Chapter 9 : Sparring

It was Rowan's idea, technically, though Nyra suspected he'd planted it knowing exactly how it would land.

"You watch this yard like you're starving for it," he'd said the day before, arms crossed, studying her with the directness he'd grown into since their conversation at the fence. "Spar him. See what happens."

"That's a terrible idea."

"Probably," he'd agreed, entirely too pleased with himself. "Do it anyway."

So she found herself at midmorning standing across from Lucian in the training yard, practice blades in hand, a loose ring of off-duty wolves gathering along the fence with the particular anticipation of people who suspected they were about to see something worth talking about later.

"You don't have to hold back," Lucian said, rolling his shoulder, the easy confidence of a man who'd never once lost a fight in this yard settling over him like a second skin. "I promise I can take it."

"I wasn't planning to hold back."

Something sparked behind his eyes at that, not quite a challenge, closer to delight. "Good."

He came at her first, testing, nothing close to full speed, and Nyra read the shape of it instantly: he was calibrating, the way any good fighter would against an unknown quantity, feeling out her reach and her footing before committing to anything real.

She let him have that read for exactly as long as it served her, mirroring his pace, giving him nothing to work with — and then, the moment his weight shifted forward on what he expected to be an easy opening, she wasn't where he expected her to be at all.

The blade she should have blocked with met air. Lucian's balance corrected fast, faster than most fighters she'd faced, but not fast enough to hide his surprise.

"Oh," he said, resetting his stance, something delighted creeping into his voice. "That's how it's going to be."

"You said not to hold back."

"I did say that." He came at her again, faster this time, real intent behind it now, and the fight shifted into something sharper, more honest — years of Order discipline meeting whatever instinct and training had made Lucian the wolf a hundred stories couldn't quite capture accurately.

She was good.

She'd always known she was good, in a functional way that came from years of being told her worth was measured entirely by her competence.

But fighting him was different from fighting anyone the Order had ever put in front of her

He didn't fight to end things quickly, didn't fight with the brutal efficiency she'd trained against. He fought like he was genuinely enjoying himself, testing her, adjusting, giving her room to show him something new rather than closing the gap the instant he found an opening.

It took her longer than she expected to understand that he was pulling his own punches, not out of doubt in her skill, but out of some deliberate restraint he seemed to carry into everything.

That realization irritated her more than losing would have.

She pressed harder, forcing the pace, driving him back toward the fence with a combination that had ended three separate contracts cleanly and without complication.

Lucian met it, blocked, countered and for the first time in the match, she saw something genuine flicker across his face: real effort, real focus, the last of his restraint finally burning away under the pressure she was putting on him.

The crowd along the fence had gone quiet in the way crowds do when a fight stops being a performance and becomes something worth actually watching.

She found her opening on his next exchange. A half-second gap where his weight committed too far forward, exactly the kind of mistake she'd have expected from someone accustomed to opponents who couldn't punish it.

She didn't hesitate.

Years of instinct closed the distance before conscious thought could slow her down, and she swept his legs out from under him with a precision that left no room for doubt about the outcome.

Lucian hit the ground on his back, practice blade knocked clear, Nyra's own blade resting lightly at his throat before either of them had fully registered how fast it had happened.

The yard went dead silent.

For one suspended second, neither of them moved; Nyra straddling his fallen position with her blade steady at his throat, Lucian flat on his back staring up at her with an expression that had nothing to do with the loss itself and everything to do with something else entirely, something that made her pulse stutter despite the adrenaline still hammering through her.

Then he laughed.

Not embarrassed, not defensive. A real, delighted sound that startled the whole yard into motion again, a few scattered claps breaking out along the fence, Rowan's voice somewhere behind her calling out something that sounded suspiciously like ‘I told you so!’

"Do that again," Lucian said, still grinning up at her, entirely unbothered by the wolves watching their Alpha get put flat on his back by a woman half his size.

"That's not usually how sparring works."

"No." He reached up, slow, and gently pushed her blade aside with two fingers, not breaking eye contact once. "But I've spent twenty years fighting people who either let me win or fight to actually hurt me. I can't remember the last time someone fought me just to see what I'd do."

He sat up, closer to her now than the fight strictly required, both of them still catching their breath.

"It's a good feeling. Losing to someone who's actually trying."

Nyra offered him a hand up out of pure reflex, and he took it, his grip warm and steady against hers, lingering half a second longer than the motion needed.

"You're stronger than you look," he said, once he was on his feet again, still not quite releasing her hand.

"You're slower than your reputation."

Something delighted flashed across his face again. "I let you think that."

"You didn't."

"No," he admitted, laughing again, softer this time, just for her. "I didn't. You're just better than anyone gave you credit for. Myself included, apparently."

Around them the yard had returned to its usual rhythm, other matches picking back up, the moment folding back into the ordinary noise of an afternoon of training. But Nyra stood there a beat longer than she needed to, her hand still loosely caught in his, aware of exactly how many wolves had just watched their Alpha lose a fight and laugh about it rather than bristle, aware of how thoroughly that fact had settled something in her chest she hadn't known needed settling.

"Same time tomorrow?" Lucian asked, finally releasing her hand, though his eyes stayed on her a moment longer than the question required.

"If you think you can handle it."

"I'm counting on not being able to," he said.

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