to look down at Zachary, knowing is dick was still out, though I was tempted to. Out of curiosity of course, It’s something any man would do.

“Come close" he commanded.

I don’t know why I was listening to him, but I moved forward with my palms sweating. There is something about his tone that urged my legs to move towards him.

“Suck it, “ he said .

“What”?.

“Suck it!. you disrupted my fun now you have to finish it.

“You said you were gay and in love with me right?”So prove it ,make me come.”

I swallowed, my breathing coming out quick.

fuck!! What was I going to do? I wasn’t gay I didn’t know the first thing about sucking a man or shit like that .

Wait, why the fuck was I thinking of sucking his dick?

“Are you gay now”? I asked him.

“I need to come, is what I am.” any mouth will do the trick now start sucking.

It was now or never. I needed Zachary to trust me and stop perceiving me as a threat. It was just like killing that man, sucking a dick should not be a problem.

It was just one of those things to get the job done.

Yet I hesitated. This was going too far, killing that man was easy; it was his life or mine. But this, this was something else.

I breathed in before exhaling loudly, Zachary was watching me, a cruel smirk on his face. The fucker was testing me, I was sure of it.

I knelt down between his legs, smirking as I stared at him. He bit his lips, staring back at me .

I looked down at his dick, my eyes widening at the length of it. He was big!!!.

How the fuck was that girl able to shove it down her throat? .

fuck maybe after this, I should look for her for myself. God knows it’s been way too long.

I wrapped my hands around his dick, slowly stroking up and down, my chest was beating wildly. Sure I have seen other guys dick way back in school when we had to change together in the boy’s locker room, but this was my first time touching another man’s dick.

Slowly, I brought my mouth towards it, licking up his length,before taking him slowly into my mouth. I didn't know what I was doing, but I tried my best to do what I liked the ladies doing to me when they sucked my dick.

His hands slowly ran through my hair, before yanking it tightly as he shoved my head down making me almost gag .

I really wanted to see his face so I looked up, his eyes were staring intently at me, his teeth between his lips I moved my mouth faster, refusing to break eye contact .

fuck!!, fuck!! I could feel myself stirring up. This shit was turning me on, I didn’t have time to ponder on the reason why because Zach’s eyes were holding me in, The green of his eyes shining beautifully.

He removed my head from his dick, saliva running down my chin. Both of us were breathing heavily as we stared at each other.

I don’t know who moved first, but next thing I know we were kissing aggressively.

I don’t know what I expected a man’s mouth to feel like, but his were soft, very soft . I moaned as I kissed him back , opening my mouth so he could suck on my tongue. There was nothing gentle about our kiss .

I don’t know how our cloth came off but we were both naked, I moaned as he kissed down my body before taking me into his mouth. There really was no time to process how fast we were going, I was far into whatever this was to stop.

Damm!!!! He was good at this.

I stiffened as I felt his finger probing my butt hole.

“Relax!!! He whispered,” before slowly going in again and soon I was a moaning mess .

“It’s gonna hurt, but I am sure you can take it " Zachary said before plunging his dick into me.

Fuck!!!!It hurts. I bit my lips hard, feeling the metallic taste of blood in my mouth. Tears rolling down the side of my eyes. Zach stopped, giving me time to adjust, before slowly thrusting in and out and very soon I started feeling the pleasure.

We went at it like two starved slut, fucking aggressively there was nothing gentle about the way Zachary fucked me.

We came four times, before finally collapsing in exhaustion. Fuck!!! That was so good I felt Zach lie down beside me, breathing heavily.

I could see the realization of what just happened run through my mind.

“What the fuck have I done?.”