CHAPTER 51
I can’t stop thinking about what happened all day. I am here laying down on my bed can’t stop thinking about Ronald. I don’t know what’s happening to me. Am I going crazy? I feel like I am a teenager crushing on someone!
I stared at my ceiling and didn’t notice the smile plastered on my lips before I fell asleep. The next morning, the only thing I could think of is to see Ronald. I don’t know why but seeing him excites me. I feel like I have now a reason to win this whatever situation I am in. I feel like, finally, I have reasons to exist.
I suddenly realized why the Goddess of the moon made this bond for us. Because unlike the humans, they do not have to hide. They do not have be scared, and they have automatically had purpose because they have everything in their hands, while us…have nothing but our own. Our pack is the only thing we are hardly trying to protect…and this bond…we
CHAPTER 52I run as fast as I can so that I could reach Ronald. I searched for him until I stopped in front of their gate. My heart is beating so fast. I don’t want him to think a wrong idea. I don’t want him to think badly of me. Even though I felt bad earlier by seeing him with Janice, I still don’t want him to think badly of me.“Ronald?” I called but no one’s answering. I called him many times. I sighed heavily and was about to give up when I heard footsteps behind me. I stopped and turned around and when I saw Ronald standing there, I feel like my heart came back to life. My lips parted to say a word, but I was tongue-tied. I couldn’t find words to say. I have so many things in mind, but I don’t know how to put it in words.“Ronald…” I have so many things I want to say but his name is the only one I can utter. Damn it! When did I become like this? I wasn’t like this! I wa
CHAPTER 53All I could feel is embarrassment. I don’t have a face to see him anymore! I remember how I respond to all his kisses like I am dying if he didn’t kiss me! I suddenly wished for the ground to eat me up. Damn! I closed my eyes intently when I heard footsteps coming towards Ronald’s room where I am hiding right now.Can I talk to him without remembering what happened earlier? Can I?I bit my lower lip and suddenly my eyes stopped in the window. A bright idea came into my mind. I hurriedly opened the window and checked how high it is from the ground when I realized that it’s not that I high, I’ve already decided.I can’t face Ronald right now. I better leave this place before I go crazy!I immediately jump out of the window and readied myself to land on the ground. My heartbeat faster when I saw how I hit the pot! It shattered into pieces, and it made a loud sound. I swallowed hard when I he
CHAPTER 54I feel nothing but the loud beating of my heart. For unknown reason my heart longs for him. I suddenly crave for him. Every corner of my skin seeks for him. And I wanna ask myself, am I still sane? To want someone like this is beyond normal. I suddenly forget everything and only think of him. I suddenly…want to stay with him no matter what happens.If I wished to be with him until the end…will he be happy living with me? Will he get content just with me? Far away from everything?Tears formed inside my eyes and folded the paper to keep it with me. I put down the book I’m holding only to realize who’s the person standing in front of me. My heart pounded nonstop. I can only hear my heart and nothing else. My eyes trailed down his body up to his eyes and my knees wobbled at the sight of him.“R-Ronald…” I uttered his name. I blinked twice as his dark and stormy eyes fixed on me. I can see
CHAPTER 55My cheeks flushed when I noticed that we’re in a small nipa hut just beside the bookstore. That’s why it’s dark. Damn! I didn’t even know that there’s a nipa hut here!After a while of silence, I finally get back my senses. I pushed Ronald a bit and stand firmly while trying to compose myself. I looked away because he was staring at me.“Let’s…go out,” I hesitantly said. I heard him chuckle softly that made me gaze at him, he looked at me with his amused eyes. I suddenly want to leave him here!“Are you sure? I wanna stay here instead…” he said with amused tone mixed with his husky voice. I glared at him because I know he’s making fun of me.“Then stay here if you want!” I said irritably and walked out of that nipa hut. I felt him followed me while I continued walking in the side of the street. I walked faster so that he can’t
CHAPTER 56I stared at the skies from above where the birds are freely flying. They look so free watching them fly that way. A smile rose from my lips when I felt Ronald’s hand hold mine. It was so gentle. He was so gentle.“What are you thinking?” he asked after the silence. I am in between his thighs leaning on his chest. I feel safe in his arms. I feel at peace.“Just…random things…” I said and caressed his thumb holding my hand. I watched his large palms hugged my whole hand. It perfectly fit on his hands. I perfectly fit on his arms and hands and it’s sad to think that it’s the opposite in real life.He sighed and wrapped his other arm around my waist. My back leaned more on his chest. I can feel his warmth mixed with mine. My waist looks so small inside his arm. Damn. I can’t help but to notice every tiny bit of his moves. I swallowed hard when I felt his breath tickled the
CHAPTER 57I don’t know how long I cried myself to sleep. My heart was aching, and I don’t know what to do about it. I feel so down, and pain is crawling up my skin. I feel so dark. I feel like I was deprived of something. I feel like…something is about to lose in my life.It's slowly eating up my sanity and I don’t know how to pull it back. I never felt this way before. I feel like something’s precious is slowly got taking away from me. This is the feeling I won’t wish to feel again.I woke up the next morning with a knock on my door. My eyes are swollen from crying so hard last night. “Cristine?” I heard Fin’s voice. I didn’t speak. I am still spacing out and I couldn’t find my voice to speak. I am lazy for anything. I don’t even wanna move.“Are you already awake? What’s happening? It’s already 12 noon,” he said. I feel like my soul went back
CHAPTER 58I can’t believe that this is possible. I didn’t know that this is what Carlos really wants. This is why he wants to kill his mother because she is the only one who knows his real motives. And most of all…I didn’t know that this necklace I am wearing is the only way to meet the Goddess. The Goddess of the moon who create our kind. She is our guidance and our protector in this world, and I can’t believe that Carlos and Herman have evil motives with the Goddess!Alqamar commanded Fin and Rael to guard Dr. Raymond and Ronald, Gray is assigned with his mate while Alqamar told me to keep on eye with Felicia Guevarra.I just hope that Fin and Rael do their best to make sure the safety of Dr. Raymond and Ronald, especially, Ronald. He’s wearing the necklace and maybe Carlos still don’t know that he has the other necklace. Maybe the only thing he knows is that necklace was given to Serene, but Serene did
CHAPTER 59The next day I quietly looked out Dr. Raymond’s clinic where Felicia Guerrero is hiding. No, she’s not hiding anymore because Carlos and Herman already know where she is. She’s just lucky that they spare her life because she’s pretending to sleep. If she woke up, Herman and Carlos surely hunt her down.I hide myself behind the tree when I saw Dr. Raymond entered the clinic. My heart almost jumped out of my chest because I thought that he’s Ronald. Damn! I heaved a breath and lean on the tree while watching the clinic. I also need to strengthen my senses to avoid being caught. I don’t want anyone to caught me in this state! Most especially being caught by Ronald.As much as possible I need to avoid him. I looked above the tree and decided to jump on top. I stared at the blue sky from above. It’s been two days since I decided to let him go. It’s been two days since my heart started to feel em