My fingers curled around the strap of my top, slowly sliding it off my shoulders, the strap slid, making contact with every inch of my shoulders.
My heart pounded with anxiousness and fear of what he would think of my body, no man had ever seen me naked before—the disgusting looks Xavier sent my way during our subtle kisses, or when he had to touch me increased my anxiousness of being naked before a man like him. The strap dangled languidly at the side, leaving the thin line of my pink bra left on show, as I moved to the other strap. My deep breathing filled the room, sounding louder than ever in the quiet room—his lazy eyes met mine, and it brimmed with a certain kind of hunger. His eyes stared intensely at me, never straying away, as he watched every move and curve of my fingers till I left the second strap to fall, the top hung loosely on my waist now. The cool air of the room filled me, as my small perky breast was left in the open having only my bra to cover it. The delicate lace of the pink fabric framing the soft swells of both breasts, and I finally saw him twitch—his teeth grinding, as he sucked in at the sight of my boobs. My hands moved to my jeans, gathering confidence to feel sultry. I took my time in unzipping it, as I let it fall down my legs, while I stepped out of it along with the top. I stood in my best pair of underwear, a matching pink bra and panty, worn for the special occasion of losing my virginity. My heart raced loudly in my chest, as I undid the hook of my bra, pulling off the straps, it fell to the ground along with the other clothes, as my breast bounced from the motion, my pink nipples hardened under his gaze. He let out a low growl, at the sight, walking toward where I stood. “You have the most beautiful body I’ve ever seen,” his voice sounded breathy, as his hot breath fanned my neck. Soft lips trailed down my neck, and I twisted sideways giving him more space, while he breathed in my scent. “And your scent is as beautiful as your body—I could drown in it, and it still would not be enough.” His hands trailed down my open legs, slipping in between my thighs. He rubbed them, his touches moving in an upward motion towards the center of my panties, my mouth parted slightly a breathy gasp escaping from them at the intense movements he made. “Your skin, it’s as delicate as silk, yet supple, and it’s intoxicating,” he said, his eyes trailing his movements, as his body remained pressed on me, still fully clothed, although at some point he had dumped the suit jacket. His hands moved up towards my core, as his fingers trailed the center of it as if marking its axis, as I let out a sharp breath from the sensation of being touched there. One of his fingers moved the line of my panties to the side, going directly towards my soaked entrance, as he rubbed it in circles, and I let out a loud breathy gasp this time from the new sensation. He smeared my wetness over my folds, up to my clitoris, as he gave it a tug, then a light pinch which made me moan out in pleasure. “You are a bad girl, aren’t you? You like your pleasure with a hint of pain,” he growled darkly, his voice sounding rich and velvety, enough to send a pool of wetness running down my thighs. His fingers left my clitoris, and went to my center again, sinking the tip of his finger past my entrance. I cried out at the slight intrusion, only to be distracted by his lips leaving wet kisses on my neck, down my throat and towards my open breast, leaving marks there. He moved his fingers slightly with only the tip still inside, I moaned softly at the feeling, while he continued the journey of his mouth over my breast. He bit harshly on the swell of my boobs, enough to cause me pain and only pain as I cried out, still grinding on his fingers, while he dulled the pain by tracing kisses on the mark. His lips moved to latch on my nipples, as I twisted backwards, shoving my chest deeper into his mouth, as I moaned uncontrollably when his finger slid deeper into me, ripping louder moans from my throat. He could not go any deeper because of the position we stood and the elastic of my panties which kept obstructing. “Fuck it,” he said, as he tore my panties off me, throwing it somewhere in the room, as he carried me towards where the pole stood. “It’s time for your punishment baby girl.”“Ethan,” I choked out at the sight of him.“How many times do I have to warn you, Leah, to stay away from Jennifer?” he said darkly. His eyes were hard as he sent me a disapproving glare.“This looks nothing like it seems. If you had come earlier, you would have…”“Enough, Leah. Just enough!” he roared, his entire form trembling with rage.He moved towards where I stood. His large hands wrapped around my forearm in a tight grip, and fingers digging into my skin enough to leave a bruise.“I have tolerated your disrespect for Jennifer so many times, thinking you would change,” he growled. His expression was one of disdain, his harsh breath fell on my face with every word he uttered.“A long time ago, I promised to give her an eye for an eye, to any bastard who dared to hurt her again. Now, Leah, you just had to hit her,” he spat venomously, making me flinch in his grip.“I know you don’t believe a word I say. But trust me, Jennifer is nothing like you think she is. She is pretentious, a
“Let me go Ethan. Let’s end our relationship,” I choked out.His gaze bore into me unblinking, probably waiting for me to complete my words.“Why do you want me? Why are you so persistent in keeping me? You can have any woman you want, but why me? What's so special about me?” I pressed, watching as his eyes hardened at my words.“I don’t want it anymore, Ethan. I can’t bear to lose anything else, so just let me go and we can leave our peaceful life away from each other,” I added.“Are you even listening to me Ethan? I said– let me go. Let’s end whatever fucked up relationship or contract is between us,” I cried out.“You must be more stupid than I thought if you ever think that I am going to let you go, Leah,” he replied back. His voice sounded grave, but his eyes spoke more volumes than his words ever did.“You signed a contract with me. And until I get tired of your body, you’re stuck with me as my submissive sex slave,” he uttered darkly. “Why? Why me? Why don’t you just find ano
I held my tears back, finding it pointless to cry, although they kept on pouring.“I loathe you, Ethan. I hate you more than I have ever hated anything in this world. You are right, it’s good that it’s gone. You would have made a horrible father; you are too toxic to be one. And that’s why I killed it. Because I could not bear the thought of having a child with a mentally deranged man like you.” I said, my voice dropping with every ounce of emotion I felt for him, as my breathing turned heavy.He must have felt the genuineness in the words, because his hands around my neck tightened. My vision grew hazy from the pressure, and I was left gasping for air.My hands clawed at his in a futile attempt to pry him off me. And when I thought he was really going to kill me, he let go. Pushing himself off me, he reacted like I scalded him.“Lie on all fours,” he ordered, his voice sounding dark and gruff. My eyes flared. A sense of fear crept in my mind, from knowing I was still sore all over
“Protect me? Protect me?” I laughed bitterly.He stared at me, his eyes pleading with me to understand, but it was too late for that. Everything he did was confusing, and I could never trust him again.“How are you protecting me, Xavier, huh? By not standing by my side when I actually need you? And who are you protecting me from exactly? What scares you so much?” I asked in vexation, my entire form trembling with rage.“They are things that are better left hidden for your sake, Leah,” he said with a sigh. He watched me for a while longer, studying my features.My gaze watched him sharply, wanting to drink in every twitch of his jaw and read even the slightest expression on his face. He expressed his emotions well. The now blank expression on his face made my irritation increase. “Things like what exactly?”“Things that would keep you safer if you had no idea of them. Now drop it,” he demanded finally, turning to pick up his things from the table.“Your discharge papers have been proce
‘Good,’ I thought happily.My hands moved towards my bedside, my gaze roaming around as I looked for my phone.“My phone, where is it?” I thought. My eyes widened in horror as the last time I held my phone came rushing back in my mind.Jennifer cut the call on me, and before I could keep my phone, I was dragged out of the alley.“Oh God,” I muttered. My phone must still be somewhere back in the alley.“So where is it, Leah? Huh? Where is your proof?” Jennifer asked, feigning a sympathetic smile.“I must have lost my phone in the alley when…”“Oh please, don’t you get tired of lying, Leah?” Jennifer asked, shaking her head with a sad smile almost like she pitied me.My face deepened in a scowl, as anger burned through me when I took in her expression.My eyes shifted from hers to Ethan, whose stare had not left me.“Ethan, believe me, I had proof. I really had proof on my phone, but somehow…”“Enough, Leah! Enough!” Ethan roared, cutting me short.I stared at him in shock, taking in th
My mouth parted wide in shock as I stared at the doctor, wondering whether I had traveled to an alternate universe.“What…what are you saying? That’s a lie!” I shouted in the deathly silent room.“Leah, please calm down. You just had an abortion, no need to get agitated,” Jennifer said, throwing me a compassionate glance.“I know it’s not easy for you, but the truth is already staring at your face right now. Even the doctor supports my words, Leah,” she said empathetically.“That’s a lie,” I said hurriedly, my mind racing in different directions as I struggled to comprehend what was happening and how everything could suddenly turn against me within the blink of an eye.I turned to Ethan, my eyes widening at the sight of his pale face.“They are lying, they are all lying, Ethan. I don’t know what’s happening or why Jennifer is doing this, but believe me, Ethan, I’m not lying. I did not sign for an abortion. I was attacked by a mob, and I suffered a miscarriage as a result…I swear I am