•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌I entered the gym and glanced at his back. He was facing the boxing ring as he took off his t-shirt, leaving him only in black sweatpants. I kept standing by the door unsure of what I am supposed to do. Am I supposed to warm up or something? If it was before, I would have confidently walked up to him and asked him what I am supposed to do but now I felt so out of place. It felt like we were strangers. He belonged to someone else. There was a wall between us now that I didn't want to break down. Last night just proved how he would never fall for someone like me. So much has happened between us, the good and the bad. I don't know where we stand. When is all this going to end? How is all this going to end? After he gets married, what am I supposed to do? Where am I supposed to live because I refuse to be someone's dirty little secret, not after my own parents made me one. "Get in the ring" I got startled by his sudden order. His voice sounded so brusque almost as
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌A week had passed since our kiss in the gym. Nikolai had to go out of the country for his business or his mafia, I wouldn't know. He doesn't tell me anything about what he does. I went to the gym a few times alone but it didn't feel the same or right without Nikolai. Since Grace and I were alone in the house, I realized she wasn't so bad. She could be described as over-friendly something I'm definitely not used to. After my parent's death, I have spent most of my time with Nikolai and Scott and they were the least friendly people on earth. Right now, Grace and I were reclining on the lounge chairs while she babbled continuously about ex-boyfriends. Grace had a long loss of ex-boyfriends, all of them were of mafia backgrounds. Her father was abusive towards her mother, he beat her up a lot, so Grace was used to getting slapped around by her stupid boyfriends. She was surprised and ecstatic that her father had paired her up with Nikolai, she couldn't ask for a bet
•Nikolai•╌═❁═╌We were sitting around the table at a restaurant with my father, Grace, Scott, and my Evangeline. She kept playing with the food on her plate, and haven't really taken an actual bite of it. Every two seconds, she'd glance in my direction, her cheeks would heat, and the flustered look on her face was enough for everyone to know that she was thinking of something inappropriate. She looked different today, good different. She seemed happier. I don't remember her being this happy since she had got kidnapped. She wore a blue dress, her dark-colored hair was loosely curled and she was wearing light pink lipstick. Full, pink, and glossy, with a tiny mole above the left side of her mouth. A sudden urge to suck that lipstick off her lips crept up.I was really close to taking her this evening and I know she wouldn't have complained either but it didn't fucking feel right. I was still wearing Grace's ring on my finger and she told me that she won't have sex with me not until I
•Nikolai•╌═❁═╌"By the end of this week, you will be a married woman, Evangeline" I whispered on her lips. "and I'm not talking about your marriage with Scott" She stopped struggling, her body went completely still. A beautiful little crinkle appeared between her brows, she was confused and she seemed a little scared. "What do you mean?" I gripped her wrists tighter. "You'll know soon, angel""No, tell me now!" she demanded."Kiss me back and I will" She shook her head. "Tell me first maybe then I will kiss you" "I don't negotiate with little girls""Then I'm not going to kiss you back" "Or I could just forcefully take what I want" I wasn't planning on doing something like that to her, I just enjoyed unnerving her. She scowled, trying to fight me off her. "You wouldn't!" "I'm not the man you want to mess with, angel. I'm downright cruel and I've never pretended otherwise" "You may be cruel but I know you can't hurt me, I know you won't hurt me, so, threaten me all you want, I
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌I took off the gloves, tossing them out of the ring before I laid straight down on the boxing ring. Nikolai stood over me, watching me with a hint of a smile on his lips. We've been boxing for the past hour and he was barely out of breath and compared to him I was perspiring pretty heavily. "Good girl," he said. "You did well today" A full-blown smile crept on my lips. My chest filled with warmth, it wasn't every day that Nikolai appreciates or compliment me. "I'm exhausted... I wanna sleep"He frowned. "You woke up two hours ago" I nodded, sitting up. "Yes, and now I'm tired again not all of us are vampires" then I shook my head. "No, vampires also sleep during the day, I have never seen you sleep since the day I got here" He gave his head a shake as if finding this conversation ridiculous. "I sleep..." he just said. I scoffed. "Barely... You will get sick" He let out a breath before giving me a half-smile that sent a funny feeling to my stomach. "You are
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌I squinted my eyes open as soft sunlight beamed in through the blinds, I shifted, stretching my body when suddenly my arm touched something. I pulled my arm back immediately and glanced to my side. A smile crept over my face when I saw Nikolai sleeping beside me in my bed. I had no idea when he got home last night or when he crawled under my sheets beside me but I liked it. I liked having him in my bed. Was he trying to show me that he does sleep? God, this man...I turned on my side, facing him. He was shirtless, laying on his stomach while the sheets covered the lower half of his body, his strong arms held the pillow. He was in deep sleep and looked so damn peaceful. For a second, he looked so boyish, so young, not like the cold man I'd grown used to. His thick dark locks were roughly tousled and I had a sudden urge to run my fingers through them. I raised my hands and softly ran my fingers through his thick locks, combing them. His eyes snapped open, he did
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌After Bianca had begged me to come with her to Grace's bachelorette party for an hour, I finally caved. I was scared to go to her bachelorette party because after the scene this morning, I have no idea where Grace and I stand. Well, she did say she won't mind if Nikolai slept around, maybe, she will spare me the wrath of Grace Russel, the mafia princess. She had told me herself multiple times that infidelity is common in the Cosa Nostra and she won't have any problem if Nikolai slept around but her reaction in the morning proved otherwise. She looked ready to rip my head off. I don't know what Nikolai had planned but I hope Grace won't be a part of our life after that. Marriage of convenience was wrong and despicable, no one should be forced to spend life with someone that they don't want. Nikolai's father was wrong to force such behavior on his son. If he hadn't done that then Nikolai, Scott, Grace, and I won't be in this situation. Heaving a sigh, I propped
•Evangeline•╌─═❁═─╌I placed a hand over my chest. "What the hell, Nikolai?!" He was sitting on the edge of my bed, hands on his elbows, legs wide open. His eyes looked the darkest shade of blue which made goosebumps creep on my arms. "Come here..." he just said. I walked closer to him and he straightened up, still sitting on my bed. When I was close enough for him to touch, he grabbed me by my waist and pulled me between his legs. His hands traveled from my waist to my back, to my butt, and finally settled on the back of my thighs. He caressed my bare skin, his fingers stroking my inner thighs sending delicious tingles to my core. Even though he was sitting, he was still tall enough to reach my chin. Quite slowly and gently he placed his face over my breasts, his warm breath tickled my skin. I was wearing a plunging neckline, so, I could feel his scruff prickling into me. "If I had received that video from someone other than Grace, I would have punished you" he spoke lowly. I