LOGINChapter Two
As much as I would love to get myself some buzz, I can’t do that with my state of unemployment. I hardly get drunk, it takes a lot of alcohol to get me to that state. Lucky me, nothing ever works my way. Back when my mum was still alive, she used to tell me I am wasting my time trying to get buzzed. I will need a dozen bottles before it will work on me. Again, she never really tells me why my system is built differently, and back then I didn’t suspect anything. I just thought I can handle my bottles, that’s why. But just as my mother was about to take her last breath, she told me to run, that I am not like others and they will come for me. Who are the others, and what exactly is coming for me? Nope, Mama never explains. One would think that since we have been alive together for years, she would have had enough time to tell me why I am different or who my father is, but nope. No such information. Color me surprised when, after my mum dies in my arms, I held her and scream. All the glasses in the house break. That shuts me up quickly. As if that wasn’t enough, some men came in and broke the door. I might not be the brightest color in the box, but I am not going to wait or welcome them with open arms and a bright smile on my face. My mom’s warning is ringing in my ear. This is the “they” that she was talking about? Then I’m going to run like hell, especially when one of them tries to shoot me. But is this how I am supposed to live my life? Running from place to place from men who obviously want to kill me. Why didn’t my mum give me the whole information, so I know who or what I am dealing with? This occupies my mind as I return from work. Officially unemployed. Before I got to my rundown building, I stop by where I park my bike. I never park it where I live, because I know those trying to get me killed will first destroy it, so I keep it outside their reach. I know from the leaking roof that my room will be a mess by now. After checking that it is still there, I look around to make sure I am not being followed before heading in. I quickly carry my tools, change up, and go out again. It is past eleven, and everywhere is dark and quiet. I start working on the bike. Yeah, when you have no money to pay a mechanic, you are forced to learn how to do it yourself. I damage more than I repair the first time I try fixing it on my own. But now I can work on little issues. There is no time to start looking for a mechanic when you are running for your life. I finally get it working around one a.m. I definitely need a new engine. I also need to change the plug, but these repairs need to just get me by for now. Too tired to do anything else, I look for a corner in the room and sit down, keeping my gun in my hand just in case someone breaks in. My bed is already soaked. The room is tiny already, coupled with the leaking roof and the flooded floor… I sigh. It might sound uncomfortable, but after some time, I finally fall asleep. I keep waking up, but I am too tired to stay awake. I wake up four hours later. And this time, I cannot shake off the feeling that I need to go hiking. It is as if I am being pushed to do it. The first time I arrive here, my mind was on that mountain. In fact, I could swear I subconsciously choose to come to this town because of this mountain. I need to explore it. It sounds dangerous, but since my mom died, I have barely done anything I truly want to do. I am always too cautious to be free. I keep thinking, what if these men follow me into the mountains, with nowhere for me to escape? They will chop off my neck, and no one will ever find my body. But today, I am going to do it. It is as if something in there is calling me. So I wake up today and pack my essentials. I might not return here anyway; there is nothing left for me. I carry my gun and my two throwing knives. They have saved my life countless times. I leave my door open and walk out without looking back. Funny how everything I own fits into one backpack. Keeping my eyes on my surroundings, I go to where I park my bike and start it, riding south, where the mountains are calling me. Just one more hike before I move on. It is a one hour ride outside the city. When I leave the city behind, the road becomes deserted. I am constantly checking my side mirror to be sure I am not being followed. I never relax for once. As I get to the mountain, I push my bike a little into the trees so it will be hidden before walking deep into the woods, and yes, I do not forget my compass. After a few minutes of walking, I find myself on a pathless track. It is as if it has never been taken before, and I probably should turn back, but I push ahead. I need to forget about my world for a few hours. After some time, I feel eyes on me. I am so sure I am alone. I turn to look around, but I see no one. Then I am hit, and the world goes black.TysonThe first thing I do when I return to MoonHaven is pour every bottle of alcohol down the drain.I don’t hesitate.The amber liquid splashes into the sink in steady streams while the sharp scent of whiskey fills the room. Bottle after bottle empties until the cabinet that has become my refuge over the past few weeks stands completely bare.I stare at the empty shelves for a long moment.That part of me dies here.The whiskey never dulls the pain. It never quiets my wolf. It never brings Naya closer. All it does is steal another day from me, another day I should spend preparing for the moment she finds her way home.I become ashamed of myself as I remember how I almost destroyed myself with drinking. How Aiden didn’t give up on my stupid ass. I should have seen I was giving up on my mate and entire pack. I remember when I walked to the cabinet and pulled out another bottle of whiskey.Aiden groaned. “Seriously?”I didn’t answer. I yanked the cork free and lifted the bottle. Before
TysonThe Oracle’s cottage sits exactly where it always has, hidden deep within the sacred grove where even the oldest wolves rarely dare to wander. The forest is unusually quiet tonight.No birds sing, no insects chirp, even the wind seems to hold its breath.This time, I don’t summon her like an alpha, l’m going to her as a man who is desperate for hope. Aiden walks beside me without speaking. He knows this place demands silence. Every snapped twig beneath our boots sounds unnaturally loud, as though the forest itself is listening.By the time we reach the clearing, the cottage door is already open. My steps falter.She’s expecting us.The old woman stands in the doorway dressed in the same white robes she always wears. Her silver hair spills over her shoulders, glowing beneath the moonlight. Her cloudy eyes settle on me long before I reach her.“I wondered how much longer it would take. You lot walk like old man.” she says softly.I don’t bother with greetings. “I need your help. A
TysonThe whiskey burns all the way down my throat. I don’t even flinch. It doesn’t burn enough. Nothing burns enough anymore.I stare at the amber liquid swirling inside my glass before pouring another generous measure. The bottle is almost empty. I vaguely remember opening it sometime this afternoon.Or was it yesterday?The days have begun blending together.Sleep rarely comes, and when it does, it brings nightmares instead of rest. Every time I close my eyes, I see Naya reaching for me. Sometimes she’s screaming my name while invisible hands drag her into darkness. Other times she’s standing in the middle of the forest, covered in blood, looking at me with disappointment in her eyes.The dream always ends the same way. I never reach her. The glass touches my lips again, but before I can drink, someone snatches it from my hand. I don’t have to look up to know who it is.Aiden.He places the glass on the opposite side of my desk and folds his arms across his chest.“I’ve had enough
NayaMy father didn’t sweat after slapping me, again. Instead, he folds his hands behind his back and nods toward the prisoner hanging from the chains.“Continue.”My stomach twists.The guards move again. One grabs the prisoner’s hair and jerks his head backward. Another drives a fist into his ribs.The man’s scream bounces off the stone walls.I shut my eyes.“Look at him.”Tom’s voice slices through the room.I don’t move.“I said…” His tone hardens. “…look.”Slowly, I force my eyes open. The prisoner is barely conscious now. Blood runs from his nose, one eye is swollen shut. His breathing comes in short, painful gasps.“I won’t help you,” I whisper.Tom smiles faintly. “You misunderstand.” He walks toward the prisoner. “I don’t need your help.”He stops directly in front of the man.“I only need you to learn. Know when he’s lying and when he’s about to break.”The words send a chill through me. Another punch lands.The prisoner groans. “I’ll tell you…” His voice is barely audible.
NayaI leave Tom’s study with my cheek still burning from where he slapped me.The pain doesn’t bother me nearly as much as the words he throws at me before I walk out. They cling to me like smoke, refusing to disappear no matter how many times I tell myself they’re lies.Your mother never wanted you, I begged her to keep you. I laugh bitterly as I climb the staircase toward my room.He’s a manipulator. That’s what he does. He studies people until he finds the one lie capable of hurting them the most, then he throws it at them and waits for it to grow roots.Well, it won’t work on me.My mother is the only person who has never lied to me.She is the woman who wraps me in blankets whenever I get sick. The woman who pretends she isn’t hungry so I can have the last piece of bread. The woman who spends nights sewing torn clothes by candlelight because buying new ones is a luxury we can never afford. That woman doesn’t wake up one morning and decide she doesn’t want her child.No. I know m
NayaI spend the rest of the day trying to convince myself that the maid is lying. She has to be. There is simply no other explanation. Every word she says keeps replaying in my head, refusing to leave me alone.Your mother comes and goes whenever she wishes. Mr. Tom has never stopped her.No.That doesn’t make any sense. My mother stood in that forest with a knife pressed against her throat. She cried when she saw me. She begged me to listen to her. None of that could have been fake.Could it?I shake my head so hard my temples begin to ache.No.She isn’t capable of something like that, she is my mother. She is the woman who skips meals just to make sure I have enough to eat. The woman who stays awake through the night whenever I have a fever. The woman who works until her hands crack open because she refuses to let me go hungry.That woman would never help someone kidnap me, never. So there has to be another explanation. Maybe the maid doesn’t know the truth. Maybe Tom only allows
I woke up in a bed, surrounded by three big men. They are all huge. I pretend as if I am still unconscious.A voice booms beside me. “Open your eyes, spy. We can tell you’re awake.”I open my eyes to glare at the speaker. A tall blond man who looks about thirty-four. “You don’t need to be so loud,
I nearly escape, my things packed and my key in my hand, just as I am about to lock the door, that’s when I hear footsteps.If I were living a normal life, I would have thought it was probably my neighbors returning from a latenight party. But no, nothing about my life has been normal ever since m
His fingers brush my wrist and everything Stops.It’s like a shock runs through me. Not painful. Just… overwhelming. My breath catches, my body goes still, and for a split second, the world narrows down to that single point of contact.What the hell was that?He pulls back like he’s been burned. Hi
I think I fainted again I regain consciousness at the same time I feel a hand brush mine, but when I open my eyes, Alpha is standing a little far from me, looking as if he is ready to cut off my neck.He frowns. “You really fainted. You were not pretending. I could taste your fear and confusion.”







