At first, Clara still didn't believe what Lucas had said, but when she realized that Rachel hadn't been answering her calls, even though she always picked up, even in the middle of the night or early morning, Clara began to realize that Lucas wasn't kidding, especially when she remembered her last conversation with Rachel when she was still at the hospital."What are you doing?" Lucas walked closer and snatched her phone."Give it back!" Clara realized what he was doing and jumped to reach it. However, her height didn't match Lucas, making her look ridiculous as she leaped in front of him."You don't believe me, so you called Rachel?" Lucas glanced at her phone and ended the call, erasing Rachel's number right in front of her."What the hell are you doing? You're a fucking asshole!" Clara angrily hit his arm."Calm down, Cla." Lucas returned her phone, but there was nothing she could do with it since he had already deleted everything—the phone number, call logs, and the last message s
Anthony stayed in the Emergency Room for 4 days, a normal duration for a child his age. Clara never left his side, even standing in front of the Emergency Room window late at night just to ensure her brother was okay. Usually, Elena would accompany her, but recently, Clara insisted that Elena rest more and go home while she stayed with Anthony alone.Well, she wasn't truly alone. Louis would accompany her almost every day after finishing his classes. And yes, Clara had once again neglected her studies, only attending when there were important exams. She knew education was key to improving her future and leading to a better life than her current one. However, when Anthony needed her, Clara was willing to sacrifice anything to stay with her brother.One month passed, and Anthony was finally allowed to go home, although it was longer than the usual patient's recovery time. Benjamin assured them that Anthony needed to stay in the hospital for a month post-surgery for proper monitoring. Cl
"Haven’t done it in a while, Cla?" Lucas said as he pulled up her underwear. The black dress she had been wearing had come off a while ago before Lucas led her into his room.Clara held her breath. She didn't want to respond to Lucas, but in the end, she couldn't hold back the moan that escaped her lips when he breathed along her stomach."Do you think so?" she murmured softly."You look nervous," Lucas crawled up to touch her breasts, making deliberate motions that seemed to torment her with every touch.Clara became even more breathless. Her lips parted, and she knew what she wanted.Her job as a prostitute had taught her many things, including the inner struggle that always plagued her at certain moments. She never wanted this, but she couldn't deny that her body naturally reacted to every touch she received.Not wanting to be consumed by what Lucas was doing, she reached out and touched Lucas's abdomen. She couldn't deny that Lucas had a perfect body, sculpted like a favorite arti
Clara started her day badly when she woke up in a place she shouldn't have been. She almost cursed herself when she realized she had slept in Lucas's bed all night, especially when she found herself clinging to his arm like a little girl seeking protection.Luckily, she woke up earlier and managed to escape before Lucas woke up and found her still in his apartment. This had never happened before. Even when she sometimes dozed off after finishing her work with clients, she would always wake up in the middle of the night, clean up, and leave discreetly, avoiding any questions in the morning. But this time was different. Lucas would remain her client for a year, and she wouldn't be able to avoid him when he contacted her or asked to meet.Whatever, Clara didn't want to think about Lucas on a bright morning when she could go to campus after leaving her classes for a month. Elena and Anthony hadn't woken up yet when she returned home—something she was very grateful for. She managed to cook
"I don't know what's happening, but lately, you always look tired and sleepy in the morning, and it's making me more worried about you,"Clara lifted her head from the dining table and gave Elena a brief smile. Lately, Clara had been asking Elena to stay over at her house, so they always had breakfast together in the morning. Elena didn't mind because she didn't have anyone at her home. Even two days ago, Elena had discussed her plans to stay at Clara's place permanently, which meant cutting her monthly rent since she decided not to renew her house lease. After her younger brother left, the house became neglected as Elena spent more time at Clara's place. Clara accepted the plan, of course. She didn't want to cut Elena's pay. For her, it would be better if someone was willing to be with Anthony all the time, as she couldn't be sure of her work schedule, especially since Lucas often contacted her late at night, even busier than her work schedule, when Rachel managed her clients.And ta
As promised to Anthony last night, Clara fulfilled his request to visit their parents' graves. Luckily, she had no morning classes, so she could accompany Anthony without worrying about her studies and other tasks. The weather was also better that morning, as it had been raining unexpectedly in New York for the past few weeks."Do you still want to stay here, Anthony?" Clara took off her jacket and handed it to him when he started to feel the gentle cold breeze."Can I stay here a bit longer?" Anthony turned and looked at Clara standing behind him.Clara smiled and nodded. Usually, they would spend some private time there—she would give Anthony time to talk, pray, or do anything he wanted without disturbing him. After Anthony finished, it would be her turn to have her private moment at their parents' graves. She couldn't recall when they had agreed on this arrangement, but everything just fell into place."He's been talking about his parents a lot in the past week," Elena commented, j
There was nothing Clara wished for more than her menstruation this month. After everything that had happened, including Lucas' punishment after kicking him again a week ago, Clara finally got what she had been waiting for. She was three days late, making her slightly panicked because she was never late.Her job taught her many risks she might face if she forgot one important thing—protection. With all the consequences in mind, Clara spent every month fearing being late for her period. She didn't know what she would do if it ever happened—pregnancy. She always prayed that it wouldn't happen to her. As a woman, she couldn't deny that she often dreamed about her future—getting married, getting pregnant, having children, watching Anthony grow up with her child, and doing wonderful and enjoyable things. However, now she had to convince herself that the dreams in her head didn't have to come true in her life. None of it had to happen because... she was aware of her past life, and she didn't
"Where are you, Cla? You didn't attend class without telling me anything. Then when I came to your house, Elena said you left last night and won't be back for two weeks."Clara let out a long breath, moving her feet as they were soaked in the private pool on her balcony. She lived in an apartment... or maybe a hotel—a large room was on the top floor, and Lucas said it was his. She thought Lucas would force her to sleep in one room, but she got her own room—a luxurious one with access to a private pool."Yes, I'm not in Manhattan. I apologize for not saying goodbye to you and disappearing like that."She hadn't thought of a reason for Louis yet, but he already calls her."Can I know what happened?""There's something I have to do," Clara bit her lip, trying to find a suitable reason to give to Louis, "it's part of my job, and the plan came up suddenly, so I didn't have time to tell you.""Oh great," Louis interjected, "Everyone just leaves, and I'm stuck in the madness of Manhattan all